CTNP...

Before i start my post, a cheer (credits to birdie!!)

Upon your shoulder... (upon your shoulder)
You wear a CI rank... (you wear a CI rank)
U wear the CI rank in the merry month of December...
And if you ask him... (and if you ask him)
For what the heck he wears it (for what the heck he wears it)
He wears it for CTNP which is far far away...
FAR AWAY... FAR AWAY... far away far away...
Bili wears it for CTNP which is far far away...

aah.. woke up to yet another day...
guys srsly. it's starting to get irritating...
"2009 went ridiculously fast..." "I'm gonna miss 2009, time flies so fast for you to hold on to it ):"
GET A LIFE PEOPLE. u tell that to urself every year.
the fact is, IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO HOLD ON TO TIME
if you can, come to me, i shall kill u cuz apparently u must have some superpowers like Hiro Nakamura or smth.
BUT THE FACT IS YOU CAN'T. SO STOP WHINING.
and if ur feeling that way. congrats. you must have felt the same way for the past few years too.
awww such a tradition. every year you look back and see how much time flies and blah blah
why not look forward and see how much more can you progress in the next few years?
dumbasses. use ur brain to think before you whine about how fast 2009 went.
and prevent urself from whining how fast 2010 went.
agree? don't agree, there's something wrong with your brain. something's damn wrong with your brain.

yesterday went out with yusheng, niger, qianhua, xinyi and shufeng to watch alvin and chipmunks 2.
YAY!!! FUCK YOU _|_ jkjk
i was supposed to watch with bravo. but then... since they had a bday celebration... and den...
AAAH sorry bravo.
but btw. ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS IS THE WORST MOVIE EVER.
but for birthday girl hor, watch i also dun mind la. they were cute ^^ (yea right.)
srsly. LOL.

oh before that went to HTA for uniform returning.
jerald, you joker leh
return the buttons nvr return the rings. FUNNY LA LOL
er den got the gifts and... CI RANKS from the CIIs :D
oh er, for the CI Instructor hor... still not confirmed leh.
but i would be keen to learn smth new there la.
lots to learn as a CI. so yeap.

later go play l4d2 with ys again. played last night. LOL shiok.
btw all l4d ending are stupid. "The surivivors have escaped!!!"
smlj escaped to where =.=
aah nvm.
shaun asking me dota, but i purposely dun wan :P

bye ppl!

it's just a tune.

hi guys. it's damn early yes i know.
but woke up to meet felicia at the mrt to get her uniform.
CIs need to know how many no.1 uniforms can their crumpler bags hold.
3 =.= i need to hold mine in hand LOL
got 4 no.1 uniforms with me.

didnt have a good night sleep last night, dunno why too
maybe didnt play late night dota.
or maybe i'm just.. no la. first round of coffee was in morning, and
forgot to drink afternoon round. cuz was out with bernard
so shldnt be a problem ah.
saw ys sms me. LOL den carey smsed at 4am
oh yea.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY LEONG QIAN HUA!!!

eh... later still goin brunch with bravo people.
today. we'll be getting our no.3 ranks.
PWNT!

nxt yr gonna be a busy year at ctnp and for me in my jc
(hopefully, a jc if i dun get a f9 for english and end up in ite)
yeap. HQ hours... thinking of NPAP alr. hai.. nvm.
i'll clear them one la.

it's not happening again. just by watching Seventh Day, you start to think again... it's alr over bili. :(

i'm bored

i'm bored while waiting for my dota ladder game to start... so come post...

cant wait to serve npcc again... hai
hopefully posting back to own unit lor..
and O lvl results coming out. recently keep dreaming of 7.
7
7
7
7
7
7

even my CI course tells me 7.
77th CIBTC

will it be 7? fat hope i think? idk
if my english can make it. hopefully, it will be ok.
fret not bili, you have put in ur best alr :)

alright, back to waiting for my dota...
byebye!

My life is gone!!!

WOW dota 24/7. seriously what happen to my life
mom don't allow me to go out too often, den i stay at home dota lor
or else what.. what else can i do.
work? too late alr. of course if i work sure earn damn lot one.
who wanna bet? if my pay is higher den u if i found a job, u give me ur savings.
who want? if i lose u can have my whole savings too.

hmm let's start with this. er.... i dunno la
show u my life cycle.

