Thanks Jo, this song is stuck in my head now and I'm laughing at it LOL.

Love The Way You Lie

"Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie."

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem feat. Rihanna

Good song. Good song.

Empty?!?

The stress of all of our daily lives is clearly reflected from how seldom we blog nowadays. Let alone to even tag. LOL.

I can't wait for Dec holidays to come. Because I got a feeling that September Holidays will just be a 5 day study break. December!! December!!! December!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Other than that, I shall go back to my Chem. Come on -.- There's Eqm, Alkane, Alkene test tomorrow. Lecture test again. Lucky I brought a jacket and left it in my locker. I am REALLY REALLY gonna wear it during the test. Or else I'll simply just freeze to death. Bet most of the time why my answers are fucked is due to the coldness. (Looking for excuses LOL)

Yes, of to the books again. To all the people from CTSS '09, hope you guys are doing well. :) PWN THOSE NOOBZORSZZXZXZX.

Wedding Dress.

Wijohn found it. Not bad.

Yea. Really not bad.

So Unlucky?

Why is my family so unlucky nowadays?

After I fell sick, my dad fell sick

Then came my mom burning herself while cooking. Her head has two burn black marks now.

Then today, dad fell down in the office. Now he's home with headache. Making me worried sick.

What's with all these??

What I am.

 

I find this pic very epic. Zai right?!

Double Rainbow

I wish I could cry over a double rainbow too. :(

What's up

Now I finally know, what's up with that song... not my blog song. Somebody else's.

Like...

Like I'm the greatest fucker on the Earth right now.

GP Formative Essay!

Hello guys!

I finished my GP formative essay hehehehe!!! It really reminds me of how ET used to vet my narratives over and over again. I wrote a lot, he rejected a lot, because all sucked. LOL. Anyway in the end, it's still a B4 for English. Aww.. At least I'm still passing GP now in JC. Hope the next test I can push it up to at least 60 marks. I mean, how hard could it be? It's just explaining what you want to say properly. Yeap! I believe I can do it. :)

Ok! Today... was such a tiring day because I found out that I have to redo my PW. Totally redo it. Fuck you for asking me to bring my laptop. Really there's totally no point in me bringing a freaking laptop to school. So here's something for you. _|_

Alright moving on, I feel so relaxed today because I've already done all my homework due tomorrow yesterday. Luckily I did economics yesterday. I'm seeing people rushing them today. Wonder what will Alicia Ong do to them. She really isn't a bad teacher. Honestly, if you are going to say that every teacher here is a bad teacher, then why don't you quit school? I would be very happy if you quit school you know. I don't mind having one to one tutorials everyday. How awesome huh. SO just stop complaining about "She sucks la, putting up a fierce front." Because you are the one who is looking at things with a wrong perception.

Hmm I really wonder if any of my classmates are actually reading this. Well if you are, do tag! Or tell me when I'm in school what an asshole I am. I'll greatly appreciate it. :)

What else... ah, charms is suuuupppppeeer busy LOL. Okok I go research a bit on my eco fashion for project work. :(

I will do well for my PW, don't worry people.

Tomorrow is Friday! Finally!!! :D

TGIF in 2 hours 18minutes~!

Let's Pretend...

Let's pretend. Just pretend.

I really hope this week would be over soon. That's going to be bad for my blog but good for my mental health. Keep blogging in to talk about daily life nowadays.

Today woke up feeling kinda dizzy and whirly. Don't know what's going on too, so just went to brush my teeth with my eyes closed. (Wow, of course in the end the toothpaste drops splashed all over the mirror, mum just scolded me) Then washed my face by splashing water over it. I only do that for days which I'm really feeling tired and sleepy, always worked, but I don't know why it didn't today. Oh well. Then went on to take a dump.

Yea, halfway while taking a dump, I wanted to doze off. My phone was in my hands, wanted to tweet something I think, then as my eyes closed... my phone DROPPED. Lucky not into the toilet bowl. Or else it's really gg.com for one entire day. It dropped, the battery cover came out, that woke me up a bit. In the end I was so afraid to doze off again that I just left the house like this. Oh, after spraying my nose. (It's medication.)

School was eeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Yea. That's a fantastic adjective to explain my school life. How 'interesting' huh. Went to school with first period PW tutorial. Well, here's something la, I'm not really sure if others can see this, but fuck it. I'm writing this out. I'm not almighty, I don't know everything, don't depend on me for everything, and don't think that I will do all the work for you. Because here is this thing for you fuckers. I WON'T DO WORK FOR PEOPLE. Unless it's employment. You ain't got no fuckin' right to hire me. So get your small/medium/big ass back to the chair, and DO YOUR WORK THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO.

After that was the tuburculosis test. Well I'm quite worried actually, because I'm actually coughing, fevering, sore throating, fluing these few days. So there's quite high a chance to get TB. Oh what an assumption. Some claimed the needle to hurt, it was ok for me.

CAME GP. WAH WAH WAH GP. Watched another video of the teenage market. How the market is actually targeted to teens now. It's quite true actually, most companies develop products for teens now. Other than that nothing much. -.- Lame. Took down some notes.


Chemistry lecture was boring.


Chemistry practical was cool, didn't do so much solutions for myself before. My target aim is just to complete the god damn report, and get out of the lab. It's my main objective there. Not to play around in the lab. Retards. Seriously if after reading this, some of you have something against me, just do this. Turn around, count 1 to 10, pick up your Time magazine and read an article out loud, and then turn back to your computer, look at the top right corner and click the cross. No not Jesus. The CROSS [X].


