OMG I DIDNT STUDY A LOT FOR SED YET. AND I THOUGHT IT WAS EASY. SHIT BAG LOADS OF CRAP!!!

go study now. bye.

it's the much anticipated teachers' day... anticipated meh? i tot today will have free subway treat from et but he ran off to town before we know it. LOL. jkjk, tonight asean room 3.

here is the MR. KAMAL!


HERE IS THE MR TATMAL!


spot the difference! we took a lot of photos of him LOL, but we didnt take any of the other teachers... no time la omg. sian. lol. today ah... i missed the teachers' day games, i tot it's after the celebration, den i nvr go in the morning, i was in sch la, but i didn know that it was early in the morning. sian. stupid la. =.=! stupid stupid.

den the performances. i have nothing to say.
what's that feeling, i don't know too.
today shall study. do quite a bit of ss at night, was doing ss just now and guitaring a bit, and den use comp use comp, since which day did i not on my laptop. aiya but i on also afk there, so no point also. just on lor. my butt pain sia. everytime sit in front of laptop butt will pain. very pain, it's like the bones.. k i say before alr...
giving you more time.
hmm O lvls. i hate O lvls. i think it's gonna be the longest exams we ever take. i looking forward to A lvls instead. if i can even get to A lvls. if not den i wan my end of year project or wadeva u call that. O lvls is simple just retarded la ok. =.=

aiyo just now play guitar until my hands pain, damn pain now. just er... nxt time play more guitar less dota. sian i rusty alr, play out the songs all kns...
i still don't see why.
well let's see la. dinner is alone tonight cuz apparently my mom did not sleep last night, and cannot prepare any dinner, i shall eat subway. :D

you happy now?

hello.

byebye.

BOOM BOOM POW!

boom boom boom... nice song ya?
swings... sushis...
everybody mug, mug mug. and the suay-est thing happened today. dota, waited 10min to play a ladder game. game started, playing against bunch of noobs, very nice i use viper 6 kills 15min, den.... BAAZAAT KENA BLUE SCREEN. BLOODY BIOS. !@#$%^&
what did u leave me?
aiya back to my day of mugging. woke up 7am and ate breakfast. 2 eggs. according to someone if i eat too much egg will die. sian k i cut down to 5 per week. i still need to get fat. 53.5kg now ok. dun play play. later i body slam tatwee. (jkjk) after that mugged ss.. venice venice.. did a emath paper, after lunch ss ss ss ss ss. shadow strike? screen shot? lame.
i cant comprehend why.
4D1, monday wear class tee please. we need to wear a class tee for teachers day. it's called respect. see the class logo on our tee? RESPECT IT!
neither can you.
how to say abt the last week? ok lor. exams. i dunno what else to say also
tell me, if i mean anything to you.
guys, it's a brand new day, if ur luck is down for yesterday, TODAY WILL BE BETTER!

明天会更好！=D

hanging on

hello!
you broke the rule! LOL
i'm studying for el now, so er... ya. memorising some of the model essays that et printed for us.. i know it isnt good cuz it isnt written by me.. but prelims, i need to do well for el.. or else it's just X_X for me. srsly i need to at least get a b4 this time (according to et it's quite impossible?) cuz it's hard.
lime sorbet. someday ya?
damn it people, I HATE MEMORISING. today chem and bio. memorise so much during exam suddenly blank also. but a lot of things i still rmb la. so i just do the paper. it's prelims leh.. srsly hope that my bio can get some good grades at last. as well as for my chem, which i think it's gone for chem cuz a lot things i'm missing out. need to study it more... physics next week. ss next week. i'm gonna nail ss like a... like a nail that's sticking out. i must nail it if not that's gonna be my X_X also.
nobody sms you?
geog ah.. that one can see first la, this time i'm gonna read the question for 15min before answering. =.= NVR AGAIN, WILL I IDENTIFY THE WRONG FOREST.
er... i really dunno...
the rest are all well! maths! yoohooo! okok... now back to el memorising.. yup.

open my eyes.

i dont know why also.

maybe, i really don't know.

