this guy quite sweet la, c-walk for his, erm, most impt person in his life? haha, that's why, treasure things before they're gone or better, dont let them be gone =)
changed back to the old blogskin! cuz 1, opinions did contribute. actually 1 opinion only and that's enough? LOL! this one more colour ma, like what somebody said. =)
haha actually, i wanted to ask long time ago... but friends are more impt! =)
hello people...changed blogskin yea? lol, i did it within like, 15minutes? ROFL bear with it for a while if u hate it cuz i got a feeling it will be hated. anyways, today i didn slack until now that i on my comp changed my blogskin and sorta, er, listen to music. LOL! btw i figured out something... but idk la, lol, impossible.... or mayb i'm lying to myself....? nah. impossible.
i did math, chinese, chemistry today. i realised tt i always do chem leh... what's so nice about chem? idk also just easy to understand now liao haha! hope that u guys find it easy to understand too eh i think new blogskin shldn centre my words? GIVE OPINIONS THANKS THE TAGBOARD IS STILL THERE YEA?
this looks better? lol nvm, erm...yea i just did those things today lor my mom making pao now. pau* wadeva u call that my family style eat arnd 5-6 at one go dont be surprised la i have been doing it for years? LOL
actually was abt to go play basketball tonite one...but den smth cropped up la..need to eat at home, cuz making pau = must eat ma family u know? i treasure my family a lot ok. happy? but den i dun tink i got the time for those bball training leh... all at bedok, den all is 8pm at night u see i got 4 tuitions a week 2 npcc training liddat 6 days taken WTF means + bball training ONE WHOLE WEEK WONT BE FREE so yea...maybe after Os or something? lol i like push everything after Os not good to do that too but den i see that after Os ppl very free leh. i'll go join some dota competition ba xD WAIT think of improving ur studies first xD math i understand liao. proving is easy, just RHS or LHS den solve LOL! always have the formula beside u.
eh guys, i know very luo suo but idk why i feel like changing back to old skin. BLEAH SOMEBODY ENLIGHTEN ME PLS cuz i bo liao ma. anyhow change change skin this skin actually i wanna use de. cuz that time i found this skin i blogger preview it, it was screwed, but i nvr save template change and den view the blog it actually works. so yea...somebody enlighten me?
intro to the few jokers up there first frm the left, JOE SATRIANI (satch!), STEVE VAI!, YNGWIE MALMSTEEN (DUDE THIS GUY'S INSANE) LOL i'm crazy over these three ppl the first two, satch and vai are master and student. satch master, vai student the yngwie guy is simply the god of both. OWNS BOTH FLAT! LOL, ok i dun tink most of u understand wad i talking so little ppl appreciate instrumental music liao i'm going against the flow. happy?
i think i'm thinking too much lar... lol anyways you didn slack right?! lol!
YES! today was a wonderful day but i sorta regretted doing somethings? haha, too long nvr go out a bit weird weird feeling ba..but den got used to it halfway thru lol cuz v long nvr go out liao ma...
TWILIGHT! lol we reached there arnd, 1220? or somewhere there la, den according to the wise sister words, we are suppose to buy tickets first but there isnt a point cuz nobody really went to watch =.= v few ba... den they nvr elt us choose seats, anyhow give one but den the seats okok ba... went to eat...xiao wan mian LOL the soup sucks thou didn really drink it ate those things inside only i brought tissue YES. after that go walk around, and can finish walking around the whole place within 30minutes? lol den just went up to cinema, thinking that we were late and den watched ads for quite a while LOL yea we bought nachos and cheese and coke.
during the movie, OK i'll not spoil it go watch urself if u wanna know cuz i dun like spoiloers? mayb i do, LOL, but den some of u might not so yea, haha. so during the movie it will be known as blah blah blah but i know i regretted not doing something this time la T_T
after that, going out ma I DUNNO WHY I THREW THE NACHOS AWAY OMG it was quite nice, but i think my finger got dipped into the cheese for a lot of times den the coke yea? lol threw away also OMG LOL den walk arnd, found out it was rly quite small small place? haha nvm its ok den erm, at popular for quite a while? tot i can find some 100% plastic cards in comics connection but all ended up with some taiwanese pop star cards or smth bleah. den walk walk and go home
guess what ppl, I RAN INTO NIGER ANG. HE'S LIKE, THE TOWER STANDING ARND THE MRT GATE LOL, den yea went home lor... OH YA ran into QIANHUA AND CHARISSA SOMEMORE =.= lol great then. haha.
The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and goodwill shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.
THANKS TO HO WEIYANG FOR INTRODUCING SUCH A QUOTE FOR ME.
it's 28th again. so i shldn blog too much cuz i scared i blog 4posts again... ytd i blog 4posts liao
tmr goin out! so not planning to study tmr but i got tuition on tuesday haha, I SWEAR, I'M GONNA TRY TO SWIM IN THE MORNING TMR LOL, cuz it's cool? yea? like wake up 8am first thing u do is to get into the waters and move around, yea? haha and the sunblock is cool, cuz it feels oily and it feels good idk why, but yea. and den after u come up put aloe vera more cool got a cooling feeling OMG I SOUND SO BLOODY GAY OMG.
ya somebody training for 2.4 until intimidate me liao later i run so slow v pai seh OH, so tmr shld i go gym run first den go swimming? LOL sounds like a plan to me.
