ok i did not really sleep last night
keep thinking of something
everytime i fall asleep i'll wake up again.
seems endless
no i didnt take any sleeping pills

you know,
i keep wondering if sometimes i said the wrong things
at the wrong time
yet everytime i'll trip over myself at the same point
of thinking too much
but if i'm not thinking too much and it's true,
then i'll feel bad.

yes i was listening to songs last night
i found out our story has a song sequence
why not figure it out? =)

the thing you told me about
i will and do feel a bit ____
cuz, when a man gains power
the only fear he has is losing it.

i know you tried to withstand all those vulgars and everything
i'm trying to best to get rid of them
i'll also learn to endure some of the things that i should not see or hear

talking about _____ do get me _____
i know it's my fault though.
i'm sorry, it's the same feeling you had back then when i was with _______
all i wanted to say was sorry

sorry people, this ain't your usual bili today.