Proper Update

ok let's properly update this week.

why not let's talk about today first. well... it's super great! :D

cuz el oral i made them laugh. great sign no.1. den they seemed interested in my interpretations! good sign no.2. most of all, THEY CHANGED THE WHOLE CONVO QUESTION FOR ME. WHOA! LOL GREAT SIGN! so i wish it went well? :D
hope that you did well too...
tmr i dun feel like goin chem alr leh... i shall tell someone who is goin to tell ms tan i cant make it... cuz i need to finish up my bio also... how ah. sian, i finish up bio first la, left another theme, den sunday it's chem time. shiok!

aiyo i gonna finish my tys soon. and my bio booklet i'm starting to do quite a lot alr. u know, mugging is simple. sit down with music and water. start doing/memorising. simple as that, u dont need any coffee, sufficient sleep is enough. even though i'm always tired... cuz not sufficient sleep T_T
ur in my dreams every night somehow.
yup ppl, good luck for everything! tmr i'm changing phone.. dunno what phone to get also. i dunno what i want.. hai... gnite.

What I felt, what I've known, never shine through what I've shown.

hello hello i'm back.. well today was a great day! :D

erm, got back my MT O lvl results... A1!!!!!! :D :D :D hard work finally payed off, got this damn burden off my chest. and hey, i hugged tan boon heng. LOL. hugged et too. so i hugged both the 'tan's.

cant celebrate now, because el oral is on friday. =S the irony of it. end of one battle, start of another. is there even an irony? i dont know too. why not u tell me? ya.. er i realised my brain capacity is getting better. like i upgraded my mobo and hard drive alr. but den now i need to upgrade my RAM. because i'm lacking the energy to do things in a very quick and fast speed. so i need to upgrade RAM now! and that's my body's physical needs... ya. more sleep etc etc. so i'm gonna sleep after posting this (btw i'm using my laptop. left it alone and it healed on its own again. wow)

today after sch stay back all the way cuz there was no focus. saw np training and was =.=. srsly i dunno what feeling do i have. anyway feels good to sit in np room and do nth la. i left my water bottle inside. !@#$%^ (it's mineral water). felt bored after a while and den went back to canteen to do oral practice with wingtong lixuan and weixuan. and niger came after a while. practice lor. i'm still lacking smth for conversation. i dont know what is it, but it's just smth that is missing. smth that is... er missing la...

yeap, other than that... i wanna change a phone soon. i mean, i'm gonna change a phone soon.
http://www.htc.com/sea/product/touchcruise/specification.html
does this looks nice? er... yea i wanna get a touch phone. no particular reason, i just prefer touching the screen instead of typing. speaking of typing my finger nails are very long. i shall cut them later.

these few days night focus is super sian... put the oral aside, i finished studying bio theme II alr. starting on the booklet and realised most questions are on theme 3. well, theme 3 has the heaviest weightage.. aw man. =( so i cant do much, but i still can revise on my theme II while studying for theme III.

physics... chiang told me i'm slow. cuz i'm still at first booklet. heck la, i shall buy him breakfast someday when i got money.

chem... oh ya tmr i gonna find ms tan during recess. chem booklet stuff. need to ask her some questions regarding it. a lot sia... just need to ask her one, den the rest i'll understand i think? haha we shall see.

maths! mr goh i love you. amath nvr seem so easy to me. but i'm still having an amath paper due tmr..i'll do it in sch tmr... anyway a whole bulk will be away for oral tmr, all the best!!! =D my oral on friday. good thing or bad thing? i pray hard tmr topic is on sports. den means tt higher chance of getting racial harmony or school life. i hope so la... so ppl, if u believe in bili's theory, kindly go revise sports tmr! thanks so much.

yea to those who are gonna retake mt papers, ALL THE BEST TOO! chinese is in ur blood, may the cheena be with u =D
gratz to you who got a1 too!
er... i go sleep alr. dead tired. and my iPod is charging. ppl play tap tap until no batt. win liao. LOL. and i begged my mom to transfer money to my acct. hopefully tmr i'll be able to return ppl who lent me money. thanks a lot people, i appreciate it. =)
i feel bad now. dont feel bad please, i'll feel more bad.
gnite ppl!

hello people, i'm back frm studying for quite quite quite a while... and er.. ya damn tired. just now ate tom yam cup noodle again... for some afternoon snack la. lunch was 5 bucks hokkien prawn mee. i got money, u know why? i tell my mother i go cut hair and eat lunch she gave me 50bucks note. WOOOTS~~~~~~~~~ ys i pay u back monday. WAHOW.

kk talkin bout cutting hair, i hate the hair salon near my house. i'm not goin there anymore, but cant go clementi. everytime night focus no time sia... T_T how leh? i dunno, botak seems like a solution.