0700 - 0900 : my usual waking up time
0900-0900 (and 30 seconds): on computer
0900 - 0930: afk and eat breakfast + wash up
0930 - 1030: dota game 1
1030 - 1130: dota game 2
1130 - 1230: COD6
1230 - 1330: LUNCH (the only time i'm away from my computer)
1330 - 1430: dota game 3
1430 - 1500: maybe a bit of guitar
1500 - 1600: gym (Every two days. means the day w/o gym it'll be dota game 4)
1600 - 1700: L4D2/Dota again
1700 - 1800: COD6/Dota again
1800 - 1930: DINNER (another time when i'm away from my computer)
1930 - 2030: dota game __(dunno what number alr)
2030 - 2130: wait for 4d1 for a dota game.. =.=!
2130 - 2200: if it's bad now will still be waiting
2200 - 2230: if still bad, NOW STILL WAITING
2230 - 2330: IN HOUSE DOTA GAME!
2330 - 0030: IN HOUSE DOTA GAME!
0030 - 0130: IN HOUSE DOTA GAME!!
0130 - 0200: eat smth and sleep
0300: now den can fall asleep (coffee effects la hor ^^)

WOW! love my life? NO
if i go out, it's so much better.
so idk why my mom rather me to stay at home.
lemme go out la =.=

BRAVO:
THERE'S STILL THE OUTING RIGHT? are we gonna wear our CI t-shirt to watch movie?
damn zai leh actually.

monday think gonna watch avatar with sam and kavin.
den maybe watching sherlock holmes with someone else.
den after that watching.............. i dunno what myself
den the end of holidays

oh yea heard results coming out soon.
well... let's see. :)
we shall see if it's gonna be
2 4 7, or 2 4 _|_ LOL

cya guys!!

until whenever...

I avoid the warm gaze watching me (i keep cry)
You know my heart, will you wait? (i keep lie)

Oh baby don’t cry lady (oh)
Don’t forget that promise of ours (oh)
I’ll take care of you until whenever
No matter how sad [I am] (I can only laugh)
Even though I’m tired and hurt (I can only endure)
Even if you leave (I can’t catch you)
Even still, with your trust we can only be forever

The day when the sunlight was warm, the day when we first met
I, who looked like a fool drenched in sweat,
still remember, “You shine more than anyone else,”
said this one girl as she picked me up

From that moment on, 1 year, 2 year, time [went by] steadily
All the memories we experienced together [went by in] a blink of an eye
In that place, between you and I,
blocking and standing, a wall full of hypocrisy (ah)

Although I like you, I can’t approach you
When I see your pure eyes, I am afraid
I’m scared the world will snatch you away
I ask for that beautiful smile not to change you are so
Beautiful girl you are more valuable than those gems
A wound that will embrace the young and delicate you
I don’t want to hurt your pure heart
Pray, shut your eyes and ears, I’m crazy over you

Oh baby don’t cry lady (oh)
Don’t forget that promise of ours (oh)
I’ll take care of you until whenever
No matter how sad [I am] (I can only laugh)
Even though I’m tired and hurt (I can only endure)
Even if you leave (I can’t catch you)
Even still, with your trust we can only be forever

Whenever, wherever we were together
We were so happy, it was our time
So we ran, on the dangerous road and fields
I, who even after falling, stood up again at the thought of you

Run looking only forward, I’ll watch your back
Spread your wings, I’ll block the wind
you are the only one in my heart like an undying star

Who knew a wrong mistake would turn out like this
Who knew you, who I lean on, would hurt this much
Only an ocean of sadness [and] dark loneliness
I can only cry like a little kid lost in the black darkness

Baby girl don't leave
(Now I can’t be without you, please don’t leave)
Baby girl don’t lose your spirit
(I’ll give you a bigger trust, please don’t cry anymore)

Oh baby don’t cry lady (oh)
Don’t forget that promise of ours (oh)
I’ll take care of you until whenever
No matter how sad [I am] (I can only laugh)
Even though I’m tired and hurt (I can only endure)
Even if you leave (I can’t catch you)
Even still, with your trust we can only be forever

Like your friend
Like our promise
I see only you
I avoid the warm gaze watching me
You know my heart, will you wait

A Good Man

photos!!!

