hello hello peeps.

today went to sch as normal, morning dun really feel much like vomitting, but still filled with an empty feeling and gastric. it has continued for one whole week alr.. hai, i just weighed myself. 49kg. 1kg less. siao i lose weight like free fall liddat, gain weight like going against gravity. hai..

today in sch did the normal stuff, night focus coming soon, wonder if i should go or not. cuz i scared i go liao den nvr really study also. but i scared i go home also slack my day away. so how? i dunno leh, quite worried. yup, it's friday people! relaxation. i need some.

was supposed to go swimming with niger they all la, but somehow they went... tennis. =.= lame la omg. wanted to swim only nia.. nvm la nxt time nxt time. I WANT PLAY BALL ALSO, my court i know nobody there, go there play a bit weird. sian leh, so long nvr swim and play ball. the last time i swam was during june hols after a gym session. oh i nvr go gym for 1week i think.. cuz of my gastric, it still dont feel good. my bladder's working up for no reason, i needa go toilet again. kk back. stomach ache again la. =.= feel like crap.

uh... other than that... nth la lol, still got wad? nth lor... haha today was quite shocked when smth happened... yup.
i really wish that... we could be.
i'm still not quite used to the empty feeling.