When people get famous, they simply enjoy life, and forget about those who once helped them through.

k tt was random. i cant sleep despite the drug effect. one more thing.

Feel the pain and terror of losing your sense of hearing. To add on, you're a musician. That's right. I'm having some problem with my ear. The piano and guitar sounds so weird to me now... Save me please.

ugh... i hate this. i'm 51kg again. previous few days i was 56kg. 5kg lost due to fever. shit. =.= this morning woke up and found out i'm still having fever. nice one. now no more fever la, just a bit more sore throat and the flu symptoms.. so i guess i'll still be missing school tomorrow? hai... heard tt tmr tanwenyi gonna go thru some impt chem ws. die. i think i'm so gonna die for chem spa. later i try mug for it. i studied a bit just now after i woke up. i picked up the pen, and wrote smth. my handwriting changed. =.= again.
i rmb those letters, those handwritings, those variations...
i'm posting from my mom's computer, she finally let me use lar omg. before that i was struggling to ask her to let me use. =.= my comp too lag and it crashes like 5sec after startup now. erm not so bad la, but 5sec after the system is idle (afk), it'll just show a 1sec blue screen and black screen. better la, at least got blue screen this time, not immediate black screen. btw i shldnt be using the comp at all.

CIBTC... Dec course i waiting for it leh. ^^ some people say hor, training now very slack. REALLY AH? (CIs read this pls.) LOL. nah jkjk tt was bullshit. i dreamt that i went to the np room one day during night focus, with brenban and weekiat and yonghien inside, and we were playing poker. with me owing 100push ups again. LOL. i miss NPCC. i miss CTNPCC more =(
i still want to invite you to my POP. will you come?
erm... i need to watch harry potter soon, if not i'll miss it. (duh). so i decided. next monday i go watch. alone. shiok. i rmb the last time i watched a movie alone was star wars epi 3. REVENGE OF THE SITH.
Obiwan - "it's over anakin, i have the high grounds"
Anakin - "YOU UNDERESTIMATE MY POWERS"
*jump & his hands kena cut off*
"AAAH.. I HATE YOU"
Obiwan - "YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONE!"
Anakin - *wimping like a baby*

I RMB THE LINES. LOL.
i wanted to watch hp with you actually...
well... i've been watching quite a lot of tv lately, cuz i lie on the sofa instead of my bed. you wouldn wanna know why. k i tell you all why. it's cuz i sweat so much on my bed that the bed sheet looks translucent now. LOL GROSS. the medicine make me sweat like hell la. like i just run 2.4km liddat. scary shit.. fever is scary. oh ya this morning i went to see doctor again. he said "not likely h1n1 la, but even if h1n1 you will be ok." - WOOTS, you know why? CUZ I'M BILI. AND I'M STRONG. no la jk, he said - "you dont have any other medical conditions right? asthma, diabetes, high blood pressure?" ya la, simple words. h1n1 wont kill unless u have those medical conditions. so people, stop thinking that the school will close cuz of h1n1. becuz the possiblity of a person having DIABETES, or HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE in the school is nearly 0. oh ya sorry weekiat, i rmb u got high blood pressure. LOL.

kk back to topic, i digress so much... erm watch discovery science lately. they invented a medicine to cure cancer. o.0 it's called the IT - 101. it's a sugar polymer that will combine with a special molecule of curing substance from a leaf, that is quite toxic. it's from some chinese leaf. so when it is combined with the sugar molecule, i wont be so toxic until it reaches the target it want to kill. let's put it in simple words again. it's like a trojan horse. once it reaches the cancer tumour, it will then be activated, just like how the gastric juices activates the enzymes la, and den it BSH BSH BSH kill all the tumour cells. imba right? you know what? it's chemistry + bio. not much of physics. :D

oh ya got another cool stuff. u know hydrogen fuel cells? they are actually like a sandwich. er k let's just say tat it has 3 layers. one layer is hydrogen, one partially permeable membrane (yes you heard me), and one layer of oxygen. this partially permeable membrane is super special, it only allows protons to pass thru. so the electrons frm the hydrogen side will be used to power up our daily appliances, while the proton will then move to the oxygen side, forming WATER! so the equation is...

