i shall post today...
cuz i shall post today!
NP muster parade haha
i think i made quite a few mistakes =(

lol nvm, got all those badges alr.
I NO FIRST AID CERT T_T
i vomit on the last night, den nvr go for the exam...haiz...

eh i just post a short one of what we do today den i go mug le
chem test on monday
i wan get full marks (GREAT TARGET!)

today went to sch at normal sch time... lol
somehow i on the train at normal sch time
i mean, during weekends la, i always see aunties going out
and they dress until... very.....
i shouldnt elaborate. LOL

eh, PERFECT ENGLISH TIME

After I had my breakfast today, bile rose in my throat as I finished my bowl of meatball noodles, hand-made by my very own mom.

ok i think my english is so screwed =(

er, after eating i really feel like vomiting,
but den i think ok la, psycho effect. =D

hmm, reach sch, saw brenban, help him polish,
and we have no lighter. T_T
speaking of lighter i really wanna buy a zippo..

er PT first, taken by our CI Daniel! =D
den, sorta, run arnd the field? i see a lot of ppl burning out leh
like BURNING OUT LA!
nvr pace, nvr think of later muster parade how tiring, just chiong the last round
i dun think that should be the way ba...
excercise regularly, not burn out all at once.
it wont work...

after PT had a short circuit
i mean, a short, circuit game.
like u run to the first line, run back
run backwards to the second line
run back again
and den run sideways to the finish and stay there
haha, not bad la, first time (not during camp) having PT at the start of training
^^ weekend trainings shld be more... effective haha.

woot woot 2 lectures, uniform and standardizing the unit...
hmm, yeap makes a lot of sense during the two lectures
changed into full u after that and muster parade
T_T commander leh... bleah. LOL
got my Staff Sergeant rank! and those badges...
which supposedly i'm not gonna get them
but thanks to the Officers! i can go for the make up course
to get those badges xD
lets see how my uniform looks now! =D



the whole uniform!


take a look at the rank ^^

the sleeve...left sleeve (no change haha)
Drill Badge (top)
From left, Civil Defence, Neighbourhood Watch, Crime Prevention

left pocket
from left, Police Knowledge, Adventure Training, Campcraft, Safety First
I NO MARKSMAN LA, DONT LAUGH AT ME, CUZ I KNOW I GOT THE POTENTIAL.

I LOVE THIS THE MOST!
Total Defence GOLD (top)
from left, SANA, Heritage, Homefront Security
Name Tag (XU BILI, NOT B. XU)

haha, very surprising how i come so far in npcc.
^^

ok, im off to mugging, later i'll slack!
slack!
slack!
i know sby now collecting ang pao la.. LOL

i think i look like shit
that's all
bye.

K TODAY A LOT OF THING THINGS HAPPEN
but i lazy to update, now silent readers start to show themselves
den i lazy update.
k la i update...

morning went to sch, did our last flag raising...
LOL it rained. so it was chaos.
=.=
dun wanna talk about that ya...

den lessons were... okok
i a bit crazy thou
keep turning around and waving
and waving to nobody
den acting like some idiot
showing the "cheese" sign to people.
smiling and laughing for no reason,
BLEAH.

after sch, stupid la
i know i shldn write here.
ask me personally if u wann know.

den after the stupid thing, i rushed on my chinese essay...
finished it in 20mins
OMG. it started to rain halfway..
brenban play till my iPod no battery, but somehow
i can hear Qing Tian playing in my head LOL
my hearing got problem? i dunno
if one day i lose my hearing
what will happen?
i dunno...

after that waited a while and went home lor... haha

one more thing to add on,
i still think i look like shit.

bye.

npnp haha...
but sry...wanted to get u sth nicer instead..
lol, you can do it! JY! =)

i'm blogging ok...
er....

past few days, A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED.
but now i'm busy
so i wont update
=)

kk brief one la
i mug.
OK?!
it makes you fat xD

hey hey hey,
don't stres out tmr!
it's these things that keep you moving!
you have my luck! =)

hmm... today i mug one whole day so nothing much to talk about..
lol, YES I MUGGED FOR ONE WHOLE DAY
actually half a day only...
u know i wake up at arnd 8.50 liddat
sent an sms, and slept all the way till 11am
-.-!
den eat breakfast...den 1 hour later eat lunch
after lunch...THE REAL PIA START
started off with english
stare at picture for 30min den start
WASTE TIME LA
den after that did chinese TYS. my own one la lol
did one set.
den den den, I STUDIED PHYSICS
last year topics. kinematics
the F=ma that topic la
LOL, eh i found out a lot of stuff i'm clear of it now
but still need practice
so tmr i'm gonna do tys! =D

er... chem test next monday people, dont forget.
this chinese new year nothing much ba...
OH YA
i think i lost my ang pao worth 100dollars....
i put under my pillow next morning missing liao
o.0
i also dunno wad happen. LOL 100 DOLLARS GONE.
i think i go find later
i'll post if i find it haha. super weird...

tmr got PE...sian
i dunno why now PE i'll feel sian
maybe cuz it's just too sian liao...
sure run and conditioning again lor
haha, school should allow us to wear class tee for PE
so cool.
LOL random.

i got a bit of cough and flu today i think...
maybe i'll feel a bit better after a sleep tonight
in fact i'm feeling ok now alr
eh i think i survived 3weeks without air con alr
=D I CAN DO IT!

anyways, happy cny ppl, got sch tmr.
xD excited about it, surprisingly. LOL

hope you've done a lot too!
we can do it! =)

hello ppl
LOL i decided to update earlier today
cuz i feel damn sian..wanted to study..
but you know the occasion
IT'S CNY LEH.
a bit weird to study ya? and i got guests at home
i dun wanna study in front of them (i dunno why la ok)

lets elaborate what did i do today.. shall we?
i slept at 2am
woke up at 8am
ATE TANG YUAN!
den after that slack lor...
keep slacking...keep keep slacking....
really la, play guitar, den on comp, dota,
nvr played a complete game cuz i keep dcing, keep keep dcing.
=.= after lunch again same routine until now i dun wan play liao
i wanna study! xD but i cant.
bleah.