Since somebody complained no photos... here it is :D


BRAVO!!!! :D


With course manager Mr Tan Yaw Jin :D


Area 16 D09 CIs!!! Hope to see you guys at ATC STC soon!! xD


Me and koksiong


me and jovan LOL


me and 18 yo guy shaun xD

yeap that's all, the rest, dun be lazy, go my facebook see the pictures la =.=
later gyming with brenban. cya!!

End of 77th CIBTC

Hi guys.. the 77th CIBTC investiture is over...
had a great time with you guys :)
now we're all P/CIs, good luck with our journey!!
hope that all of us would meet often
which we MUST because of HQ hours clocking.. :(
anyway, good luck everybody!!
BRAVO ESPECIALLY
just now during investiture.. keep hearing my name.
dumb dumb bili bili dumb dumb bili bili. WTH HOW DID THE CHEER BECOME LIKE THIS =.=
and den billipanja. srsly. LOL it's still ringing it my mind
and peace by the river is all around. :D

it's been good to be with you guys through the course
laughter everyday :D LOL
after course gonna miss the morning mac meeting...
the running for bus practically everyday.. =.=
marching in HTA grounds...
drills in drill shed,
the classroom
the foyer
mass debrief etc.
hopefully, these memories would all be framed up in our head nicely. :D
anyway tmr outing, bowling!! city hall mrt at 3pm.

yes ok! now that CIBTC is over.
a few targets to achieve
1) gain 10kg of muscles, not fats.
2) COD6 MW2
3) Learn Starcraft
4) coach a person dota
5) guitar! must get the feel back
6) catch up with classmates... been missing out a lot :(
7) clock HQ hours at HTA. T_T
8) help out with my unit now as much as possible
9) keep my room clean
10) :)

ok done. LOL
a lot right...pray that bili will make it!!!
there's a reason why i invited my parents instead. you're not worthy of putting the rank for me anymore.
other than that, good luck guys!
cya soon!!
that'll be the last one.

a short one, with a long meaning. :D

hi guys i'm back from CIBTC ATC.
yea, logistics group! do sai kang all the way.
wth. =.=

and then now i'm back right, feels good la. no more proposals to do
end of course alr, but tmr still have to go back HTA early
cuz i need to redo my CA1. NOT CUZ I FAIL.
it's cuz that day i was sick ma... some ppl is cuz they fail...
LOL funny, siva was damn sad.

kk anyway, i need my dosage of dota.
bye!!

My Heaven.

la la la la la la la.......
24/7 smth smth heaven. LOL nice song nice song.
do check it out My Heaven - Big Bang

today! woke up feeling that CIBTC is alr over. but it's not. tmr goin camp.
so i'm gonna be mia for 4 days... aww.. don't miss me too much :(
LOL
back to today. woke up and apparently helped someone to do a SUPER tedious task.
LOL jkjk. den after that nua until now.. was resting, dota-ing, l4d2-ing.
all play sian alr.. i need smth fresh and new...

how long has it been ever since i've last touched my guitar? VERY LONG
holidays have just passed like this.
those still looking for jobs, good luck. it's a bit too late eh.
or just another thing, ur luck aint good enough. :)
OR one more thing, ur looking things on the too negative side and giving up without trying
what does CIBTC teach us?
no, it's not to "at least try before you give up" crap. it's to use
here (points at brain)
yes. it's this (points at brain)
we are thinking CIs. so everybody
use this (points at brain), if the job is too dangerous, don't do it.

tmr is atc, and must use this again. i wont type it out cuz i get sick of it.
er, and at atc, even if u go unplanned, ur supposed to use this, and make a contingency plan
even if it rains. well of course we plan for wet weather la, but if dun have u have smth called a brain
instead of...reacting. :) i'm shooting not ppl from bravo or logistics or CIBTC D09. chill. LOL

tmr meeting birdie, felicia, and huihui 5.30 cck mrt. whoa early. LOL
cya guys 4days later!! when i'll be tanned like roasted...........pork? nah chicken sounds better.
must see the size

see ya!!!

ENOUGH OF HTA.