but i'll probably not run. LOL
ok i played guitar just now...and found out i cant sweep no more T_T i must practice liao BUT OS COMING! so i must practice and study at the same time =(
next yr my bday is 090909. according to someone movies will come out tt day so yea! xD haha =)
i realised smth again it's 28th and things are not going as they are expected to. wth. sian. nvm, tmr's 29th! =D
see, 28th? nah, 28th sian... like so cursed for me i rather 13th, 13 is like my lucky numba? 09/09/1993 09:13 my birth information remove the 9s and u will see two 13 forming up so my fav numba 13 and 9! xD
hmm...last night was totally screwed. i think it's true that when ur tired u tend to say things without thinking or perhaps say things that u dont even wanna think about cuz..nvm bah.. ytd was just screwed, didn really have sleep...so slept this afternoon er, until arnd 1730.. study a while lor...did the chinese workbook and den i wanted to do math but den idk lol just...haha, didn have the heart to do it?
sorta waiting for smth now kept waiting for one whole day alr haha,but nbm, ok with everything i think im ok yea i am ok. off to play guitar
the thoughts came in yeah. i could have kept my mouth shut, but truth is, i felt nothing actually these trouble u stir it up urself u gotta clean it up urself how? i got no idea. why not think over it tonight huh? cuz i think it's gonna be a sleepless night again. you know i keep doing this things that makes u say "shit i shouldnt have done it in the first place" after u do it u get what i mean?
cuz sometimes life's like that it's the only thing i tell myself cuz this is life. ups and downs thru the downs u gain energy to go up aint not such thing called straight road mayb yes, in near future. but for now i just have to go through these ups and downs huh?
what factors i talking? what i talking omg...i think...all these was screwed by me. if only suddenly a magic genie could come out and grant me my wish and then i'll simply just live in peace. ok the magic genie thing made me change my blog song ==" digress.
i dunno, but, there's smth i gotta tell ya there's been stress for u i know but still, be sure u have my luck!
lets look forward to the next 9hours of sleepless time. not gonna blog, but lie down on my bed la. well, i'm sorry =(
okok a short post today czu nothing much happen toady tuition, breakfast and stuff..
pls don't misunderstand i'm very scared of that... just nice that the website that turned my life upside down came but don't forget, u were the one who turned it right back up. i'll erase off the memories i don't want another one just cuz of this website. lets move on! =)
LOL check out the audition songs somebody reminded me of audition now i feel like playing, but i must RESIST THE TEMPTATION! CHINESE LADY! WOOF WOOF WOOF
I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world, but its feeling just like every other morning before, Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I and started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?
chorus: But I believe the world is burning to the ground oh well I guess we're gonna find out let's see how far we've come let's see how far we've come Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend, let's see how far we've come let's see how far we've come
I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know then I can't remember caring for an hour or so started crying and I couldn't stop myself I started running but there's no where to run to I sat down on the street, took a look at myself said where you going man you know the world is headed for hell say all goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to
I believe the world is burning to the ground oh well I guess we're gonna find out let's see how far we've come (right now) let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end oh well, I guess, we're gonna pretend, let's see how far we've come let's see how far we've come
Its gone gone baby its all gone there is no one on the corner and there's no one at home well it was cool cool, it was just all cool now it's over for me and it's over for you well its gone gone baby its all gone there's no one on the corner and there's no one at home well it was cool cool, it was just all cool now it's over for me and it's over for you
I believe the world is burning to the ground oh well I guess we're gonna find out let's see how far we've come let's see how far we've come Well I, believe, it all, is coming to an end oh well, i guess, we're gonna pretend, let's see how far we've come, again let's see how far we go let's see how far we've come let's see how far we go let's see how far we've come let's see how far we go let's see how far we've come let's see how far we go let's see how far we've come
=D
nice song. haha. let's see how far we've come.... =0
okok today I SWIM! ok la i think somebody hear all that i am about to blog about liao... LOL i swam today 7 rounds around the pool! nobody today, and got sun suddenly the sun got blocked out i tot i fainting. =.=
den morning went to meet someone to pass smth and get smth first =) den i went back to school for NPCC meeting. and den we...talked about 2009 stuff and stuff and stuff la WELCOME MERVYN SIM AS A NEW CTNPCC CI!! =D (iPod Touch!)
i am updating my blog !!
ok i did math today HAIIYAAAH!! idk why la quite high today LOL
ok i dunno why i am saying this now but disclaimer or wadeva u call that here THE SONG AT THE TOP IT HAS NOTHING GOT TO DO WITH MY SITUATION NOW cuz the world is not ending for me! xD
ok people, tmr i need to go back school at 9am for NPCC meeting
WOOHOOO so long no such thing happen liao usually i'll feel sian but dunno why im feeling high about this. =.=" haha, 助人为快乐之本! i'm a kind soul with good karma. xD
yes, CHRISTMAS lets see what did i do. morning wake up send some sms and den washed my bag. school bag i think my bag looks stupid and it looks ugly but heck, better den nth to carry my books to school huh i know i can always get a new one but what for? waste money only. unless my bag really use for 2years la which i know of someone who did haha kk erm, washed my bag, scrubbed my bag, soaped my bag, rinsed my bag and now it's drying and it rained. !@#$% after i do that i think i dota for one game christmas ma..slacking day, no mood to chiong OMG i am so killing myself like my hol homework still got so much? lol i'll finish them soon watch me. crap tmr still need go school. =.=" kk back to topic today went to east coast... YES! IN THE NEW FORD MONDEO!! i got the photos on my facebook but den i'll post some good ones here too for the full one, just add me on facebook la. LOL
THE ALL NEW FORD MONDEO
AHAAHAHA!
this is cool, u press the edge
den it'll pop out
U OPEN. AND VIOLA!!
