this is the reason why i went to sec4 camp?

today is a damn sian day.
first day of camp nia, tot i'll love it
first activity feel the retardedness of it alr
dance was okok
not gonna blog about it, cuz ppl will come kp me
tmd.

after that during simi public speaking course
can fall asleep la. somemore the mood is alr damn sian

you know sometimes when u see others
u'll tell urself, "mayb i'm an idiot for not doing that"
ya.
dont call me emo today
i just feel sian
tmr is the real camp nia
hope i'll "enjoy" it. how fun. yay. night hike.

tmr my shoe will be black (i meant the stripes)
feel a bit...sian ma...
haiz.

oh ya a few more things la..today breakfast nvr eat,
ate the break in between the dance..
den lunch nvr eat, dinner eat liao, i still got one more dinner at home
haven eat yet...now arnd, 2049 hours alr? (this para was added on)
haiz...thought of smth la
obs tt time what happen back here i also dunno
think too much~ =.=
hope so.

after school feel sian
first time listen to chinese songs on my iPod when im outside
cuz i dun really like the feeling to listen to slow songs outside, when im out
it's all fast paced, maybe that explains why i walk so fast.
kk nth much la
bye.

跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
-夜曲