erm what else.. yesterday

went for wt's bday celebration, well was expecting to eat pepper lunch but den the oral drag long long long long long.. so me and lixuan was super late i think. they finish eating then we reach, so we didn eat, but still ate the ice cream. LOL having fun cutting the cake ah, looks super hard. after tt walked arnd imm (actually i only went in espirit cuz i saw this shirt that looks nice from far but looks like shit up-close). and den er.. nth much really... oral was still ok. et said they see my name, "xu bili", wa china student can speak so well. impressed. A1. LOL. i got 29/40 for yesterday, that's... A2!! or according to et it's A1.5. WOO! i love it. sorry et, didn wait and listen to another person... so sorry...

my eyes are super pain now for no reason, i can feel eye bags...
life is fragile...

it sucks you know. seeing ppl who are close to you leave you, and it's so sudden.

R.I.P 鑫阿姨, i'll miss you.

life really sucks. it really sucks.

ok smth to update about now.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO...

WONG WING TONG! =)

=)

aha! okokok nth much.. today was as sick as the rest of the days. just that i owe ppl money now. remind me pls.

i owe ys 10bucks.

tt's all. it's for the guides cookie, since last year i nvr buy... i shall buy this year. every year i got buy one la. i have two of the boxes at home.
one of them was to put the things you gave me.
erm, what else today, just study a lot lar... T_T

everyday = study. study study study. here comes my new timetable of death. ARGH.

ah... i'm back for another short update. today at night focus study a bit gong liao... after tt went to eat pao mian... nvr even eat dinner. wth.

charging the.. iPod now. er i dunno wad am i doing online. just charge ipod only. i shld still be studying but i shall sleep for today. so now i shall afk the computer. sleep ftw. tmr got amath exam. hope i'll get a1. yay. =.=! (yea i'm bullshitting)
are you worthy? i dont know.
er... damn, i'm fucking tired, and fucking broke. 60cents to last me for this month.

i'm feeling the god damned stress in my life once more. oh shit. =.=!

tired tired still reading ss now. shldnt b online but need to charge ipod. VENICE. I HATE YOU.

i heard venice is a perfect place for honeymoon LOL. sounds nice? nah wait till after i study finish venice first. ROFL.

night focus kills. what's worse. having no money for lunch and dinner and starving, is worst.

hihi people i'm back. er... update for today.. woke up 6am, slept till 7am and went to mac to buy big breakfast... eh it was damn damn cold this morning. feels like winter lor... dunno why but it's srsly damn cold.
i still got 3 more mac coupons actually... hai...
er ok... so today after my big breakfast, ate my 6 medicine for my ear sickness, whatever u call that. it's causing my cough. and i'm given 6 different types of meds to cure it. total cost like 100+ sia. 5 times see doctor within one month alr. nice one. =.=!

er so today i did bio... until nutrition in animals. i'm so slow omg. cuz i memorise all the content inside.. i dunno if i can still rmb. i scared i rmb for a short while den forgot again. damn it. LOL. den i've wasted my long weekend. i finished my el and bio spa homework also.. tt's all for today leh quite sian..

er... what else ah... oh ya learning new guitar songs cuz damn long nvr touch guitar. a lot nice songs eh? LOL chords somemore. sing and play la. OMG it's gonna be such a failure if i do that. ROFL.

my mom dunno what's wrong with her these few days. my dad also. for no reason say i show them attitude. ah who cares. mom just keep saying i did not study. dun get what's their problem also, i just heck care lar. these few days luck's been going down...

the bitter medicine stays in my mouth for quite a long time.... damn.

hello update today

woke up 6am mug.... till 11am den rest... den mug.... till 5pm den rest... den at night one game dota. that's all. what a boring life.

watched ndp 09. er.. still ok la... saw the parade only. the rest wasnt that interested. parade... also quite boring la... dunno why leh. 21 guns tribute. one.... 21 guns... throw up ur arms, into the sky... LOL
feelings dont fade for me though...
k nth else. tmr morning 6am again. gnite people. i'm buying mac for breakfast tmr.

i'm here to update cuz i god damn went shopping today. LOL WTH (BILI IS TURNING GAY)

er no la, just went to lot 1 to eat with mum den bought shorts and shirt. tt's all, no big deal, but quite happy la. got more things to wear again. closet is burning down alr. =.= but thinking of it now exam also no time go out. and nobody to go out with also, everybody mugging...
you still havent see me in other clothes before...
erm, let's see... 59 more days to O lvls... shit.