2H2 + O2 ---> ENERGY + 2H2O
(ehem isnt that like the formation of water? =.=)

aiya the logic is there la, just accept it. science is cool. discovery science suggested that in the proton/electron/neutron are smaller substances that vibrates. they are actually rubber bands that vibrate. and er, the different way they vibrate determines the properties la! so the scientist suggested that physics are the strings that vibrate, chemistry is the melody that is being played. and the universe is the symphony of many many strings. come on, science is fascinating! :D

can science be art? can fantasy be reality? whoa super chim questions. ur reading the blog of the einstein of the next generation. :D

k erm, other than that... (which is a lot) i dont think there's anything else. you guys probably got bored reading this, but i'm having fun typing this. cuz i got nth better to do now... i know my ambition. i'll be the next einstein and create another new type of nuclear weapon to cause armageddon! OH YA HISTORY CHANNEL 7 SIGNS OF APOCALYPSE ALSO VERY NICE. shit i'm not gonna talk abt it or else u all are gonna read another essay. LOL. see, if they can put what we learn in our textbook on tv, i think it'll be easier for us to learn leh... haha. yea good luck with exams people. 3more months to Os, or look at it the other way round. 3 MORE MONTHS TO FREEDOM AND DOTA 24 HOURS! JIAYOU!
i'm still not letting go...

damn.

it's just funny how karma always turns around to bite me.
必立欲胜 只想好好爱一个人 dunno why i like you so much... (familiar?)

screwed

i found out my life is really screwed. might as well i just get h1n1 and die rite.

damn the fever, and screw this. everything's been going wrong these few week. ask why. cuz it's so screwed.

in loving memory of bili. frm his iPod touch. RIP.

the truth.

hey guys, IT'S FRIDAY AND I'M ENJOYING MYSELF. well at least just now after a round of dota... which i'll only be playing on friday nights. OMG ET i'm so sorry. LOL cuz u told us nt to play. i revealed it HERE. we played. we'e all guilty :D

21 guns is a great song... one... 21 guns... lay down your arms, give up the fight... haha a lot of great songs tt i hear recently... NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! *CLAP CLAP* *CLAP CLAP* LOL. hmm what else uh... kk let's say sch... i got caught for truancy like i said... very very very dumb. after the QSE quiz thing, i went back to classroom without going for bio. and den after that teacher tell me tt the nxt lesson tankimkeong will talk to me. !@#$% this is retarded. 10min of lesson. what did she do. dude it's only 3 damn steps which is totally copied from the paper. what more can i expect of 10min of lesson? damn it la. nvm it's nth to worry about, just another one of those little tiny issues of 'breaking' a dumb sch rule. 10min. dude, 10min. somebody tell me what can i do in 10min. I CAN CLEAR MY INTESTINES WITHIN 10MIN. dont you like that? come on. 10min. 10min. it's only 10min.

tis morning went to sch... and er... i sorta rolled off my bed when i woke up. cuz my leg was super pain for no reason. it's like i tore a muscle or smth. damn pain. pain as in i cant even walk properly. after a while ok alr.. was limping =.= very stupid. i'm not handicapped. i dunno why also la, mayb cuz the english thing make me sit too long.
we're mutes on the train. back to square one.
erm, kk my term3 results...
English - Fail.
Chinese - O lvls la
E.Math - C5
A.Math - C5
Humanities - EPIC FAIL
Physics - C6
Chemistry - C5
Biology - dunno yet. oh and it's bio. dumb. !@#$%

aha, let's see L1R5, taking my chinese to be none other than... A1. :D

L1R5 = 30. and based on et's description i will just take the same train to clementi and walk a few steps further. LOL maybe bulk enrolment den can get discount from our sch fees.?!! nice one et. i loved that. :D

er... these two days got night focus. wah damn tired i tell you. but it's effective la. i'm like doing my work more. yesterday i did one chapter of bio. (cells) and... phy SPA 3 worksheet. today i did half of the term3 amath paper, and half of the CCHS Emath paper 1. yay! a lot of work done makes me happy. but not doing any work and slacking all day also makes me happy. so it's the same.
i know i'm wrong. and i have a feeling, that there is smth behind this.
afternoon focus was just plain sian. sian sian sian sian sian. you know why? because no mr goh. =( he's staying for some night focus also. hope tt he can help us at night! oh ya the sky from school is very beautiful. i'll take a picture of it next week. hmm these few days.. very tired la...
on this day last year. i was so nervous, and i will always believe tt you're special.
ah... it's 12am alr.. so tired.. i shall go sleep.
tell me the truth please.