LOL, ok people, for more just add me on facebook easy stuff COOLSTUFF TOO and no it is not socializing for me it is just a space for me to throw my pictures to i think? LOL
kk erm... ate pig trotters for 3 days consecutively I'M GONNA GET FAT YEAHOOO somebody said to get weight gainers.. but no! they are not healthy bad for health artificial, it's like u wanna show off to people that u have it den u buy those stuff NO! cannot, 100% detest to it. haha i go weigh now, brb. AMAZING 53KG!! i'm 178cm now. i just measured last night xD i think im gonna be underweight still... if tmr got time i go swim!! haha swimming is fun u gotta let urself float in the water thoughts can run through ur mind... (i may say this, but everytime i'm too lazy to go swimming)
Merry Christmas 2008 guys! i had no time to record Carol Rock so sorry guys! was delayed from last year till now and still not yet recorded most of it cuz i'm lazy i think very long time nvr record videos and post on youtube le i shall make one soon!
everytime i say ___, i'll lick the floor once. that's dumb, i'll simply bang my head once instead.
2. Are you happy - of course, i got a 24hour smile
3. Are you bored - yes, i'm forever bored, cuz i was doing math
4. Are you fair - no, i'm dark
5. Are you Italian - YES! (you believe ah?)
6. Are you intelligent - in MY context, i'm far more intelligent then it meets the eye
7. Are you honest - what i did recently might give this a no...but bear the punishment, admit ur mistake and this is a YES
8. Are you nice - i'm a nice meanie. xD
9. Are you Irish - I'M BOTH IRISH AND ITALIAN (if u believe again)
10. Are you Asian - YES! Pure asian MADE IN CHINA, and btw, black hair dont mean asian ^^
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - Xu Bili
2. Nickname - Bili, Bili, Bili, Billabong, the SUN, lantis_play, _______ boy
3.Birth place - CHINA, NOT HAPPY ISSIT?
4. Hair color - Black, but its gonna be green if i eat shit (if u believe that)
5. Natural hair style - GRASS PATCH
6. Eye colour - black la
7. Birthday - 09 September 1993 ok? 9:13am so i tell u, 9 & 13 my fav numba
8. Mood - neutral?
9. Favorite color - PURPLE, NOT GAY, BUT IT'S COOL, and black. obvious huh?
10. One place you'd like to visit - North Pole, heard u wont get flu there
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - well, er......i gotta say yes? lol maybe right now?
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - how bout this ya? u see this girl with a great hair today and the next day she cuts them off, SO I STOP BELIEVING IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. (tat's bullshit, actually i do)
3. Do you currently have a crush? - YES! (srsly this is yes)
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - if i am i wont show. but yea
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart - yea i think so...if i did i'd take this chance to say sorry =(
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - again, if i had i wont show. yes.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - well...i'd go straight to the point, no. Cuz i told them
8. Are you afraid of commitment - what u mean afraid of commitment? i have trust the the person ok?
9. Who was the last person you hugged - OBS instructor Catherine at the Sabah airport, she was sad you know?
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - somebody, and it was quite long time ago? ya? haha (but if u mean kidding type right, i say to yusheng a lot of times, i say to tatwee a lot of times)
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - LOVE. or maybe lust, what's lust?
2. Hard liquor or beer - tell u smth, beer is no kick, but i'd go for beer, cuz it wont get u drunk. i wont be alcoholic la zzz
3. Cats or dogs - dogs, cuz darren had one, and he looked like george bush
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - wingtong, weekiat, brenban, honestly i think i got very few close friends, only got friends scattered all around and i talk to everyone.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - if possible i'd mix both together, crunchy and creamy, ISNT IT BETTER?
6. Pencil or Pen - pencil for graph, pen for equation, both cant live without one another. =)
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - i cant be wild you know? unless i drink too much hard liquor. so romantic will do, BUT I CANT BE ROMANTIC TOO
8. Money or Happiness - money's the root of all evil, i dont really treasure them, u give up money for happiness, tat's me.
9. Night or day - day and night. both got sunlight
10. IM or phone - somebody made me love the phone. made me love directly face to face more. haha
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - ARGH! tt time i go to buy birthday present for somebody, and got discovered haha
2. Seen a polar bear - yes. zoo lor
3. Done something you regret - A LOT LA
4. Bungee jumped - no, i dont think i got the balls to do so. but hell i wanna try.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - yes. i dun even blow it, cuz a bit of dirt wont kill
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - yes!
7. Been caught naked - yes. how bout everytime we are in the boys toilet and niger goes climbing over the cubicle with his phone taking pictures?!
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - had none.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - nvr cry, but my fish jumped off the balcony
10. Wanted to disappear - yes, when i do something wrong.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER (ok this is the part which i dun really get it)
1. Smile or eyes - smile and eyes.
2. Light or dark hair - dark
3. Hugs or kisses - these things come naturally, cant say u want them...it's just personality instead of physical for me
4. Shorter or taller - as in shorter den me or taller den me hah? aiya, height dont matter one la lol.
5. Intelligence or attraction - intelligence and attraction
6. Topman or Zara - wazzat?
7. Funny or serious - both la, whr got ppl forever funny and forever serious one?
8. Older or Younger - dont mind anything..even if my wife's older den me in the future.
9. Outgoing or quiet - erm, sometimes just be a bit more outgoing? haha
10. Sweet or Bad - both, haha
TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd. YES.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour. yes. just now. xD
3. Ever tried walking on your hands almost broke my arms trying to do that
4. Ever been to a rock concert forgot liao, mayb yes
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team. NPCC? lol dunno
6. Ever been on a dance team. no 7. Ever been on a sports team. pri sch bball
8. Ever been in a drama play/production. LORD OF THE RINGS!
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? i wanna own one.