last night i forgot to off my iPod Touch, i mean
i forgot to stop the music before i went off to sleep
so now the battery is near 0% =.=
charging it now. k random haha.

oh yea, mr ET's english homework,
i promised my mom that i'll study one whole day tmr ya?
LOL, so tmr i'll study one whole day. =D
maybe i'll start to revise on my SS cuz i smell a test coming soon?
lol and need to revise my sec3 chinese for the chinese 考查 coming up soon
next friday. lol. the menu (菜单） for our tests =( very stress

i'm gonna buy some files and return my library book tmr
lol, yanni's notes all need to file up, cuz it really is a lot...
my back aching from yesterday's sorting out of the notes i think..
gosh.. haha, i'm gonna be the 6pointer this year. RAWR.
MUGGING MAKES YOU FAT.
and fyi, mugging doesnt mean u r defying god's will
you dumbass.

i did a lot of facebook quizzes...what did i find out?
i belong to somebody who cares and is always there for me
i am a monkey =.=
i am a emo kid (I'M NOT EMO I'M NOT EMO I'M NOT EMO)
which song am i? LOW BY FLO RIDA. =.= considered outdate song liao
they say when ppl first meet me i'm lame, den after that they'll like me
ah chicken shit (cannot use bull, this is the year of the ox! must respect all oxes on earth!)

徐必立是一个天才。those who find that true pls dont tag and continue silent reading
xD ALL AGREE I AM RIGHT?!

mugging makes you fat. ok? i 52kg liao hor
very fat fat fat right? NO I'M STILL SKINNY GOD DAMN IT.
kk i go help my mom cook dinner? LOL
got guests at home, i should help out ^^

lol now this font feels more suitable?
hmm i promise i'll talk more. =)

ok...CNY.
what to say?
nothing lor.
feel very tired out of a sudden only...
think think think
NAH, I WONT THINK SO MUCH =D

just finished eating hotpot...
a bit lack of oxygen leh. =.=

i miss ocip...
saw some photos and den think of those things we do there haha..
LOL ya, that thing that happened. LOL

kk i've been playing my guitar and piano for the past few days haha
and yes, i love music.
dont ask why, i just love it.
knowing how to make music and loving music is difficult
it's either u will end up hating music cuz u know how to make it
or u love music but hate making it.
it;s hard to be two sided yea?
haha ok...erm...yea.. lol



random sry..very long nvr play ball le...everytime play is not good condition...
haiz..bleah. lol
next time got chance play lor...think very stupid la.. lol

GUITAR PWNZ.

k i think im crapping alr..
btw

THANKS TO YANNI FOR GIVING/LENDING ME YOUR NOTES! =D
eh a lot lor, and i didn know the papers were used as dividers.
=.= THANKS!

my cardiac system stopped for a moment...

YOYOYO.
today did a LOT of stuff yea? haha
not really a lot la...

kk start of the day very wonderful. 1am i was still awake ma...
they all siao leh.. arnd 12am go play standard wc3 game.
LOL i lost =.=
so fast die..sian
after that i rushed a bit on my EL tuition homework lor..
eh 1am at night nvr on air con a bit scary leh...
i look outside the window..North Vale (condo opposite mine)
the lights all off, like pitch black like that...den my condo all lights off also
den i walk out, parents sleep liao, all lights off also
I WAN PEE ALSO KNOCK MY FEET ONTO THE TOILET DOOR
(which was closed) AND ALMOST KNOCK MY HEAD ONTO IT.
=.= it's stupid la ok.
den when i sleep i dunno why my iPod touch problem or smth
it feels like one song played for 1hour, not repeat, it lasted for 1hour o.O
so in the end i fell asleep at arnd 2.30am i think
LOL
den this morning i wake up 10am, JUST NICE MY TUITION TIME. den i see sms
tuition teacher coming at 10.15am.
den i sent one sms to sby. den.... IDK WHY I GO BACK SLEEP AGAIN
den suddenly doorbell ring. I MADE MY BED FASTEST TIMING OK
10SECONDS.
and den i haven brush teeth lor.. =.= so in the middle i tell my tuition teacher i go toilet
den i wash up wash up...
LOL, omg la...

after tuition teacher zao i play one game dota..den go buy my tom yam ramen.
EH my parents go out without me again
forever want their 二人世界。 how sian. LOL

kk after my lunch they come back, den weekend afternoons are forever the same..
my parents will be sleeping.. i'm MUGGING. =D
i did my Physics assignment! xDD thou i think i slack for quite a while also...
cuz i spent a bit of time planning out what to do, den in the end i did physics only
how unefficient.
very bad, but i feel a sense of achievement for understand the chapter...
SOUND!
yes, it's easy for me. lambda x frequency = speed of sound
distance = speed x time (commonsense)
ALL VERY SIMPLE! =D

den now i'm slacking again..after dinner maybe slack slack slack lo..
tmr no tuition! =D chinese teacher wan go 过年.
so i slack lor... haha, tmr my parents allow me to slack. cuz it's cny!
oh, yea, today i did a bit of chem also
but den i do a while den find out i dun get it =.= den forget it liao.

AHA! next mugging session i'll be doing my STANDARD DEVIATION.
thanks to YOU who finally made me understand LOL, mayb i nvr listen in class only ba. =.=
LOL

kk i think im in quite a good mood today? haha, yes, mugging makes a person happy
(it makes you fat too)
PEOPLE, JY FOR Os.!