tomorrow. i wonder

hey people....im back frm night focus and is prepared to go to bed alr...night focus still ok la..but very cold. and tiring i find. my eyes all red now... hai

today get back a lot of paper...and all pass except el. quite expected i'll fail huh. and today in sch was plain retarded and dumb. dun mention to me abt bio
lesson.

need to cut hair soon. my mom dun let me cut botak. or else she'll chase me
outta the house. N1... nah i'll still cut. NO I AM NOT CUTTING MY HAIR BECAUSE I WANNA START ANEW.

i shall update more tmr cuz it's a friday tmr. updating from my iPod again...

today is 23rd july. tmr's 24th.

i do.

erm... i'm back?

lol just dota this afternoon. not gonna dota anymore la. so lag, den i farm till damn zai liao also cant do shit. =.= damn sian rite... i farming also cant do much shit. but all i know was tt i think my farmin got A VERY LITTLE BIT improvement. hard to farm properly la... with the shitty dota skills of mine. =\
why.
eh... before that got chinese LC... erm i dunno what to say la. just that dont think of it alr. no point looking at it now. i mean it's not really smth that will kill u la, thou it may just pull u down by a VERY LITTLE BIT. so dun worry people, when bili is here, all of u can relax and chill :D
you cheer up!!!
i'm gonna start doing math at 8pm. and tmr during night focus i shall do... physics booklet. haha, physics! u know even our daily used electric fan has smth called an AC motor in it? guys stop arguing with me.

AC Motor - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AC_motor

HAPPY? ALL U IDIOTS WHO SAID THERE ISNT SUCH A THING CALLED AC MOTOR CAN KISS MY ASS.

that's for tmr's night focus... tmr in the afternoon, what shall i do? o.0 no idea leh. i do math la. so many math papers to do, just do ahead lor. anyway stay back in sch also quite shiok what. :D focus not yet start.
i'm still nt letting go.
OHYA just thought of smth. today during the physics lesson. WTH I MADE A WRONG BET. i told them that if i pass my term3 i'll cut botak. IN THE END I REALLY PASS. 51/100. but i suspect the calculation got error. my paper 1 is 34/40. my paper 2 is 61/80. SO HOW COME IT'S 51? it shld be 79 la. A1. A1 A1 A1. whole day A1. in the end still C6. BUT I PASSED SOMEHOW OMG.
is there really none, it's not over yet.
er i think that's all for today. math paper later at 8pm. i wanna slack for the last few moments of my life. =(

hello hello, i found a way to keep my computer running, thanks to weekiat. simply just on my WC3 during startup, to keep that god damned D drive running. so tt it wont overheat. THANKS BUDDY :D

er but this wont work la, it'll hang sometimes cuz of my shitty 512mb RAM. sian... really need a new computer. oh ya i'm gonna cut botak, anyone who have any opinions?! i dunno leh. i'm cutting botak, but that doesnt mean i'm starting all over or any shit. nvm in that case i dun wan cut alr =.=
cant let go, cuz it's too deep...
erm, tmr is the CL oral. i think i missed Harry Potter today. damn sian... they went to watch i guess, but i no money... 92bucks left in bank acct. how sian...

kk today went to sch at arnd 11am, but ET turned me down telling me he got lessons, so cant have any oral 1 to 1 with him. boo. tio pang seh. sian.. oh ya the el competition was a breeze.. damn easy la. i finish like 10min before time ends. obviously i tikam everything. no wonder it felt so easy. i was like shading everything based on feelings. personification and everything came out. song bo it's more of literature. and guess what, the whole of our sec4 cohort nobody take lit. N1 ctss. N1.