10. Ever been in a rap video? i'm 15
TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made. wingtong
2. Last person you hugged. catherine, STOP REPEATING LA
3. Last person you hung out with er, obs ppl?
4. Last time you worked nope
5. Last person you talked to. tell my mom going to eat fast fast
6. Last person you IM'd. wingtong
7. Last person you texted wingtong
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with. i always watch alone.
9. Last person/thing you missed. wingtong
10. Last website visited my facebook? and my email, and my youtube A LOT
TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS
i'm not so bad, just do if u want to. SEE I'M NOT MEAN!
ok i take back my words EVERYBODY WHO SAW THIS NEED TO DO THIS QUIZ OR ELSE BILI WILL BE SANTA TONIGHT AND ENTER UR HOUSE
ok...i srsly dunno why im posting now but den, i just felt like la
need to clear up some things lor... apparently check my archives on 28th nov i'm really god damn pissed cuz i passed by somebody's friendster and saw something which gave u the "shit i bloody got cheated" feeling and you know that feeling? it is %#$^ing retarded and stupid to have that feeling in fact it aint good at all
and now guess what think i'm gonna have it again maybe u know i should just ban friendster frm my browser URL bar cuz everytime i go to the profile i seem to be sweating like mad and yes shit i think i got bloody cheated again it's that feeling.
well, i think it's ok for me cuz i'm holding my consequences it's my karma i guess i did something wrong once i get something from others my punishment u see? and now i'm clean, legit. i dont blame others too just myself this time.
so yea, i cant blame you for smth that i did too cuz it makes no sense at all. yea peace out, i'm not gonna have any sleep tonight i guess
ok now take it as we're all clean and legit. i'm still looking forward to the 29th thou. =)
today was a normal day i found a picture of OBS on alicia's blog yea alicia something went on during obs huh LOL wont elaborate =x
wow today i woke up and slacked. all the way till after lunch i sat down and told myself "i'm here to do math" "i'm here to do math" and yes, i did 10 questions before i had stomach ache and had to go to the toilet around 4pm i was playing dota =.= and then after that i started to slack slack slack till now la later after doing smth i go do chinese tys also xD
i learnt a magic trick called 3jacks DUDE I CAN PERFORM IT BEAT THAT LA i practiced over and over again haha, i'll do it next time but it could be lame cuz some ppl cant appreciate it it aint so fantastic trick anyway...so yea better know den dunno.
tonight im gonna dota? i think haha cuz maybe our dearest mr eugene tan is playing WHOA!! haha, today actually i played a game with pros and all called me noob... T_T
haha today not bad la, just now write this post for 1hour liao cuz i did smth else in between =) today haven play guitar! gonna play until they ask me to go play WAHAHAHA tmr gonna be another good day to mug MATH + CHINESE CHIONG!
ok la, i think i realised smth now only didn know why that time i wanted to go and play mayb it's just cuz i was too bored at home so in the end i had no choice but to play pool... if i made you unhappy i'm sorry
hello ppl, i'm back frm obs.. and once again im having trouble using the keyboard cuz my hands and fingers are all weak. =.=
there's this whole lot of homework waiting to be done so mayb this is the final long long post u'll be seeing from me. my comp's lagging =.=
kk here is the whole OBS JOURNEY TO THE WEST i dunno west or east la but west sounds better
Day 1: ADMIN STUFF one day is over. OK!
whn u ah choo it means some1 is missing u aint that wad u told me b4? =)
Day 2: MORNING PT DEN LEARN HOW TO START FIRE AND PITCH TENT ok over. first few days nth much la =.=
Day 3: JUNGLEY JUNGLE EXPEDITION PWNZ U. eh we go inside and walk walk la got a lot of slopes and everything need to help each other wow such a model answer xD but den it;s fun cuz im carrying a rucksack with me and it feels so good BUT IT AINT GOOD WHN I CARRY IT FOR LONG. the first campsite damn nice i love it! xD u can see the full moon clearly. and there's stars. i didn sleep, cuz i was doing sentry duty. xD so i make sure fire dun die out la but den in the end still died cuz we ran out of firewood =.= i was one of the water collectors lor eh wait ah, now the wind damn big, very cooling DIGRESS kk i collect water FROM A PLACE SO FAR AWAY LA ZZ and the bamboos are slippery and hard to walk on almost fell for 3 times i need to slide down the slope la =.= wth lor but collect water is fun cuz u get to see this part where it looks like a tea plantation and u imagine urself working in it and it is so cool k wad i'm talking about.
Day 4: WTH LA I HATE THIS DAY the day we saw "things" at our campsite omgz. =.= i dun wan elaborate leh... it rained lucky we finish eating before rain come... oh ya, LEECHES ROX! cuz they suck ur blood like so cool and ur blood is dirty, they will clean it OMG LA lol, so many ppl scared of it. but it's cool, just say out loud. "I HECK CARE ALREADY LA, LEECHES COME SUCK ME"
Day 5: we walk walk walk to village and den homestay watched zee tv. YES IT IS AN INDIAN CHANNEL and dance around the house like idiots like that LOL den sleep lor, we talk about what we saw during day 4. =.=
Day 6: LEAVE THE VILLAGE, BACK TO OB SABAH CAMPSITE. kk den we rest and rest and rest and rest till rock climbing, nth much la... lol
Day 7: SEA SEA EXPEDITION SAILING PPL VOMIT ALL THE WAY LA ZZZ but i nvr, dunno why sea sick isnt my thing. xD but den i pity those who suffered it cuz they really looked down even devan also la =.= forever can joke around, once on the ship cannot tahan already omg i got ass abrasion here cuz u row the boat need move front and back front and back den my ass got friction with the bench and den, BOOM DAMN PAIN LA reach the island a little tiff and den okok liao nvr sleep at all bloody mosquitoes. =.=
Day 8: SAIL BACK~! OR ROW BACK den in the end, just liddat lor kinabalu briefing and sleep.