ok i shld b doing trigo now according to the timetable-of-death, but den it seems that i'm still stuck with my differentiation and integration. if i dont complete them within 12am today, my death has come. LOL. shit la. how how how. need to complete leh. if not i'll be behind time and the target to become a mugger is gone. oh ya, STOP ASKING ME DOTA. i tried to on my comp, and only when u all gonna dota den my laptop can on. i'm updating from my mother's computer now. SCREW ALL OF U. DONT ASK ME DOTA, IT'S NOT WORKING UNLESS U ASK ME TO DOTA IN FRONT OF A GREEN TRAFFIC LIGHT.

kk, what more... last night was doing amath till dunno what time fell asleep at the table, den woke up to do all the way till 2am until mom came home and forced me to go to sleep. how nice. amath till so late... cuz i was behind time la.. T_T

yesterday... oh ya yesterday went to jp for smth, den while standing outside a store hor, suddenly saw colin, jay, shufeng, jac, charissa and may ee. so went to eat with them. EH IT'S SUPER RANDOM THAT I SAW THEM OK. was standing outside of a store thinking bout smth. den suddenly appear. =.=! k den after tt went home... and spent the whole afternoon doing nth but stoning in front of some things. STUPID LA. T_T

at night miraculously my computer turned on. so i dota. omg i shldnt try on my laptop tonight. i must study i must study.
u just came online...
so now... i shall study?! shld i? omg

k i go study. byebye.

damn the stressed life. 3 more months, anybody wanna travel back in time? i can take three person.
we're really mutes on the train?
uh... i go bath and study now.
i dont get it why sometimes. i just dont.
byebye. tmr nat day celebration. no concert for graduating classes. my ass damn pain from sitting, it is red in colour i swear. damn. gnite people.

hmm...

ok i'm back. check me out. sick all the way till thursday... shitbag. thurs went sch dunno wat's goin on, but got to know what's goin on after a while. er... this focus thing is driving me nuts actually. camp at sch ah. 6am - 9pm. everyday reach home 10pm. k la i admit it, it's actually quite useful... oh... people, CHECK OUT THE GREEN TRAFFIC LIGHT AT NIGHT

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LOL AROSFSOFL ROFL LMAO CHEESE LOL MSYUT =CHECK OUT THE GREEN TRAFFIC LIGHT

IT'S DAMN AMUSING.

k i'm sorry. it just turns me on. srsly, it's really damn interesting. u must look at it closely, den if u have chance, push niger's head or smth, and den make it look like there's a LOL ROFLMAO effect. SERIOUS WHY NOT YOU ALL TRY. damn if this happens to me when i'm driving in the future, everybody bid farewell to my driver's license. =(
dun be dishearten when you feel alone in this world
OH NIGHT FOCUS COOL STUFF. not so cool after playing basketball thou. =.= niger was wet. and transparent and he went night focus.. aiya night focus u must really study in order for it to be useful. because if u really study at night focus the environment is really quite condusive. my ipod ran out of batt yesterday cuz i forgot to off the music that was playing. retarded. play from morning till night den 10% batt remaining. oh i'm posting from my mom's computer now. my computer cant start up anymore. RIP. and yesterday kena pangseh for dota =.= so play pub game. SKSKSKSKSKSK I AM SKELETON KING.
cos there will always be a someone who cares for you - yea. how bout now.
i'm so slim and skinny that i'm the new sexy. CHECK OUT MY SEXY BODY.
nah jk, the green light just turns me on

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er... this morning woke up and did math, just do lor. nobody say u cant do math what. i mean, math is for brainy people who understands. if you gonna do the same question 10times and still dun get it, it's ok. u know how to do it. but if u dun understand on the first time, it shows tt ur just slow. if u dun understand on the 5th time, ur just wols.

OK I'M SO SORRY PEOPLE FOR TALKING CRAP. but u guys really need to see the green traffic light. it's IMBA.

oh hey check it out, yesterday went for np training, see them do things, i nvr see anything but debrief. oh and pt. ok la not bad. i know u miss us. thanks. LOL JKJK. sec3 NCOs, ALL THE BEST :D

drank kiwi milk tea yesterday

i got peace by the river, and it's gone now. gee, thanks.