I promise I won't think too much. haha.
glad that you got over it already! =)



added on:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOHwjDzUDnE
ZIPPO TRICKS! nice ok, i want a zippo, I DONT SMOKE, AND I WONT.

my speed test! ^^

hi guys...just slept from 3pm to 6pm...
too tired ya? haha
dreamt of me and brenban quarelling over some stupid stuff
and den i ended up fighting with him
wake up found me fighting with my bolster =.=

today ah...not bad lor
go up command nia, like that also will kena humiliation
people really nth better to do hor?
den the celebration...nth much lor...
sit at that corner drink water walk around (ya i walk around)
slack slack slack...
den over liao go Jurong Point...
NO LAN GUYS, STUPID LAN WILL MAKE U SKINNY.
Jurong Point go there had lunch at 11am? lol
den er...i love my class tee. ya.. XXL ma.
dunno why la
my mood was still okok before i sleep
after i sleep saw something made me feel damn sian.
screw u soab.

seems like i hang out with diff groups of friends everyday LOL
ytd was one, today another one. HAHA, but all got smth in common ba
=)

hmm... off to play qing tian again...
damn hard, chorus still cant play
T_T erm... later i got chem tuition..
so most probably i'll be...slacking after my tuition...
10pm like that...wth la, CNY still have tuition
sian... i feel so sian now......

kk here's the post for what happen today...
morning go sch morning flag raising
i said i wanted to shout, but i nvr shout =.=
cuz....
i dun feel like liao
tmr also yonghien shout
i dun feel like shouting LOL

den in class today...bio teacher nvr come...
we join class with D1, my class la.
den i sit RIGHT at the back, playing with ammonia and hydrochloric acid.
LOL, eh very sian la, going thru same thing twice...
(wijohn spilled some ammonia on his pencilbox LOL)
den after that still got STOOPID chinese test...3 wrong liao
sian, damn sian...
SIAN LA.
A1 is NEVER enough ok.
i'm brainwashing myself to believe that A1 will never be enough for me.
=.=

i have ulcer...pain =.=
my mom made me orange juice juz nw...frm FRESH orange.
like very nice leh, sunkist one.

digress, back to school..erm...today lesson time were great
or not? or great? LOL i dunno, just okok la today
after sch....LOL we're neither retarded nor stupid to walk out of sch to eat
and den go back sch to study again.
btw at sumo house smth very...very...
what do u call that, a strange and weird pneunomia. (EH PROFOUND OK)
boy girl meeting session.
got R & C
got A & C
got A & S
WOW. =.=
den like all appear from nowhere la
and btw, i got busted

erm den saw smth very disgusting and make you go
BRRR. feeling.

go back sch study study standard deviation is SO EASY LA
idk why i dunno
but it just feels so easy. that it feels very easy...
credits go to my GREAT tutor! =) eh it's very good le lor..
i can understand le leh. haha
den 4 more ppl came and talk a lot stuff LOL
in the end go home tgt. AND SAW THIS SUPER TALL SINGAPORE SLINGER PLAYER.
OMG LA, he's like, OMG LA. i think yusheng take photo with him before
LOL

er den reach home...wanted to try my L4D. but den
dun wan la, thursday, i shouldnt be playing.
LOL tmr LAN right? I NOT GOING
WHAT U ALL WANT? FIND OTHER PPL LA
not like not enuf ppl, forever is more den enuf ppl lor.
dumb.

pet society today get 50 gold nia. T_T
ytd get 500
now get 50.. sian...
random..a lot of times le..

btw i'm still learning Qing Tian on the piano
i can play till before chorus start. nt bad already ok...
it's like...
dong dong dong dang dang dang dong dong dong dang dang
dang dang dong dong, dang dang dang dong dong dong dong
ding ding ding dong dang dang
and den u go
dong ding dang dong, dong ding dang dong ding dang dong (this is the chorus, i haven learn yet)
get it?
i hope u do.

today is a LONG post. so i shall end it here with

peace out,
ROCK ON. \m/

HELLO PEOPLE!
i just got back from school
played a bit of piano...gonna bath first...
tmr is cny celebration.....LOL i go bath.
afk

k i'm back. xDD
feeling fresh
i use shokubutsu shower foam
it has a fruity smell
LOL, random

now i'll go eat, later at night i post again.
xD

yesterday was the inauguration of President Elect OBAMA and his first lady into the White House,
next time it will be Bili and his first lady (^^) into the White House. (i'll have my lady, but i wont make it to the white house)
YES. random.

kk today damn sian...i screwed amath...totally la...
and my bio...haiz...
got into the noob grouping. the class split up
now not ms wong teaching me anymore
it's ms lim
i forgot the name
mdm lim, wadeva..today was on sexual reproduction in HUMANS thou...
hai...sad =(
i mean, wa lao my amath...study so long den like that
ironic rite? u study so long shld be confident.
i should be confident
but i dunno why there's just this feeling of "oh shit" or "you're gonna fail so badly even ur mom will say you failed so badly"
dunno how to say la...tonight erm...maybe wont online so long?
aiya mayb i'll online one whole night doing stupid stuff....

cca open house after school
no comments....................

after cca open house actually i wanted to ____
but den cuz of amath test and another feeling right...i didn really do what i did for the past 2 days...
cuz i feel bad
you know how bad it feels? it feels very bad.
=(

not really in good mood today ba...
at least i got Left 4 Dead to play later...
or mayb my mom wont let me play...
bleah, and btw tatwee+nick
those idiots who track my blog
dont make this the topic of the day.

hmm today updated early cuz i think past few days i update very late...
den not so good ba...lol
kk i go bath le...something for u guys to know...
i'm wearing one side black socks the other side no socks
with my np belt tied on my head and my shirt used as a towel
in a mess now, and i hate my hair when it's sweaty
bili + 剪薄 just wont work.
kk go bath...and eat, my mom's cooking + some old chang kee stuff
later pet society lor.. at least got lottery take
saving up for smth!

lol ok...today...
watched the basketball boys play against kranji. they lost
=(
hey starting we were leading..but den after that i think
i also dunno how to say la, quite disappointing..but....
JY PEOPLE, I KNOW U GUYS CAN BEAT KRANJI.