before that was playing bball. the new way of jumpshots are cool. not so high angle anymore. oh ya i got a vid of jiaxian playing with this sec1 kid. LOL funny shit. i play with him before that, but i was too tired to play properly. NVM nx time rematch. i'm sure ys knows him LOL he from basketball wat. :D

uh. nth much i guess, good luck for tmr's LC...
are you like, avoiding conversations.

not used to it.

hello hello, a random post in the middle of the night.. cuz i just finish dota, cant sleep cuz of the effects of coffee. LOL exploring random songs now. =.= bo liao rite. haha
suddenly feel so pain...
er.. today did quite a LOT of things.. morning do bio. afternoon slack. 6 chapters of bio done already. what else could i achieve after 2 games of dota. all yusheng fault. LOL nah jkjk.
i'm not giving up anything.
er i go sleep alr.. too tired.. and mom's nagging too. tmr shall finish my bio..

why.

hello hello i'm back. today amath paper, starting super easy. after tt OMG LA. lol lose 21 marks. cuz my.. circle question and the, plane geometry question total empty. LOL. den do halfway kaiyit shouted.. and jiaixian practically jumped. LOL ROFL LOL. I WAS LAUGHING.

after the paper went to pool with zhehan, sam, jo and jiaxian. eh we got bio on monday still go. and we're like, pon sch to go play pool la. LOL. but no la, we're guai kia. :D rusty alr.. my spiderman set. it's fading away at the speed of light... and i pa chiau alr. lost to jiaxian leh. cuz my black ball went it. i was winning la. oh ya JIAXIAN GO PLAY THE BUBBLE PUZZLE, DEN HIGH SCORE IN THE MACHINE. HE DAMN HAPPY. cuz the machine ONLY HE PLAY. ROFL. DUMBASS, I POST THE PHOTO OF HIM PLAYING LATER.

what else, ys and niger came a while later. den we were doing trick shots.. abit sian alr, so i went off first lor. go home and do gym. omg la it was damn uncomfortable in gym today.. wont talk abt it. OH YA, smth damn retarded happen. i do to my max alr, i try do another one, cuz i was doing bench press. and den the dumbell fell on my chest. DAMN GOD DAMN PAIN. !@#$%^&*(). but no la, today really do till max. night focus start den no time go alr... =(

went home and just... slacked till now lor. drank red bull.
red bull gives you wings.
uh... what else. bio on monday.. sian. bio is like, so damn contextual based.. ya la ya la. you know, i must wo xing wo su now. i'm getting myself back.
why. i'm still in the pit i'm in.

just a quick post before i go to bed.. been sleeping super early these few days. tmr amath? ow. LOL let's say i can pass. :D
(yea right)

tmr goin gym and swimming! tatwee so u comin or not? sms me thanks.

ah i'm back from geog... IT'S GREAT!

kk first of all. a happy 17. SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO

WEE HONG CHAO.!

LOL today the present. *wink wink* LOL.

kk the geog paper was EASY, but i anyhow crap and bomb answers. so it's very very long. and i dunno if i got the answers correct.

wth my computer crashed just now again.

kk er, i dunno if i got the answers correct... oh, night focus coming so soon that it's coming so soon! cant wait to go la ^^ like so damn cool? go home at 9pm. and i wanna take bus!! 188. nah jk. super long bus rides after long periods of mugging will affect ur brain waves, which may amazingly give you super powers. like mind reading. (i'm crapping) er ok, erm.. my geog... haiyoh those things i memorise i just all bomb inside. i dunno if i even answered the question. somebody tell me. is the first two forest rite.. is it coniferous(duh) and tropical monsoon? IT'S MONSOON RIGHT? IF NOT I TOTALLY WRONG LEH. somemore i nvr study for deforestation. but overall quite ok la... emath paper 2, nth to say. like that lor. sian. =.= cant get b3 alr. damn it.

oh history ppl, stalin come out happy rite? i tell u all what. hitler and korean war will come out for O lvls. believe me. u have to believe me because i can read the future. you know what do i see? "President Xu, here's your coffee." WHOA. amazing.