Day 9: OFF TO KINABALU went to halleluja first the bus damn slow leh =.= den slack there nia and some ppl did stuff that...er...shldnt be known.haha
Day 10: okokokokok GO UP UP UP UP UP like wth la my knee damn pain IT IS DAMN PAIN OK and some ppl really tired me too, but perserverance is the key! =) and i got my motivation so just climb and climb, till laba ratan or smth I STILL DUNNO THE NAME OK I DUNNO!! buffet dinner WOOHAAA LOL den go to our hostel and rest.
Day 11: 1am wake up SUMMIT CLIMB me, azhar, zhi hao and nat got seperated frm the rest =.= if im nt wrong most of them went down halfway but we made it! to the peak not to the peak, but a little bit more to the peak! and still got cert!! xD den downhill, wait ah i need go bomb first. cannot tahan. kk done. LOL okok downhill ^$#&@#$^%$*^^%$&^ MY LEG PAIN SIA NO MY KNEE like gonna break into half after the climb after u sleep, u try walk around ur leg is SUPER PAIN my leg now still pain =.= DAMN PAIN. lol den after that, go back lor, and sleep
Day 12: LAST DAY time flies huh lol solo reflection and den after tat we all debrief and whn we left, all crying liao.. I'LL RMB! mark and catherine!! you guys are the best man.
yes the whole OB Sabah journey ends here like they said, this might be the end of the course, but not the end of ur outward bound experience. and one more thing my motto, Live with no fear.
even if ur not around me, keeping u in my mind is a very huge motivation for me. =)
it may be covered by clouds in the sky time & patience
when u look carefully, you'll see that the clouds have a small opening for the it's light to shine through you'll see, you'll see.
and perhaps there might not be any in sight but it's presence cannot be denied and the light from the SUN shining on it will ensure all is well till the season is over, it shall reappear as beautiful as it will be.
kk...today pack for obs bought two trekking pants yes, i need them instead of my np track pants and the shoes ah...sian
last night was chaotic la zzz me and my mother start world war 3. but den i dunno why today wake up like suddenly she become angel sia make me breakfast nice nice, still wan me go lot 1 buy trekking, even asked if i still want the shoes. o.0
last night i think i did sleep. but it was, very clear of what i do whn i sleep =.= is that sleeping? lol den 5.49am or somewhere arnd there i AUTO wake up. wth. and den my eyes twitch =.=" den i think i slept again but AGAIN, i was sure of what's happening around me... zzz
these few days so cold sia... dunno why... and at night forever got clouds only if i could go up to the sky, and clear the clouds with my own hands but in order to that, i need a pair of wings.
tell me people, what can i do now, to get ready for obs? cuz i didn do anything at all. so, i dun care. NOT dun care la lol
i know la...i go obs also no diff for ppl nth ma, missed by NOBODY. dun even think my parents will be missing me or smth busy with smth else. 12days lar zzz
last night wad happen i dun wan say... but hell, what someone said was true 12days without those things... o.O
hello peeps. went to bkt timah plaza today for... WATER BOOTIES $32 each wonder if i'll be the only one wearing it looks and feels cool la. LOL HIGHLY RECOMMENDED XD
kk er, this morning had tuition. last night i didn sleep at all wtf. 3am eyes bright bright stare outside, like anytime gonna rain liddat den got loud loud noises =.= den 4am i was hiding under my blanket cuz i suddenly felt damn cold 5am i thinking of things 6am i think my mom left for work, so i pretend to fall asleep den after that simply just, close my eyes, but my mind is awake OK LOL, this is srsly getting out of hand lar..tonite i must sleep i dunno why cant, but tonite i must sleep if not go OBS i'll die due to lack of sleep COI, TOUCHWOOD. see la someone influence me till liddat. LOL
eheh my i can play the first half of my blog song with backing track liao today after tuition i practiced. and i did math today! yes i also realised that guys making NOTES for subjects aint so bad cuz the pen that i used are those standard ones that i use according to someone so it actually worked. CHEM! METAL! more reactive, less reactive liddat nia. i'll understand and i'll pass it on! xD you know what i mean if you dont, you will.
water booties are COOL like socks that can be worn as shoes cool rite?