lol saw aloysious, daniel and jiashun play today.
jersey no. 10, 11, 12. haha
kinda interesting to see how they continued basketball from pri sch...
kinda sad to see that i've stopped. mayb i shld?
mayb if i nvr stop i wont be what i am today? idk lol
but den look forward la, dont look back

after the match went back sch...played a bit of basketball
with a ball with no air =.=
and i dirtied my shirt.
LOL, den waited for a while and den go home..haha =)

later i have tuition...after tuition most probably i'll be....
MUGGING. yes, MUGGING. last night i think i burnt out
i lie down on my bed, den immediately fall asleep
i was intending to take a power nap... (wadeva u call that, to boost ur energy)
but it backfired...i fell into a deep sleep...and had a super weird dream. LOL
somebody knows haha.

tmr amath test, tmr amath test.
I'M GONNA SCORE FOR IT
stupid chinese test. 40/50
it's a no-no for me. i dun care..next chi test must do more den that
40/50 only leh...wth...what stupid mark is that
IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH.

ok i'm off. still haven eat dinner yet. my mom buying
i think from her canteen
some pork chop rice or smth <3
NICE HOR, got potato wedges with it also...
but the black pepper one nicer....
i wanna eat a 8 course meal =( LOL
kk i go play pet society, den go eat, den tuition den mug.

TONIGHT:
***AMATH!! PIA!
**Physics
(aim a bit lower first la, ytd i did none at all, cuz i slept too early =.=)

PIA! JYJY!

hello peeps. today is a monday!
mon-di/dee to be pronounced in ang moh english.
MR ET ROX.

kk i just sent my recording to him ^^
MUGGING TIME.
lol, a brief post about today.
i...........................................
throughout the whole day lessons were okok
erm, i understand most of the things...
mr goh's proving is IMBA.
LOL, do both sides, den combine tgt. SMART.
den chem okok...
den after school went to eat at market.with brenban, den wanted to go gym
but den went back school to do somethings... haiz stupid.
den after that stay in school, ok i know i may give a lot of ppl the wrong image of me
cuz these few days im really out of my mind and stuff
so pls bear with me OK?
after that adjusted our banners...and stuff
den eat at mac. gombak got mac leh, cool. LOL
and it's super ancient? o.O
maybe not haha, but den it feels...good.
lol.

k tonight:
MUG MUG MUG
A.Math PWNZORZ.
Physics PWNZORZ.
CHINESE PWNZORZXZXZXZ.

hey guys...before i go eat....i'm gonna say i slacked
even thou i said im gonna mug frm 2pm - 6pm
cuz idk why
it's just a distraction or smth
the tv, the piano (yes it is a distraction now)
and my guitar, my computer
AIYA
very irritating
and im hungry also, cuz i ate only "char siew shao rou fan" for lunch
PARDON ME IF I SPELL WRONG
i dunno hw to spell ok...
now gonna eat dinner liao
haha, haven do my el recording yet. PIA.
tmr going sch.. the feeling is not sian thou =D

anyway, off to eat.
bye! (later if got smth happen i'll add on)


the sky...before sunset!


swirly swirly....


what u see frm my room, morning


another one...

check below for................


















SELF DRAWN DOREAMON. (i know it looks weird and has 6legs ok...)

okok haha, now the sky is purple, no chance of taking a photo
my cam too lousy
cant see the diff that it's purple =(

kk today...
i think i am jetlagging.
not jet lagging as in i take airplane to another country in another time zone la
i just feel like, jet lagged. how to say
my biological clock is turned upside down
afternoon i felt tired
morning i wake up 6am dunno do what
den morning got tuition ma, so i went back to sleep again
den morning 8am wake up again. den tuition blah blah blah...

had crab and 蛤蜊 for lunch. YES MY FAVOURITES
crab i tried to eat it the civilised way yea? xD
100% worked. no fail
i didn use any fork and spoon, but my hand was kept clean enough
erm, the meat i just sorta, pushed it out from the shell? and it came out as a whole
WOW LIKE MAGIC.

after lunch i mugged. mugged.
but i feel that i was slacking at the same time too
cuz i lie down on my bed...den still listen music...
den still got go toilet pang sai (k u guys didn have to know that)
den what else ah, mayb go facebook a while
aiya, small little breaks la..
did:
chinese tys
amath homework (2 question nia, found out i cant really do it, den stopped)
chem (read a bit)


lol i know im stupid and lame
but den im learning qing tian on piano haha
my dad wanted to steal the song frm me
BUT NO, i snatched the scores back xDD
kk it's stupid.

den now...slacking lor...
mom say 11pm must sleep
wadeva la.

that's all for today i guess
losing a friend aint fun.

it's not you dont understand me
it's for myself to find out who am i.
and i'll stop thinking. cuz most of the time
these troubles are caused by me thinking
it's just my own thinking...

back from the camp...
erm lets see...
learnt how to be a gentleman (?) and stuff during workshop...
den need to have a good "first hair cut" (i never had one, my firsts are always EC House =.=)
er and stuff la! LOL, facial products (i dont use them, not planning to use them)
hair products (dont have, dont use)

den night hike thru the night was a bit....
how to say ah, i felt really damn bad.
don't lose friends so easily
first time sharing the same POV of the moon
=)

night hike until...around...5am...
OH YA, stupid idiot complained about us
if i were a mafia, you'd be already dead by now i tell u.
if the teacher got into trouble and the principal gave her some sort of punishment,
the principal would be dead by now (no intentions, just hate)
cuz this thing has totally nth got to do with us
and why the hell do he even care about us shouting during midnight so much
just let it go
LET IT GO LA
like, we walk past, that's all,
5secs of noise
take it as a flock of sleeping birds flying over ur house
WHY NOT TAKE IT AS THAT?
i think he was getting laid at home. the way he dress, look like some...
idk how to say, cuz i nvr see clearly how his face looks like
but he speaks like a prick (mind my language)
YA, STUPID RIGHT. if we appear on stomp.com.sg
i'm gonna laugh, den flame about it again.

kk later i think i gonna relax more...and relax...
just slept from 2pm to NOW
6pm! OMG!?!
haha, tuesday yusheng bball match at kranji
ANYBODY WANNA GO SUPPORT?
i know amath test wed la..but yusheng leh, you know
YUSHENG LEH
(eh yusheng, thank me for supporting u) xDD

yep, it's something called trust i found
during the camp.