ah ok.. i bought a new bag after returning home from kfc. OHYA, before talking abt the bag. er RUIXIANG. LOL. go kfc the person who collect money say ruixiang nvr pay, den she take out the whole tray of cash and tally the transactions, it tallies, means ruixiang nvr pay. but ruixiang srsly said that he paid. LOL. SO IN THE END. he paid again i think. aw ruixiang, 5 dollar boy. another 5 dollar gone. god just hates ur 5 dollars. nvm la, nx time must be more XIONG. have the "i'll walk off and complain to your manager if you don't give me what i want" face. that's the way.

ok my bag buying. i go there hor, look around, nth better to do... den i decided to get a messenger bag as my school bag. BAD CHOICE. SUPER BAD CHOICE. the only nice type of messenger bag i can think of is CRUMPLER. and guess what, i bought nike. with the shitty straps. OMG I DUNNO WHY I BOUGHT IT. 60 bucks after discount. I HATE IT LA. SHIT i too tired. i was stoning while looking at the bags and just suddenly thought of buying it. T_T nvm la, buy liao means buy liao. end of year i get a crumpler from USA den. =(

tmr is physics. easiest shit on earth. you know why is einstein so famous? he discovered all the things that were commonsense, and leave those hard things for the future (our present) scientists to find. damn. LOL. physics physics. faraday's law of magnetic induction and lenz law of magnetic induction woots!

kk that's all la... i gonna study physics already...
你的香味一直徘徊，我舍不得离开……

Emptiness.

hi people, here's the complete post. haha. well let's see today... went to sch, was a bit late cuz i was looking all around my house for a pair of socks, and i had to climb over the wall to the place where the air con big boxes are den can take =.= it dropped there. great excercise early in the morning huh.
and i saw you walking to sch alone...
erm what else... chem exam lor, i am confident of either a B3 or a straight F9. you know why? cuz my MCQ lose like 15 marks alr. my section A and B i finish already feel damn song. but den i'm just lying to myself la hor, cuz i write a lot, den feel very shuang. scully everything wrong =.= LOL. mr murat damn funny la.

sheng: er... i tie the paper wrongly

Mr murat: den tie again la!

WTH LA. damn direct, and he keep asking if anyone nvr hand in. he even missed out collecting huiling's paper la LOL. joke sia... tt's for the chem paper. oh during the so called "recess", i actually climbed onto niger's back, and he didn hold me, so my stomach was like on his back, and i was flying. VERY DAMN SHUANG ALSO, I FEEL LIKE I'M FLYING. and damn scared cuz later niger fall down i also fall down.

after sch went to eat at blackboard again =.= sia la this time spent like, 5.50 on fish and chips. oh btw, my parents sure gonna kill me. my bank acct one day suddenly draw 90bucks, to pay for carey's pedal and return back money and for a basketball. DEN NOW MY BANK ACCOUNT LEFT LIKE 100+ DOLLAR ONLY. GG-fied. oh btw, I NEED A JOB. T_T any recommendations? no so stressful, just one that i can earn some $$ for my LUNCH AND RECESS.
i still haven't climb out from the pit i fell into.
den went home lor... lol nth much, went home and go gym, cuz niger was talking about it. spamming gym for 3hours. i nvr try before, but since need to study for geog, i better just go 1hr. in the end go 30min =.= CUZ i scared no time study geog la. come on, geog is like so much easier den history? natural vegetation is like, studying primary sch science? and geog of food is the same as SS SED! COME ON LA HISTORY, GEOG IS EASY, ADMIT IT. =D

kk that's all, i just printed Just Do It (Geog worksheet). gonna read it. it's on natural vegetation. damn cool, the trees are decidous and evergreen, NOT THE LEAVES. ms ng's stressful words. LOL. globalisation affects the consumption of food also lor... btw i'm just being random ah. geog need to study

1) Natural Vegetation (4 forests with like all point forms and the uses of them)
2) Geography of FOOD (it's so much similiar to SED)

YEA. oh ya i going for night focus. i think most of the ppl nvr go... i'm so enthu ya? night focus damn cool. i wan take bus home after tt, den can reach home at 10pm. so tt i can be DAMN tired and just go to bed. without touching my comp. only sat, sun den touch. wah if i can really achieve that i tell you. my results cfm shoot up liao siao. provided my time at night focus is really really productive. my bag's gonna be super heavy.. need to bring lots of books... so i'm gonna change bag soon!
after O levels... we shall see what the future holds for us.
ah if not, nothing else la. lol i go read Just Do It (Geog worksheet). it's interesting. and the precipitation in the forests. i miss the, mr chan's lesson la. and his "humour". LOL. bye people.