HELLO!!!! NRC 2 IS OVER!! NO MORE HTA.

but i think i'll miss bravo... and the classroom =(
took quite a lot of photos with anisah's dslr today.
yea and den all were....crazily high.
suyi. chim chimeny chim chim merrooooo =.=
rusok! turun! rusok! turun! HORMAT!!! ROFL

ATC discussion and final briefing.. well hopefully atc would be successful.
meeting up with land ex ppl tmr to go for recce.
bernard taught me a quick way to go to jetty.
trying it out tmr xD hopefully it's faster
well idk what is definition of faster

went to pizza hut to celebrate maimon's bday today. LOL lemme tell u, lot 1 was full of CITs today. it's like
prisoners raping the shopping centre
LOL alpha bravo both went into pizza hut.
den took photos after that
nice! think photos will be up on CIBTC D09 Bravo facebook group
do check it out!! xD

den went to behind lot 1 to do a board... ehem jovan, isaac, huihui... ESPECIALLY JOVAN
hope that u all went home SAFELY. =.=
srsly nxt time dont be so.... agh... LOL
took more photos. guess they'll be up on facebook too!!
k i brought the board home... and almost roll down the stairs LOL
later gonna do touch ups to the board. it looks nice!!
i uploaded it on facebook alr. go see if you want to. er
it's not the end product thou. yeap

that's all, end of NRC alr... 4 more ATC days... and then... INVESTITURE!!!
77TH CIBTC D09. END IT WITH A BOOMZ!!!

applauds for you, all did not die yet. but it's already none of my business

hi guys back from course again.

first of all... not to bravo, but to someone else of course. BRAVO IS MY LOVE.
cuteness lies within

duh of course this can't be to bravo. LOL so cute right. 'eh bravo, cuteness lies within'
the phrase above, is to a muthafucking asshole!!! who i've yet to meet yet.
alright i'm sorry. a bit cock now
cuz just now smth epic happened....................

WE DID PEACE BY THE RIVER DURING CI COURSE DEBRIEF. HELL YEA. GUYS

I GOT PEACE BY THE RIVER
I GOT PEACE BY THE RIVER
I GOT PEACE BY THE RIVER
IN MY SOUL IN MY SOUL
I GOT PEACE BY THE RIVER
I GOT PEACE BY THE RIVER
I GOT PEACE BY THE RIVER
IN MY SOUL. IN MY SOUL!!!!!!!

lazy type out all la.
i love peace by the river. such a relaxing song
soothing for the soul... dont you think so?
bravo, love the cheer, cherish the cheer. we have our own squad cheer too
cuz
IT'S ANOTHER DAY AT HTA. XD

advice, take it. or suffer.

a brief post cuz i want my beauty sleep tonight... since the proposals are all pretty much done up alr.
tmr i got UI assessment and my uniform need to be in tip top condition. so yea.

er... today was a great day. to all people. it's not about the day that made it bad. it's about ur mood.
seriously. if u look at it in another way, today was simply one of the best day ever.
you cant judge things by bad stuff only. cuz ur being too biased.
u cant judge things by the good stuff. but only by judging on what's good of you, that you will judge yourself of what's bad.
so yea.

one more thing. what other people adviced. heed it, or leave it, and suffer. that's all. NRC 2 is ending, another ATC and investiture.

i'll keep my comments to myself, until after the course.
and those who thinks i'm quiet, think again.
shall update more after investtiture.

saturday go ubin, i shall make it. chill.

Bili, MARKSMAN!!!

hmm i dun care abt other activities abt CIBTC today actually. was so fucking glad that i got my CI marksman.
.38, fig 2 target and NRA target. I HIT 3 BULLSEYE FOR NRA. can't imagine it. none of them out. for fig 2 i think it was one out. xD
happy happy. LOL

k not that i dun care abt other activity... but i'm lazy to update cuz... i need to rush on a proposal for wet weather programme now. so yeap i'll update when i have the time! :D

anyway... bravo, we can make it! xD 3 days to make things right. just 3. cherish it tgt. MORE SOLID BANGS!

*joel, BJ rocks. LOL

NRC 2 Day 1

alright i'm still in my track pants now.
yeap back from NRC 2 day 1. <3
bravo... LOL missed for for 2 days. sorry sorry.
right marker is back alr xD

hmm today, did sword drills. btw for those ppl who don't know.
it's pronounced as 'SORD'. silent W. hope et sees this. next year oral do point out :D
hmm still keeping my target in mind. yeap.
anyway k sword drills. i tried the sword belt. one of the few to try it on.
damn i tell you. wrong sized belt sucks. pulled my pants high like a dick and wore the belt so tight i could feel it pressing against my bones.
after that learnt the basic sword drills!! the swords were of... LOL quite low quality though. :(
haha hope i can apply what i learnt. oh ya cane drills were also learnt.
there is a way to hold the cane! it's called... smth. i forgot. LOL tripod issit?

this morning... was casualty. too ashamed to talk abt it T_T sorry bravo, i'm still quite weak :)

btw guo chen had pointed out a phrase which is really useful, and sports ppl dont flame. i know this is from your shirt.