fourth or fifth night wihtout air con alr.
listening to metal to destress now...
hmm, lets say that i accepted the fact alr
im ok alr
i thought over it
thinking abt it. ya, just think
and tell urself, that u can do it
it's what others say that affects people.
“小小环球，有几只苍蝇碰壁，嗡嗡叫。” still my same own quote.
chairman mao.

i got over it.

this is the reason why i went to sec4 camp?

today is a damn sian day.
first day of camp nia, tot i'll love it
first activity feel the retardedness of it alr
dance was okok
not gonna blog about it, cuz ppl will come kp me
tmd.

after that during simi public speaking course
can fall asleep la. somemore the mood is alr damn sian

you know sometimes when u see others
u'll tell urself, "mayb i'm an idiot for not doing that"
ya.
dont call me emo today
i just feel sian
tmr is the real camp nia
hope i'll "enjoy" it. how fun. yay. night hike.

tmr my shoe will be black (i meant the stripes)
feel a bit...sian ma...
haiz.

oh ya a few more things la..today breakfast nvr eat,
ate the break in between the dance..
den lunch nvr eat, dinner eat liao, i still got one more dinner at home
haven eat yet...now arnd, 2049 hours alr? (this para was added on)
haiz...thought of smth la
obs tt time what happen back here i also dunno
think too much~ =.=
hope so.

after school feel sian
first time listen to chinese songs on my iPod when im outside
cuz i dun really like the feeling to listen to slow songs outside, when im out
it's all fast paced, maybe that explains why i walk so fast.
kk nth much la
bye.

跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
-夜曲

haha i was cwalking when i got home
LOL, socks and marble floor = <3
haha. hard to do Hops thou, heels will hurt =(
LOL kk most of u dunno wad im talkin about

today's lessons were very very very sian.
cuz i dunno why they were very very very sian, i just feel like
"shit all double period" =.= U KNOW?
bio i tired till teacher tot i not ok. =.=
aiya, double period. standard things like this will happen
i expected it. should i go back to my habits of coffee?
NO. dentist says no, means no.

tomorrow is the start of the camp, actually
not really, the camp is just 2day 1 night
the first day i take it as...
A SCHOOL DAY WITH CCA
den go back at nite. LOL
second night is just night hike....
and there's dance =)

kk tonight maybe not gonna study?
have an early sleep...
but hell, i think im still gonna sleep quite late
last night i mug till 12am. WOW!
LOL, eh, very...simple to concentrate till 12am at NIGHT
cuz very quiet, den my house here got wind wind wind...
so it's very cool la
den listen to 夜曲, will get those goosebump feeling.
idk how to say la lol

tonight i'll slack..after aspire camp i'll pia again
wa sian...i must must must do at least a "okok" standard for my Os
if not,
..............
dun wanna talk about that.

decided to upload some photos of the moon i saw ytd!







=) u'll see it someday.

i'm digging too much for chinese songs LOL
still digging now...
O lvl result out today
very stress sia...
next year our turn,
OMG LOL, feel like jumping off the balcony alreday.
T_T

lol these few days started to actually "mug" already..
today went sch early to study
chem...i feel so bad..cuz i ended up not teaching leh..
=(

kk den today all lessons were okok la
lol. YA
CHINESE BOOK TEST
LOL
it was easy? but im afraid of carelessness
root of all failures.

i think i feel a bit sian now liao ba..
later still got tuition..haiz...
i go do some amath or smth first...
bye

ok...today i achieved something great..
I MUGGED FROM 1400-1800
6hours! OMG!
eh ps 4hours! OMG!

lol playing pet society now. later i gonna mug again
after dinner.till 9pm ya?
LOL 9pm will be like my GOD DAMN FREE TIME!
xD for weekends la
after 9pm im totally free
weekdays i online from 9pm to 10pm, after that i go muggy muggy liao
LOL

felt good..finished my ss within one day
thanks to weiliang for those...past year papers LOL
kk today is a sunday...morning tuition is retarded la..just keep listening
den read, den listen...
finished my EL homework today...gonna finish up my amath bionomial theorum later
and den..i finished chinese book, OH! there is still chem wb, i did half alr..the metals la
still need to complete periodic table right? haha
if cannot i tmr morning go sch finish up periodic table. cuz metals i sure can finish by today
lol, omg i sound so nerd. TONIGHT, we shall, MUG.

nonono now it's ur turn?
cheer up! =)

okok this is my official post for today
i thought it over already.
if i have no fate with my family, i wont be part of the Xu family in the first place
so i should learn to cherish them.
yeap, thought it over frm last night till now.
thanks! a lot. =)

k today parents still go work
both went to work somemore...
lol nvm ba, good that they gave me some thinking space
like my previous post said, i went digging for chinese songs.
mostly jay chou i think
i know, it's not bili
but i think
i can show a new bili yea?
i'm chinese, cheena chinese.
(screw off nicky butt and tatwee.)

ok! today very very windy. (i dun wan type so long again la, LOL)
so i shall take up the challenge from somebody
not to on aircon for 10 days. I NOT GONNA ON FAN ALSO
=D
save mother earth!
mother earth provide wind for u
u dun wan use, use air con
haiyoh, wad type of creatures are we.
so not bili to say this right?
2009 la, it's a year to save energy xD

my blog song changed, ye qu is very very nice.
i dunno why. but jay chou loves chopin. o.O
what a cool thing. a pop artist liking a classical legend.
cool.

don't feel sian le!
monday i try try go over.

yo! i'm back ya?
cuz i erm...can use la
dun care alr...shit need to come up with study plan
to show my parents...how lame is that la...
damn i go do that now

btw i was digging for chinese songs
all ho weiyang fault. ask me go send him some songs =.=
LOL. kk, cya later

kk....
tis could b my last post...
really blew it up with my parents...
tmr onwards I got no more Internet or wadeva
I just let dem do wad they wan la...
so...won't be seeing me on...
posted from iPod touch...
and I'm really feeling damn damn down now.
kill me pls

my family is god damn fucked.