Later at night update la...

another post from iPod...dont wanna on comp... confirm will crash one. yup.. i need to say tt im officially going for the night focus!!! means no time for gym. damn it. i went just now la. tink im getting even weaker den what i was -.-

kk im supposed to be studying for geog. mugging mode!!! will update more at night! =D

oh, i gonna do math too!

hello people i'm back. with the eccentric behaviour that's present in me. i'm just too gay ya? LOL jkjk. gay-ness is not meant for people with eccentric behaviour. it's about what they do. according to et, eccentric behaviour = me smiling and walking towards him trying to embrace him.

YEA i finished chem booklet! finally la LOL. a lot blanks thou, and i did not do section b in the end. wanted to but just cant do it. i wan vomit blood while doing it alr. i feel like 1/3 of the burden is off my chest. CUZ I STILL GOT 2 MORE PHYSICS BOOKLET TO DO. =.=

didn do any physics, thou i planned to do some, cuz had no time.. next week exam exam exam! shiok! love exams, can go home earlier time. eat nicer lunch. oh speaking of it, i no money again. dumb. =.=!

orh i wan record new guitar video soon alr, it's comin up very soon within this period of time to my grandpa fly off. i gonna use his camera cuz IT'S IN GOOD QUALITY. LIKE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE ONE I USED FOR CANON ROCK. guitar guitar guitar. shiok! but study more impt la. O lvl year, siao liao. i not goin for night focus i think. stay at home better... and i really wanna change my comp ok. IT'S IMPT THAT I CHANGE MY COMPUTER WITHIN THIS PERIOD OF TIME. it's dying on me so hard that i wanna throw it out of the window. so i shall get a new DESKTOP COMPUTER soon, no more laptops please, they're too PAPER.

ah, later at night i shall memorise chem stuff that i shld know. turn on the concentration music again. it works ok, FOCUS music. AmbiScience Brain Power they call it. yea, i'm too pro. oh ya, michael jackson told me that he was on the moon, doing the moonwalk. and he'll be back soon. (i'm laming!)
i'm reverting back to that bili whom you know.
uh that's all for today. tata!

they removed this video almost on everywhere. enjoy it while it's still there.
"That's not a stab at Michael, that's just a metaphor, I'm just psycho, I go a little bit crazy, sometimes I get a little bit out of control with my rhymes."
people who hate this, lemme tell you something. ur brain is probably pea sized. thanks.

yum yum. i just made my own sausage. forgot to take picture before eating it. it was pork mushroom sausage. and my own way of cooking it with MOZARELLA CHEESE. the outer skin of the sausage become super crispy, den inside juicy. i feel damn pro. thanks. LOL jkjk
holding on could be painful
AH. my chem booklet, i do halfway den stomach ache again. gastric la =.= after go toilet headed to the piano play till 3.30pm den make sausage. dumb dumb la. now do a bit more only den on the comp. i did for whole morning, but afternoon try do again. sian...
but the pain is worth it.
thinking of it... 4 more months to uber freedom of playing from 0000hours - 2359hours. sleep 1min den start playing again. SHIOK LEH. kk now go do work, 4month will past very fast. den prom liao.
prom...prom...
OK. DONE LET'S START WORK NOW.

hello hello peeps.

today went to sch as normal, morning dun really feel much like vomitting, but still filled with an empty feeling and gastric. it has continued for one whole week alr.. hai, i just weighed myself. 49kg. 1kg less. siao i lose weight like free fall liddat, gain weight like going against gravity. hai..

today in sch did the normal stuff, night focus coming soon, wonder if i should go or not. cuz i scared i go liao den nvr really study also. but i scared i go home also slack my day away. so how? i dunno leh, quite worried. yup, it's friday people! relaxation. i need some.