Economics tutorial! I think only people who don't listen will think that the new economics teacher is bullshit. She's quite good in elaborating what we need to do, and telling us the important points. What's so bad about her attitude? I find these teachers good. As in they are just articulate, not fierce. What a way to portray people as 'fierce'. Once again if you have something against me, you know what to do.


Alright econs tutorial ends and I went to chemistry practical make up. The teacher should just cut the crap and let me carry on with the practical. I could easily finish it within half an hour and GET OUT OF THE LAB.


Go home, online, stone, bath, eat, and I'm here.


That's all, thanks for reading.


Oh, wait, on the way home today, I looked up in the clouds, and I asked myself.


If the sunlight could make it's way through the dark clouds, why can't I?

Recently....

Hi guys, recently this is how my desktop has been looking like. LOL. EoM on the left, article on the right. How innovative eh? I'm such a great person :)

Most people are busy right now with... erm, homework, EoM, CCAs. But chill! Not to say procrastinate, but I'm sure there's a balance between yin and yang. Wow I sound so philosophical in a... exotic way. Well, I do believe that there's balance in everything, but for people who really cannot balance, I strongly suggest you just stick to one of them...

Charms!!!!!!! So stressed nowadays ah.. Look on the bright side, it's only ONE week! All the best! :):):)

I just watched Bourne Supremacy, such a wonderful movie. Even better than the James Bond bullshit. LOL. Yeap! It's definitely better. The way Bourne does things systematically really amuses me. I mean, seriously, who would get shot, drive, pour alcohol on the shot wound, and look at the map, and give his wound a dressing? Marvelous. Well then again, it's only a movie. LOL. Let's learn the realistic things from the movie instead of drooling on the imagined 'facts'.

Here's a video that JJ enterprise shared with us during civics today, I actually took the effort to find it out.

Very interesting video that emphasizes how video games affects our daily lives. I understand that to certain people I may look like a DotA addict. And of course like most addicts will do, I would deny it. To a certain extent why I'm not addicted is because, first, I got a life, that's studying in a Junior College. Second, I don't give up family and friends for... computer games. Well ok, friends are integrated with computer games, LOL, but family definitely not giving them up. NOT EVEN GIVING UP MY GIRLFRIEND ON DOTA! Come on, (ok maybe sometimes I go off playing and not talk to her for a while :X that's every week. I'm sorry LOL)

Alright the point here is, not everybody who knows a lot about the game, or plays the game pretty often are ADDICTS. Definition of addiction is actually unable to stop doing something without force. Do my parents drag me away from my computer to prevent me from playing games? LOL. NO.

That's all for today la, hope that you guys enjoy the video. It's pretty awesomely done. :)

What I've Felt, What I've Known...

From a Metallica song, The Unforgiven.

"What I've felt, what I've known, never shine through what I've shown."

It's been in my head for a damn long time anyway. Since I first heard the song in Sec 2. Such a catchy phrase with so much meaning to me all of the time.

I guess I wasn't in the right state of mind yesterday to post that post below. (Read below.)

That's an excuse. But I can tell you that I was really feeling quite down yesterday. Don't know why either.

Did differentiation this morning, and found out that JC's dy/dx is so much more complicated. Ah lunch. Tata.

After All That You Have Been Through

After all that you have been through...

You find that everybody is the same, with the unintentional intention to hurt you.
You find that people have ups and downs
You find that all humans will not want excess of something, neither too little
You find that most of the time you are taken for granted
You find that after all that you have been through...

You still have not grown.
You still have not matured your thinking
You still have not won your inner self
You still have not killed virus in you
You are just a kid.

And most of all, after all that you have been through, you realize, nothing is perfect, nothing will be, unless you define perfect itself.

What's perfectness? Nothing = Perfect. Giving nothing, is the perfect gift in this case, is it true? Of course it ain't.

Logically, what I'm speaking is CRAP. People are already scolding you, "Bili, fuck you, you are making no sense."

Thanks.

But I still want to write on like an asshole right now.

In life, you may be just a pawn on the chess board, with the king in checkmate right in front of you. Everything fits in so perfectly, it seems that the game is coming to an end, victory is in hand.

Until you found out, it's not your turn.

GP and Econs!

Hey hey hey hey I’m just back AGAIN!

Update about my common test results! I’ve gotten back three of them already. GP, Econs and Math. And… here you go!

GP- 50/100
Econs- 30/55
Math- 46/70

Well, what to say? I couldn’t feel anymore luckier for my GP and Econs. I’m not sure, but I feel that, English has always been my weak subject, and it’s hard to score. But I passed my GP, out of 23 people, I heard very few passed. I mean, wow. Maybe it’s pure luck. But et said on Facebook that it was my “Hard work and a dash of luck”. Wow.

As for Econs, I know that I did not put in my best, YET. Wait charms just came online, say hi to her first.

Ok I said hi.

Erm, yea for my Econs, I’m not really convinced that I have reached my limits already. But I could push it up for a C or B instead of an… E. I’m the second highest in my class. Highest is just… 31. Gosh. Oh charms is busy D: must be AVA stuff or she just need to study. Haha later I still gotta study for my Chinese open book test.

Well… Math is the greatest regret (遗憾) of all. (I’m getting in my Cheena mood already, come to me MT Oral!) I went to the toilet and missed out on one question. Lost 3 marks. With that 3 marks I could have secured an A. :( LOL but I find it damn joke. Go toilet, come back and miss out on one question. LOL.

Yeap, common tests are over, next up would be promos!! (I mean the important exam.) Not forgetting the random lecture tests and quizzes in between as well. All the best people!

Tata!

DotA

Oh hi I'm going to DotA now. A quick post before I go.

I have nothing to write about. Even though so much happened.

:( :( :( :( :(