not in any good mood now

almost started a family fight ya?

damn.

ok...er im posting this cuz i think i feel bad?
tuition starting in half an hour
tonight end at 10pm..
omgz...i think cant chat le =(
tmr ba lol

think im posting cuz i know somebody will be reading? haha
today ah...got np training lor
and den mr ---'s LONGLONGLONG after training "10min" talk
(his time = 10min:1hour, GET IT?)
and den erm...today training was ok wad...
i dun see any "screwed" area. what's the screwed area? we're too slack?
i wanna know what exactly pissed him off. which i still dunno
when u say u dont see the "system"
what's the system? good programmes?
yea like someone said la
all teachers are like that, live with it.
after training... yea I FEEL SO BAD OMG.
making somebody wait for like...near 1 hour?
omg sry sry sry.
SORRY. =(

later got tuition tuition...sad...
mr ET! cannot dota with u liao
unless u gonna play in the 10pm time slot...
or mayb not gonna play if i find something else more impt to do.
OK i'm off to settle some admin stuff for NP now
monday still need to go HTA...to take our banners and some brochures

wait! the post isnt ending
we got our class tee!! xD
i wore it home today
exchanged it with matthew
cuz XXL for him is too big. (like it's not for me)
but i dont mind wearing oversized shirt.
shit i really wanna cancel my tuition (random)
the class tee looks damn nice i think
yes, credits go to qin pei for designing
oh ya, np unit tee, homing is helping me out i heard.
yes! my design got rejected, so bo pian la

OH YA today jian de came
xD jian de jian de. the, my sec1 FIRST ever NCO.
who was really GOOD.
the best NCO u could get yea? haha
CI now alr i think.. haha

today in class srsly felt damn sian again
i dun like the feeling when im in this new classroom..
i dunno why
i just feel very sian
cuz, imagine urself sitting at a corner of the classroom.
OK it might not be that bad for u, but for me, it's torture la
idk why =="
erm, k...dota with eugene tan. LOL lesson end i asked him if he wanna dota tonight
usually we play late ma...but he cant. =(
sad.

i'm so so so sry for making u wait..

i
am
so
rushing
on
something
now

k still gonna blog anyway.
today, first few periods.................
...............
............
........
....
k den math, i got back my test
omg. didn expect a 25 la =.=
like wth omg.
den bio i think i can sleep
(btw i heard miss toh looking for our blogs! >.<)
DIE, lets see wat's gonna happen if mine got found
MS TOH, IF U FIND KINDLY TAG PLS
I KNOW TAT WEE/NICKY BUTT/ SOMEBODY ELSE
is gonna impose ms toh and tag..
tmr got np training
i planned out some..games alr?
dun blame me if they are not up to standard pls
tell me what do you all want
and i'll try my best to plan it the way you guys want! =)

kk i ate lunch today at jp...
reason we go jp just to eat kfc, is very, dumb. LOL
kfc ya? i ate toasted twister
i forgot to order my cheese fries
only realised that after i see huiling with one =="
ya la ya la, ate with wingtong and friends.
I KNOW U GUYS ARE TRACKING MY BLOG.
eh...aiya, smth to say lor.
speaking chinese arh...kill me i also wont speak in front of more den 1 person
1person i still can
but more den 1 person i srsly cannot tahan (unless oral or smth)
k? lol.

okok wad else?
nothing else! off to plan my training again.

201st post
nth to celebrate about
nth to blog abt today
had some god damned headache in class
didn concentrate at all
thinking of a lot of stupid stuff
recess eat macoroni also stare into blank space

math test ah
first question bye bye liao
stupid careless mistake
gonna do chem in a while

holy shit.
somebody is gonna kena my knife if he's in front of me
"kena my knife" quote weiyang.

k that's all for today. peace out.

one last thing to add, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FION.

i gonna celebrate my 200th post now.
be ready

HELLO PEOPLE! THIS IS MY 200TH POST
(according to someone i'm addicted to blogging, cuz i started later and i overshot the post. IM NOT! i'm just bo liao =D)

OK HOW TO CELEBRATE?

lets go for tuition yea?
bb

dota based 夜曲！
enjoy haha.

i'm alright already. i guess
did a bit of math and such
so yea! look forward.
it sorta links back to big dreams again...
but it is not based on my dream
it is based on somebody close to me
"don't listen to what nobody say, and don't let nobody turn you away"

yeaps. i got tuition at 830pm later
might still go online after that?
or mayb i'll just mug mug mug till 12am.
MY GOAL TODAY,
study till 12am!

and you jy too!

ok...im still feeling quite the same ya?
tuition frm 8.30pm - 10pm...
bleah. i go do math ba..later still need to go buy dinner
mom did not cook
Kyle-Superstar really chills me down.
cwalk chills me more..



enjoy...

tell me something that i dont know.

school today was boring yea..
forgot to bring my chinese tb
startin of sch assembly was screwed alr
idk why also

also, i keep forgetting what i wanna say
and keep forgetting what i wanna do also
kit kats in my bag.

what's worse den having a boring day with...
2 FREE PERIOD?
omg la, physics teacher go re service
we missed 2 periods of physics alr.
not including the "hello and welcome back" speech from the first lesson which was on friday
sianz. physics is so impt that i cannot afford to fail it

today after sch went to sumo house
WEIYANG U BASTARD LA LOL

nothing much today...most probably wont be online tonight
feel damn sian, oh ya
i got tuition tonight.
sian tmr got test
thought i'd revise it today
but after sch i went to library to borrow a book and walk arnd it...
just feels weird la, den went out and bought 2 files (i dunno for what) and 2 pens (i dunno for what also)
ya today just feels weird. DONT ASK ME WHY LA OK?
just damn sian

i go do something, that i know i shouldnt be doing now
to release all these inside of me
1 game of dota. that's it.
mayb i'll be better later yea?
cya people.