was supposed to go swimming with niger they all la, but somehow they went... tennis. =.= lame la omg. wanted to swim only nia.. nvm la nxt time nxt time. I WANT PLAY BALL ALSO, my court i know nobody there, go there play a bit weird. sian leh, so long nvr swim and play ball. the last time i swam was during june hols after a gym session. oh i nvr go gym for 1week i think.. cuz of my gastric, it still dont feel good. my bladder's working up for no reason, i needa go toilet again. kk back. stomach ache again la. =.= feel like crap.

uh... other than that... nth la lol, still got wad? nth lor... haha today was quite shocked when smth happened... yup.
i really wish that... we could be.
i'm still not quite used to the empty feeling.

hello people, i'm back from outside, gonna online a while before i start doing chem again. sheng at 100 alr, confirm finish by today. SIAN, i go chiong later. CHIONG LA. 60 - 120. like, 60pages? which will take me, 5hours? damn. means sleep at 3am? impossible alr leh. =.= but i'll try la. better than nt trying, i do finish the gan eng seng p2 first. if not mr goh gonna come after me. cuz i keep mixing up which one to do. owe quite a lot of work alr.
waiting...
eh i go do work la omg.

hello, back frm the break of weekends and youth day. and erm, first day of sch, morning gastric worked up again... rushed out of house... damn. my gastric isnt going well... it's like worsening. but during lunch time it'll get ok. before dinner it'll work up again. recess also see food wan vomit sia... hai...

erm k la today's lesson. chinese was like doing no shit. jumping to reach for the highest with niger, and i lost. damn. =.= i swear i wasnt putting in my 100%. oh ya.

FRIDAY, SWIMMING/BASKETBALL/TENNIS AT NIGER'S HOUSE. WHO'S COMIN?
come on people, you know you want to. :D

aha, ok now, u know i wrote this yesterday, and my comp crashed. AGAIN. my motherboard =(

OK THIS IS IRRITATING, MY MOTHERBOARD CRASHED. AGAIN.

kk today was chinese oral day. had chiense oral. (duh). mind you. IT'S O LVL ONE LAR. anyway i think i did pretty well! made the examiner laugh! YES! so it's good? think so, thou she repeated her question for me 3 times, the same question repeat 3 times. haha, the topic quite ok la, i love these, philosophy questions. makes reasoning easier, no need to say how to solve the problem ba ba ba ba...

kk after tt went home, er sorta ate smth, cuz i didn eat lunch. NO MONEY LIAO LA. i owe a lot ppl money now... carey: 90. zhehan: 10. yusheng : 1. tmr i return carey 20bucks, zhehan 10 bucks, ys 1 bucks still got money eat la. hopefully. =\

oh and i gotta say, FRIDAY AT NIGER'S HOUSE. COME ON....... IT'S SWIMMING + BASKETBALL. BASKETBALL IN SWIMMING TRUNKS. IT'S THE THING!

oh it just come to me that, i'm doing moonwalk again. =D

I'm Determined.

hello people! i'm back from another day of mugging + a bit of slacking. slack = iPod la. keep on listening music. haha, tmr got sch. oh and my chem booklet. cmi sia, i keep reading chinese den chem did till 60 only. shit. need to chiong tonight alr. my gastric is not ok yet.. still on medication =( trust me, you won't want any gastric. combination of too much acid in stomach + want to vomit. it's same as vomitting acid. and when it comes into contact with my spoon, hydrogen and a salt is given off. ok lame.

aha, today played piano and guitar. the song DUAL by ginjineko will be coming right up! on facebook and youtube. and qingtian will be coming too, recorded alr, now just nid to transfer frm phone to comp. yes i recorded using PHONE. so dun expect the quality to be... haha you get what i mean.

what else today? haha nothing much. i just feel like updating lor...

they're playing harry potter recently on channel 5. it's someone's favourite. isn't it.

dota recently hor, i set my computer to the most shitty looking settings. it looks like windows98. but at least it's lag free in dota even with all graphic setting to HIGH. WOOHOO~. but tonight no dota. maybe only facebook. study la hor?

well, that's all for today. GREAT TIME TO MUG PEOPLE! IT'S WONDERFUL, START ON UR SCIENCE BOOKLETS NOW! =D

i'm not giving up on anything. i'm determined to get you back.
come back to me. please.