OH YA water booties i digress so much JUST TO BUY THAT i stood at commonwealth mrt for ONE HOUR to wait for my mom to come whn she come, she said "lets take taxi" MIGHT AS WELL JUST TAKE FRM HOME RITE? ZZZ she come frm work she go home faster den coming to commonwealth leh i wanted to take 961 but den, raining, den lazy... so we go to one side got one taxi got on. DAMN LUCKY i tell her, "why the road so empty" den suddenly one taxi came. xD
at the shopping centre hor..they got performance... some piano thing and some band thing for christmas or smth...ya, they played canon (NOT ROCK) and i listen lor..den this guy play some other piano thing and screwed up ROFL, shit im so bad. xD nah, i screw up before i go performance before ok!? i won second if im not wrong it is some concert for little kiddies. xD good days with piano, damn fun. lol i dunno why but i think it's my head i keep hearing a song. but i forgot the title. think it was...very long ago, mayb the first chinese song that someone recommended to me BUT I FORGOT THE SONG TITLE HOLY SH*T
tmr not free liao, need to go buy solid fuel. cannot find anywhere else. dunno can go where find...wednesday flying off liao... i realised smth
12 days. teach me bio after i come back hor LOL =)
HI all. today damn sian...did chinese only and i am still gonna do chinese today the whole day my computer on okay? and i figured out something sitting in front of the computer waiting 24/7 won't solve any problems. so erm, i'm gonna do a while of chinese later and, at the same time wait for smth
mayb eating, mayb busy, or smth anything
erm, today actually my mom wanted to go to bukit timah plaza to get my.. water booties and solid fuel for OBS. but it rained. =.= so no more lor. haha. tmr going... so fast obs..after obs is gonna be short two weeks. those two weeks i'm going to chiong. yes i know i always say that but this time it's different i planned it out alr? lol
oh ya i found out that i can make pictures using notepad... anybody want me to make something for them? well i made several coolstuff for people. actually, quite a lot liao but i made the most for
new blog song nice rite? lol, oh ya the previous few posts is srsly nothing but just what i found on the internet lo.. it is quite interesting leh! the concept story for DUAL is so...mushy =.= it aint bili. LOL, but hell, the song is good. YES QIANHUA I KNOW THE SONG IS GOOD.
kk what else ah?? ya today i feel so...sian OH YA, venkat was on newspaper. LOL sunday times lifestyle page 2. see his face there with a cube. LOL!!
ya last night didn really sleep. LOL or did i i rmb seeing black black things around me. duh, it's darkness wad. den suddenly 2am got this train that's damn loud suddenly go past, i tio stun =.= OK LA ZZ.
OK!! i suddenly feel a sudden sudden WHOOSH around me cuz, i not gonna dota tonight. YES PPL, DONT CALL I PROMISED MY MOM LIAO SO NO DOTA TONIGHT =D
purple is the rock right there! xD random
OK DEN mayb another post later rmb, bili rocks. that's a fact it's the new trend in town, the bili and his hair, looks like...bowl cut somehow..ytd still dun look like, this morning i wake up and see WHY SO ROUND ONE ytd it was square TODAY IT IS ROUND TMR WAD? TRIANGLE AH? i rather have some heart shaped hair, it's gonna be so cool or cut my hair in the shape of a guitar WOOW! OK I'M CRAZY I NEED TO CHILL KK PPL
ok im bored..so i checked my email AND WAHOW! i found this chain mail from some unknown person.. =.= i will cut off the chain mail part of u will ____ if u dont send it within hw many days. TOUCHWOOD PEOPLE! ok i labelled those that's not true about me as bullshit.
60 things girls don't know about guys
Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) (bullshit, stfu pls, cuz this aint funny)
"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. (quite true huh?)
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. (yea of course)
Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. (100%)
Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. (bullshit, but yea. xD)
Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. (bullshit)
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. (30% of the time=hate)
A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. (bullshit)
Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. (bullshit)
Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. (30% of the time, yea)
Guys get jealous easily. (40% true)
Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. (bullshit)
Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. (er, yea quite true)
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. (hmm...30% of the time i must say)
Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway. (yes 100% true.)
Girls are guys' weaknesses. (o.O 60% true)
Guys are very open about themselves. (yea)
It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long. (bullshit, wth?)
Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend. (bullshit)
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. (erm, yes.)
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. (erm, not sure about this)
Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. (true)
Guys will brag about anything. (bullshit)
Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. (true, but wth?)
No matter how much guys talk about a**** and b****, personality is key. (true)
Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. (er, bullshit, cuz i dun even know what u tokin)
Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. (bullshit, i dunno wazzat also)
Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. (I AGREE)
Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. (duh)
Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.(bullshit, i dun understand)
Try to be as straightforward as possible. (true?)
If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. (yes.)
If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. (probably is the keyword)
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. (duh)
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." (oh, that is plainly acting emo. bullshit for me)
Guys don't really have final decisions. (i do.)
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. (yea.)
If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. (true)
When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. (yes)
When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. (bullshit)
Guys like femininity not feebleness. (bullshit, wth is that)
Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. (o.O bullshit)
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. (i think girls got more problem thou)
Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. (bullshit)
Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much. (i give that a 101%)
Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. (huh? bullshit, for me)
Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. (yea)
If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you. (yes. of course, whr's the "be straightforward agreement" go lol)
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. (huh? i dun understand, but i cant say bullshit also, cuz i rly dun get a clue wazzat)
A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. (wasnt this asked before?)
No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. (er, haha, i admit it xD)
Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. (duh?!)
We don't like girls who are too skinny. (erm, dont say ur fat)
We love it when girls talk about there boobs. (f*** you no, bullshit.)
Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....(bullshit)
Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...(well, hw to say? dunno lol. mayb)
When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually (screw off, bullshit)
Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.. (I ADMIT IT OK?!)
Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...(er...huh?)
Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times. (bullshit, idunno wazzat)
When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. (duh. =.=)
OK 23 bullshits. yea. that's me. haha TWO MORE POSTS BELOW, READ PLEASE. and tag la dong.
i'm currently learning this song by the ever so wonderful ginjineko!!! japanese guitarist on youtube! lol
check out his concept story for this song. taken from: http://loud-blues.blogspot.com/2008/08/dual.html
If I hadn't met you If you hadn't existed in this world I wonder if I could know how to smile
What I realized after you were gone I didn't care about getting strong I didn't care about getting the treasures
I just wanted to share the joy of winning something With you By talking about it with you By being happy with you
That's still, that'll always be my irreplaceable treasure
The same view we saw together on that day The memories never fade away We met for the first time here I wonder how long it's been
It was nothing when we met But after that, we were always together
Some day... I know for sure... I believe that we'll meet again In this world where you don't exist anymore I'm dreaming of the moment we meet again
I couldn't help coming to a stop Cause it really meant that you'll never come back here In this world where you left I found somebody inside me Somebody who I never knew
I couldn't do a thing for you till the very last moment But I promise, when we meet again...