im going to post a bit early today cuz
i havent post for quite a few days le...
well i was studying, in fact,
mugging for my emath...
arcs circles, percentiles quartiles....
found out not so good at it yet...
need some practice yea? tonight

tmr got assembly...in the hall, WTH
the hall looks small yea?

today nth much ba.....just
posting to tell u guys what i did today lor

morning went to school early to learn my quartiles and percentiles....
ya i think i get it la...but nt so sure yet..
need practice. frm wad i heard, that is the easiest topic for sec4 alr..
so i MUST score at least A1 for this test..
yea? so people, JY!

erm during lesson today ah...i think we all hor..
still in holiday mood LOL
all lessons like free period lor
mr kamal go reservice
den we all, stand outside lab for dunno hw long
den i started gliding with amos =="
after that we all went back to class, stone outside there
cuz key with the bio students, den only to realise, BIO STUDENTS
THEY WERE IN THE 4C1 CLASSROOM
tmd waste time outside classroom doing nth
srsly like after exam free period those type of things leh....
i dun wanna fail my Os, I DUN WANNA GET SHITTY RESULTS FOR MY Os
i wanna enter the same JC as you after my Os.
small font still looks weird ya?

ah i feel very...weird today la
idk what's the feeling again
but nvm la, should just concentrate in class
the math teacher can make me sleep leh..wonderful.
i fell asleep 3 times, one time i dropped my paper =.=
very nice hor? they said we got the best teacher. it's a new teacher ya?
but "experienced"

after school go eat "lunch" at a hawker centre in clementi...
guess wad was our lunch
TANG YUAN
WTH. i ordered ginger soup...not bad lor
2 peanut and 2 sesame.
k i tell u all, GINGER IS NICE.
den go home i really cannot tahan
went down to mac
and bought 3, YES T-H-R-E-E DOUBLE CHEESEBURGERS (for $6)
WENT HOME
AND ATE ALL OF THEM WITHIN HALF AN HOUR
it's good
it reminds me of pulp fiction.
"What type of burgers?" - Pitt
"Big Cahoona burgers" - Brett
"OOOH, IT'S THE HAWAIIN JOINT" - Pitt
"Mind if i have a bite?" - Pitt
"MMM MMM! This IS good burger" - Pitt
.
..
...(skip)

"you know what do they call a quarter pounder with cheese in paris?" - Pitt
"no" - Brett
"vincent tell him" - Pitt
"it's A Royale with Cheese" - Vincent
"you know why?" - Pitt
"cuz of the metric system?" - Brett
"CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN OF BRETT!" - Pitt

kk later i gonna facebook a while. LOL FACEBOOK
WORD CHALLENGE!
i dun care i must beat the high score.
and....
WHO HAS THE BIGGEST BRAIN?!?!
my brain is 1585cm cube currently
WAHAHAHA.
k i going off liao. dinner and later, er...study? or mayb facebook
LOL!

i isolate myself frm u when im with my friends
i feel bad, but if u isolate urself frm ur friends, i feel more bad
so yea, i'll live with that.
oh yea, this morning i think it was very tired ba...

tis is whr i got my blog song from...OK?
today i practice cwalk till blister... =="

blogging a bit early today...
mug halfway before i suddenly dont feel like liao
==" i realised smth
MY NAME GOT STOLEN.
great. no more of "the SUN"
screw this man, i dont blame the person for stealing la
mayb just nice it's the same
or maybe i came up with it at a later time
so, bleah. dunno, i just remove it la. now that nobody is unhappy yet.

kk was doing chinese compo, before i wanted to watch PULP FICTION!
kids dont watch please, it's a vulgar mafia movie. understand?
well yea, LOL DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU.

yea yea, people spamming at the other blog, please come here
dont mess with my friend yea?
or according to weiyang, u'll kena my knife. =.=

today did nothing much i find...i did the circles thing
aint so hard at all, just a bit confusing
the radian i dunno how to do...as in, i really dun get it, how to do the question
i know that one radian = 180 degrees
bleah, i meant PIE radian = 180degrees
but den i cannot apply it...omg la, test on wed. T_T

kk i think im off to try and continue doing my chinese compo...
no motivation, wan me write about obs
how to write sia. all the names in english lor.
translate kinabalu for me
CANNOT RIGHT?

er ok i suddenly rmb got ASPIRE 09. LOL
i think gonna be one more of those slack camp la
this camp is smth like er....
loads of enrichment activities and they just keep us in school to sleep?
eh are we sleeping in sch or wad? i tot sec1 also sleeping in school
OR ARE WE NOT EVEN GONNA SLEEP OVERNIGHT?
maybe it's just a "camp"? =.=" honestly i dunno aspire 09 is wad camp leh
they say study camp
but if im not wrong got night walk and stuff
heck la, we'll know LOL

k erm....i dunno la, later mayb posting again...

i realise that we sms more den last time, i should restrict myself le ba...
eh small font looks so weird...

smooth eh? the startin glide's nice! xD

last night i didn sleep quite well
too excited yea? also, felt damn pissed off about something
people love to spam huh
kindly pls stop spamming, cuz u guys are acting like 2year old children
who sits in front of a computer doing stupid stuff
lets see u talk in real life.
"woof woof."
dogs.
i bet ur mom(oh if ur a dog, den mayb ur mom's not human eh?) didn really give birth to u for you to spam huh?
go back in her womb pls
now lemme tell u guys smth
spam all u want, but it just shows that u guys have no-life.
no-offence, but,
bark on, dogs.

on to today
went to school...and den it's the normal things yea
lol, didn really feel anything cuz there's trust.
den reach school, den nothing else to do
seating arrangement a bit screwed
the distance suddenly feel so far apart.
but yea, stop stoning le la. haha.

next week got math test
yea i'm looking forward to tuesdays again LOL
wed emath test...arcs and the percentile thing
honestly, i havent touch that yet. all i did was
trigo trigo trigo
den forgot about emath.

today got np meeting, went gym before that
the clementi sports hall that one
not bad la, lol
found out it's quite nice to do it
saw sean there, he left his things there last time LOL

our classroom quite small leh....lol
the whiteboard i know what's the problem liao
there's this protective layer of plastic over it
and u sorta have to peel if off before u can use it yea?
=.=" and just wrote on it like that.