Tough times don't last, tough men do.

there is a SLIGHT difference only. but yea, come on hwa chong guy pointed it out. so DON'T FLAME.
i know it's on shirt. but hell, it's used commonly around the world too.
yeap, a few more days... or just a week more. no, k let's get back to a few more days instead.
a few more days to investiture. well.... invited my parents who gladly agreed to go :D
THE REST OF YOU, TOO BAD YOU AIN'T COMING. unless u wanna tag along with miss toh or mr yap or ms erda.

yeap i guess that's all for today? oh. btw.

HE'S A NICE GUY. =.=

NRC 2 starts TOMORROW!

NRC 1 might be over... but not NRC 2!!! 5 more days to end of HTA life.
er maybe a bit left for the parade rehearsal, but hell i love parade rehearsals.
cuz it's on parade ground.

k maybe due to a lot of reasons.
1. i'm right marker, feels good to be the first to enter parade ground
2. i love the way parade commander shouts. makes u feel good. LOL
3. hmm.... i'm not sure about this... but don't u love to stare at the audiences while waiting for the GOH? :)

i'm missing cadet days... but now CI... bo pian. miss NPAP. when was in contingent 1.
and all those blah blah. but heck, now i'm in bravo and i know we'll make it through the course...
above, beyond, as one!

i'm feeling kinda weird cuz i'm still under medication. esp the bitter flu tab that causes drowsiness. should i continue to take them? i mean..
my flu is almost ok. note the ALMOST. it's almost ok.
k la maybe it's ok only left a bit of sore throat. no more shouting...

tmr learning sword drills!! cool. and dry practice 2. so much dry practices. i love it.
can't wait for classification shoot. I WILL GET MY CI MARKSMAN LA T_T
even though no badge, but i will go back to ctss, and tell everybody, no cadet marksman is ok, got CI marksman den is smth big!!!

what else ah. yea i'm all set for tmr. a cup of coffee before course would definitely help me. :D
so bravo, see ya guys at mac 0715hours!!

i wanna buy my laptop skin soon la. dun wan damage my laptop :( and to coach someone.. LOL

new day, new hope, new goal, new life. :)

it's not too late.

turn back now, before everybody starts to hate you.

changed blogskin

hi guys! i'm back, er... had mc for these few days... cuz had fever. den stay at home. got study CIBTC stuff ok..

well let's move on to say... about my new blogskin! actually, i was editing my old blogskin, when i accidently saved changes
and that change is to the bullet image for my archives. so my archives bullet image is like...
a picture of me with a shadow for every bullet?
LOL SO CANNOT. i went to find the blogskin for the previous one but can't be found...
just nice came across this blogskin, so i change lor

well as for the others... er... idk. i miss idk. LOL
next monday go back HTA learn sword drills and etc, but i quite scared they tell me i OOC cuz miss too many hours
wont la. two days only... if i fall sick even more becuz i nvr take the second day mc, i'll be taking 3 days mc, isnt that worst =.=
so best is.. let me stay in course T_T

i've got 14 more days. 2 more weeks to investiture. koksiong blog wrote that many tired faces showing signs of giving up. here's smth bravo,

DON'T GIVE UP!!! I know I very extra la say these things when I didn't even go for training LOL, but hell, DON'T GIVE UP!!

after NRC-2 (which supposedly looks fun, LOOKS fun.), will be ATC and investiture. hang in there!! :D

alright i go rest alr. if tmr i toh again hor.. gg-fied. OOC LOL.

bye guys!

missed... day 5 cibtc.

aaah first day of cibtc missed cuz i had fever... morning woke up feeling damn cold and my head damn hot... went to the doctor to get 2 days mc... T_T

today got CA-1 and UIC -1 leh... i die liao. cfm kena kan. LOL 'kan'.

ABOVE, BEYOND, AS ONE!
BRAVO~~!