In this world where you don't exist I'm dreaming of the moment we meet again In this world where you loved I'll be waiting for you, without changing one bit
Cause everytime I close my eyes I can still see the memories of those days
Someday... I know for sure... I believe we'll meet again In this world where you don't exist I'm dreaming of the moment we meet again
I'm not alone anymore I can stay strong Until the moment we meet again Someday... I know for sure...
what a kodak moment =) EH THIS ISNT THE LAST POST FOR TODAY, DOWN THERE WAS THE POST BEFORE THIS POST THIS IS THE SECOND POST read below for wad i did today! =)
look at this...SATCH CLAIMED COLDPLAY FOR STEALING HIS TUNE yea i totally agree thou think satch's song was out earlier
but still, there is a hell lot of songs with the same tune just claim that u got inspiration frm satch cuz, nobody can have the same thought in mind unless it's really deja vu. whoa O_O GO SATCH FOR THIS CASE!
ya ok...today no tuition..cuz i had it on thursday lol morning helped my mom out with smth killed some ants (bad karma) and den went out. =D
YA LA I CUT HAIR HAPPY? =.= i tell him cut short den he gave me back my old hair cut means, if u guys see me (OBS ppl, yes, ur gonna see me) i'll look like a tard. but nvm somebody told me not to be so paranoid i'll take as if i got no hair at all =D
den went home...i think i realised i nvr eat or smth cuz i felt damn hungry but i forgot if i eat alr or not super weird. lol.. nvm la, at night i did eat and in the afternoon my mom's fren came over ma den got smth to eat. not bad la lol...
eeh, after that took the mrt to yishun for smth and took it back no count! mrt stops aren't part of debate!
kk den whn i reach home i dota two games. cuz my mother fren still here... i wanted to study but they chat a bit too loud...sianz. lol
i bought dinner for my mom. i wanted pizza but she insisted on me going to buy for her some fish noodles T_T den i go buy lor i realised today i go out 3 times in a row, all wear same shirt, same pants, same shoes, NOT SAME SOCKS THOU lol, bermudas + white t-shirt. NOBODY SEE ME IN THAT BEFORE HUH? haha, the bili u know is Black shirt + Jeans + My one and only kappa shoes. yes! BUT! lemme try smth new! nx time catch me in white shirt lor chances dont come often treasured few friends saw me in white and berms before. you know what im talking about. =)
GOSH MY HAIR DAMN ITCHY.
random. lol i er...gonna study now? WAIT GOT STAR WARS! i go watch first later den do a bit chinese i watched alien vs predator juz nw on chnl 5 eh local tv...not bad la, ok fine i lose this time didn really appreciate local tv. i mean, they are full of ads you know? damn irritating. but good thing is, during the ads, i got time with my phone! =)
people who thinks im weird, kindly think more cuz it'll make u think more, IT WONT MAKE ME FEEL A SINGLE THING NOW =D THANKS TO SOMEONE! =)
ok, erm...this morning got tuition.. den afternoon 4hours of bball straight. lemme get things right first 1. i'm not good at and1, just imitating 2. neither am i king of and1 in npcc. that's bullshit. 3. if you think im weird, pls, think more. xD
multi tasking is my speciality. quote me again! thanks! yes, i can listen to cantonese version of turn left turn right and yujian and type my blog and msn and use my BRAIN at the same time. 1-0! ok mayb u dun agree =.= reset! 0-0
kk today bball right, play damn long...damn long... i dunno why, but damn long.......... 4hours straight. im tired but i scared that i will regret resting instead of playing whn i reach home hardly got the chance to play ball nowadays... sian, you know i hate public courts? cuz always will have some bunch of..idiots out there who does stupid stuff.
aha! pass, the rock, pass, pass the rock. LOL i duno why i like that phrase go check up on and1 vids got that phrase lol
AAH SHIT I POSTED TOO LATE. ZOMGZ. SIAN LAR.
thanks for the reasoning u gave me thought a lot on my way while walking to clementi mrt. =)
yes i stared into the sky for 1hour dunno for wad thou thinking of 2 great mistakes i've made. i wish i could rewind the time well, i never wanted you to get wet in the rain. and, sorry for those words i said didn't know...how it came out from my mouth that wasn't myself. it's bad.
hello all. today was the most... most..... what u call that neat day ever. cuz i tidied up my room OMGZ LOL
i had this whole pile of worksheet on at my bed there... and den it was on top of empty boxes. and a few excercise books also i found out that i have been a dumb-dumb I GOT A BOX TO PUT IT WHY PUT ON TOP OF IT? now there is only two boxes sitting near my bed. NEAT!
kk then my reader digests... OMG I GOT COLLECTION FROM 2005 LEH.. anybody interested to buy my reader digests pls contact me at 81579568! most in mint (!) condition!