OK PEOPLE
GREAT NEWS
HO WEIYANG IS MY NEW GUITAR STUDENT.
*applause*

m---a business yea?
LOL

yea today i cleared somethings up..
i felt damn bad when i actually ________
and erm, yea made it a promise le.
anything unhappy or sort just say ba.
it's a solution, to the first problem of the year? o.O haha

okok today i slacked. full stop.

tml got np meeting...
3pm, sch end 12.40
so before that brenban drag me along to gym
OK LA I GO. HAPPY? LOL

kk today really nothing much
i was thinking about somethings la....
so, yea...but slept at 4am today, woke up 11am, now damn tired...tmr still got sch...
i think i off tonight earlier. haha

happy new year people!
not gonna centre my posts, cuz i find that it looks better this way?
haha. omg you know that i just reach home now? =.=
the countdown was stupid. but will be quite romantic if seen from far and....
YOU DONT HAVE NEARLY 100,000 PEOPLE AROUND YOU, TRYING TO SQUEEZE AROUND?
heck la, u know i sit there wait for 2hours
den fireworks, and go home. i didn feel anything
it's just another day, but a new beginning
a new beginning need not mean celebration right?
haha, but it's something worth to remember
tis year 2008, is a VERY lucky year for me
cuz somebody has been giving me luck all the while! you know who u are. haha

anyways, since i see that most of the ppl are summing up 2008
i shall sum it up too

last year, 2008, new year day.
lets see, all i did was slack..and dota
picked up dota that time
and started on it ever since
slack and slack
so, starting of 2008
it was a screwed up year.

i feel like the luckiest person on Earth.
nvr did i know tat for such a long time a person liked me yea?
and erm nvr did i expect that i would find out
and i expected that i'd like that person.
and i wish that things will go well for us two in the future.

lots of troubles gone through together to be what we are today
exams, cca, even my addiction to the computer
i figured out my motivation to study
i figured out doubts i have for very long time
in year 2008, what i found out, is a lot.

starting of the year, i'm blind
cant believe what i did.
after june hols, i started to realise a great fact
yea? and erm, walking to sch tgt with you.
usually it's me overtaking you (even thou ur fast)
i'm quoting smth frm weixiong now.
"dont walk behind me, i wont lead, dont walk in front of me, i wont follow, walk beside me"
yeaps. haha.

year 2008, i failed most of my tests, lets not elaborate on that yea?
mayb with the exception of one time whn i got top in class for math
great sense of achievement, dont laugh at me pls...it is a great sense of achievement...
you know why? cuz i revised that test with somebody at the library before the test.
yeaps. haha. trigo. =)

year 2008, tuesdays were so fun, almost every tues it's library day
you know why? cuz it is the day that sch ends earliest.
yr 2009, cannot le...monday or friday now...after cca suspend
cuz..tuesday got higher chinese thing... =( (ps i see wrongly, i saw 3D1 class timetable 09 LOL)
LOL psps, still looking forward to tues!

year 2008, i uploaded canon rock. WOOW!

year 2008, i went to china, used the computer everyday to email. wow. 50+ replies LOL!
went to China, took a pebble from my grandfather's pebble collection and gave it to somebody
haha, nah it's ok, i nvr regretted that, it's luck!

year 2008, mugging till late night for most of the days........... =.=

year 2008, got promoted to training head of npcc.
well, that was a great change to my life i guess.
sgt rank 2008 too.

year 2008, joined campcraft competition and came out with....not so good resullts? haha

year 2008, i rmb, I STARTED THIS BLOG.

year 2008, ok i am just putting a year 2008 in front and writing all those stuff that comes into my mind LOL, erm i didnt buy girl guide cookie when i usually did for the past 2 years.
i have my reasons ok?

year 2008, taking a same train everyday? haha, well,
this is one very...fun one. cuz it seems magical
how a person will appear in front of u everyday
who u see in class everyday
but u dont talk to outside school.
well, year 2008, broke down the communication barrier, started talking on the train.

wait interupt, you know it is 2009 here? some ppl are still counting down to 2009 in the other part of the world yea? LOL

year 2008, i had a feeling that is undescribable by words..it's called
i dunno what is it called, but the feeling is very...sweet

year 2008, i went to OCIP once more, first time was pri sch
this time it was so much more fun. LOL
OCIP...haha, well, dont feel bad about the specs haha.
set up a bball rim that's higer den our sch's, and it is for pri sch kids. =.=
shopping with a girl, i dun usually "shop", but yea, it was fun! haha
bookstore lol, keep running into LLP.
we got _________ yea? ROFL!
it's fun, but yea...i rather buy the doll if we were allowed to go to gu cheng. =(
seeing the jade mountain was...magnificant? LOL

year 2008, went to library to study for ONE WHOLE DAY. WOW.
i enjoyed that. haha.

year 2008, went for obs. i didn enjoy it.
yea
(WARNING, EXPLICIT)
i fucking felt stupid and retarded ok
cuz you wanna mess with me u just say it out
pls dont hurt me or my friends
ok? i know bad to curse during a fucking new year
but i wish that i didn go for obs now.
i wished that things can change, i go back to 2008
miss toh ask me obs, i said NO.
u see, fuck this camp. screw this.
you see, i've got NOTHING to do with kinabalu anymore ok
u guys made my day already. son of a bitch.
i rather stay in sg.

year 2008, watched movie. first one we had i guess?
haha, well, i enjoyed it yea. =)

year 2008, i went to countdown and regretted.
could have called somebody and wish them a happy new year, but
ended up sending sms...i'm sorry
last call of 2008 wasnt made..

year 2008, lots of things happen.
most of it was about HER!
haha i think, there's more to come for us in 2009?
yea haha, well, i'm sorry if year 2008 u've been through a lot of downs
but i promise it'll go up this year.
=)