hello hello! studied physics this morning. shiok leh study so long. like arnd the WHOLE MORNING. and i read dunno how many chinese oral passages haha.
just to forget abt it.
switched on comp.. auto shutdown again. it's mobo (motherboard) problem.. overheating i guess. die la. lol, need to change comp liao. it's dying soon. =( i better back-up all files in my comp first, later really die out at least can retrieve them lar.
and those photos of you.
hmm what else? nth lor, now i gonna do CHEM. tmr i wan go play ball but nobody go. sian. maybe pool? damn. haha, oh yea, I GOT MY SURVIVAL KIT!
for what you've done to me was too hurting.
Survival Kit:
1) A couple of good friends!
2) GUITAR/PIANO (that song will still be played. qing tian.)
3) BASKETBALL, so long nvr play liao.
4) A HUGE PILE OF BOOKS!
5) your smile.
hmm, kk off to do chem!
that certain him. it's gone alr huh.

It's the End.

hello people, i'm back haha, been a bit unwell these few days, just got to the doctor. suffering frm gastric. =.= always wanna vomit and all those la haha. yeap.
you broke my heart last night.
kk this morning woke up and felt like vomitting again, so went to doctor.. before tt watched AYG. boring leh... phillipines vs china.. maybe if u compare with NBA obviously it's nth la duh. LOL
you appeared in my dreams though.
erm after see doctor did chem, pg40 only nia. i wan get the answer booklet next week. =D oh and i wanna play ball so badly suddenly LOL. shall go play someday. yeap, i'm off alr. later still got lunch! it's things i love to eat la ok, but gastric really restricts me frm eating them. =(
and i shall say, you'll be in my memories.
byebye!

hi guys i'm back. today had ss paper, didnt have time to finish it all.. =( left one sbq question, and my SEQ on SED, i really blank out at first, den slowly after that all the points come in to my brain, den i realised no more time to do. so i just wrote conclusion. so much for studying all night long last night. i waited for you.

today went to sch, morning felt like vomiting and had diahroea again, a bit of fever also. after the exam ok alr. i didnt have breakfast, so during the exam my stomach was growling like... bah. every sentence i write will grrr.. actually there was one bowl of chicken soup noodles. i didn eat it cuz felt like vomiting. feels like shit; i think i'm falling sick soon.

but still today went to eat pepper lunch with the guys. =.= wanted to eat swensens cuz of 1 for 1, in the end it ended 2 days ago.. so didn eat lor. zhehan bought 3 protein bars for 22bucks. rich guy la. walked around imm. and den just didnt do anything lor, i think to decide whr to go, we walked for 1hour arnd clementi wasting time. WASTE TIME SIA. reach home and they wanted dota =.= so dota lor. tonight no more tuition. the truth why i really cancelled my tuition was actually because...

hai, later i'm gonna do some math, and i missed my gym today. sian. tmr i need to go to make up for it. if not sure all gone to waste. for you.

eh? today nth much to update about... why ah?

a heart broken. without a sound.

hi guys i'm back again.. well today wasn't that nice... tomorrow is ss exam, and i'm preparing to fail if i'm unlucky enough. who in this world would ever be able to study now

well let's talk about today. i forgot, i think had lessons and the usual stuff. was really with the FML attitude alr. but i just keep reading SED during lesson. it wont work huh, just keep memorise, forget. memorise, forget. thanks jingwen who helped me out a bit. but honestly, i have seemed to forget everything, except the first paragraph. screw this.

after sch went back home and cooked maggie for lunch. was offended a bit...

oh i also cooked some eggs. with tomato, what could be better than that.

today during lessons was having some bad stomach problems, bad diahroea. !@#$%^&* how to describe, dont wanna describe. damn it. went home and had a hard time.... last night had diahroea already. hai... what more can i say. constipated.

don't feel like updating anymore, later still gonna do SED. SBQ i'm confident. ya, SO CONFIDENT LEH. because haven't had enough practice, I'M CONFIDENT TO FAIL SBQ. BADLY.

WITH THAT, BYE.

why.

i don't get it. i really don't.