i check out the comic i bought yesterday, YES another sense of achievement 篮球小子·空 第1-21圈! ahahahaha!! 21 issues of that comic! soon it'll be 22, after a few month xD NOT FOR SALE
ok..morning had tuition..talked about homosexuals as a crime i mean, that's the topic and my tutor said that...law 377. ya, no anal sex for men. NO GAYS. but den the females are offended too in a way that females can take the abuse, but men wont get it so, er, enlighten me pls? LOL
ate mega mac for lunch OH YA the umbrella ah...zzz didn notice nvr return until i saw it was raining and den suddenly realised.. ya..LOL will return one la! ya when buying today i figured out what somebody said is true if i dont look at them, they wont look at me even if they give me the type of look, i probably wont see them again. so, HELL, IM GONNA TRY GOING OUT MYSELF ONCE, lot 1 =.=
yeap today i dota. i know i said i dun wan dota liao.. but actually what u said was right..if i really want dota what others do wont help any bit. still up to me eh? so..ya..at least i tidied up my room, did something on homosexual (=.=) read bio, (YES I'M READING IT, I KNOW!), do some math. well, if one game will not do too, i'm just pushing myself too hard isn't it? once again ENLIGHTEN ME.! =D
kk...er...well what did i want to say? oh ya, bye peeps, mom coming home soon HOPE SHE LOVES ME MORE CUZ I TIDIED UP MY ROOM
one more thing, anybody got thrown outta house before? PITY US WHO HAVE BEEN BEFORE ZHEHAN UNDERSTANDS. T_T
lollol today is a WONDERFUL HUMONGOUS DAY. i dunno wad's tt but it sounds WONDERFooo.
kk today wake up early in the morning to send my dad off to china... yes he went back to hometown for something only my family members + one person knows. my mom got smth also sia..only my dad + one more person know also LOL
today went library early in the morning to study la.. we went at arnd 9+ and reach there. DONG, not yet open. GUYS TAKE NOTE, LIB OPENS AT 10AM
kk i did...math sorta for the whole morning, and i did something. yes. i mean i did the worksheet la..thou im a bit slow... ya...and the window damn cool can see ppl outside, outside ppl cannot see u well somebody walked one big round for toilet...LOL NO OFFENCE PEACE 7-6 only, i'll win u next time. xD
den went for lunch at some hawker...sad rite? why so sad? cuz after lunch bo table liao. =.= sian den went to fourth floor...to sit on the ta-air table chair. k now im feeling bad cuz... we were nt supposed to go to the dentist...but my mom called me, and insisted that i go... den er...SORRY OMGZ. T_T actually no need go one, den now go... SORRY.
it was raining and erm... it did feel like the first time we shared it. but this time, i feel less bad.
ok at the dentist... THE PERSON SAY I SMOKE SAY I DRINK TOO MUCH COFFEE OIE, I DUN SMOKE PLS. but i do drink coffee lets stop coffee now. 中国茶!!!! i wont smoke.
OCIP OMG, MEMORIES! =)
well lets see..after that went back to old school, looked around...ya ya here and there then after that went back to library again yaya den did CHEM and BIO neurones is not neutrons hello? LOL. and er, the toilet right in front... EH I GOT PHOTOS OF PPL WAITING FOR LIBRARY TO OPEN. LOL lol kk after tat come back somebody taught me bio. YES FIRST PART I RMB stimulus thingy. ya..LOL
HOLLA! kk today i studied. nice? yes, clap for me WOOOHOOOO =.=
morning tuition ma, afternoon study ma... den after that a bit dota nia... kk tmr mayb gonna miss out on one day but i've got no idea whr to go. got two choices now.. one of the choices can split up into MANY other choices.
most of you wont know wad i'm talking about now.haha
kk today morning did chem tys with my tuition teacher yes, i know how to do liao but on my own, i duno weird rite? juz my brain dont function when im on my own... thurs still got EL tuition sia wth...my chinese homework...OMGZ. =.= chinese....omgomgomg i heard need to do 8 of the tys thing la.. sian, i going for obs next week means...after obs, my christmas week is gone to rush homework liao PIA AH.
eh wan make a bet? i can survive one day without air con i did today. last night 12am till now no aircon. xD cuz i set timer for aircon to off at 0000hours sharp means i no aircon for one whole day la! i still haven on it yet. figured out the fan isnt that bad also. ^^
guitar-ed today. GREAT NEWS PEOPLE TAN JIA XIAN IS GETTING HIS CANON ROCK DONE SOON *CLAPS*
kk now wad...wad i wanted to say.... ya, most of you nvr see me in white before. ^^ my closet or wadeva u call that is full of dark coloured shirt BUT i got 2. white. coloured. one. AND 2. blue. coloured. one. other then that it IS dunnohowmany. black/grey/dark blue/brown/coffee. coloured. one. YESYES AND ANOTHER FACT i GOT 3. jeans. nia. i GOT 1. bermuda. WTF?!?
eh this is stupid la fancy me trying to list down everything in my closet. come see for urself la *DONG*
aha people, today nothing much morning woke up and just simply, slacked. =.= didn study at all
now gonna study a bit after blogging. lol, since today nth to talk about blog for wad neh? blog about what im gonna do later la! i gonna do a bit of chem after blogging, around 4pm gonna play POOL. YES, U HEARD THAT. POOL you know the ball ball thing? POOL the one with a stick? POOL the one in some stout beer advertisement? POOL hey i am trying to get back my passion for guitar now...lol a lot of times i pick up the guitar and do nothing with it maybe just because i dun have those elixirs strings la i still havent buy yet. my little apprentice gonna teach me how to put money into the card i mean put the money from the card into internet account LOL! den i order online liao. YES.
listening to "Yesterday" beatles WTH lol oldies. =)
OLDIES OK?! classics. xD
still got a lot of songs i listening to now leh lol
anybody not going for dental appointment? somebody pon-ning ah....LOL. shhshhh. wont mention any names here xD but srsly, if u pon that thing, also wont have any...er...side effects. wad i tokin, er wont have any "disciplinary actions" taken against us wad....
OK! study time CHIONG AH. (honestly, i think i wont study at all. shit i'm such a slacker.)