25 To Life

Well Zhe Han Recommended This...

2011-04-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

Apt video which depicts my life right now.

Common Test

2011-04-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, common test results are out. Quite unexpected and definitely below par.

Here are the results... some of which are not known fully, yet.

GP - ??
Chem - 50/100, Barely scraped through.
Math - 71/100, well didn't really expect this since I did not really revise, just did lotsa questions on Binomial, Poisson and probability
Physics - 36/75, definitely off form. :(
Econs - 13/30 for case study. Since everybody failed, I'm not sure if this is good or bad. But the fact that there are few who did well shows that it can be done. Imma try harder for this. >:)

That's all ya, oh and I got back my PW results. It's a letter that can go well with my name. (B duh) But it doesn't matter. Big exam is 6 months later. I'm not gonna afford anymore screw ups. My grandparents came from China recently and is staying here for a few weeks, or months. They'll be going to marina bay sands for a night tmr. I'm gonna follow them for lunch, then after that I'll be mugging in the hotel room. (Whut?) LOL. I rather go swimming at their pool. Damn awesome. But nah nvm. Got lots of work to clear.

I don't really mind myself being busy studying all day long. I feel that it's better that way. But can I do it? Nah, I'll go crazy in the end. I'll achieve my goal, but not be happy. What's the point? I want to achieve my goals, and be happy at the same time. Yup. That's what I aim to do.

Stay optimistic and proactive Bili, that's what you're known for, and you'll be able to pull through A lvls just like that. *Blink*

Ciao, I shall go sleep. Goodnight.

LOL

2011-03-28T18:36:00.002+08:00

Just to share this video. Chronic procrastination.

Random

2011-03-22T15:05:00.001+08:00

I realise the "AHH WOOOOOO~~~" at the start of my blog song sounds damn random (for those who dunno it's a song) I mean you click on my link, you see "25 To Life", the next thing you hear is "AHH WOOOOOOO~~~~" LOL.

K sorry I'm plain bored.

Stressful?

2011-03-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

Nope, this life right now isn't stressful at all. We have much more in store for us. (A levels I'm looking at you.)

Came back from Speech Day rehearsal with a dead brain. I just read through my econs, pretty much prepared to fail. I guess I'm reviving my Blogger again since... I don't know? It seems like everyone escaped blogger to go to somewhere else. o.0 Tumblr or something.

Alright I shall sleep, update more probably on Friday.

Leave Reality, then Return to it, Refreshed.

2011-03-18T16:27:00.000+08:00

What's happening guys. I'm back for yet another post.

I just did math in my room. (Well that's dangerous, I could be stuck inside there forever doing math) But this is the first time that I stopped. I was doing the revision booklet that JJC gave me. And apparently the PnC questions are pissing me off really bad. I shouted in my room. Just so happens that my neighbour can see my room from the balcony. She saw me shouting, and erm, let's just say I left a bad impression of myself to her. LOL.

So I decided to stop doing work for a while la, duh. Or else the next thing I'll do will be to jump off a building already. I don't know what's going on with me. I used to love studying so much. Have I burnt out or something? As the wise Tatster said: "If you give your 100% for common test, you are obliged to give 100% for the other tests as well, very easy burn out."

Yeah, so I shall just give 50% this time. Sufficient to pass. LOL. BUT apparently, those J1s who are reading my blog, you gotta give 100% for all YOUR tests. In J2 it's all about A levels. But J1s, is all about promos. And promos is cumulative. So work hard my dear juniors. ;)

Ah, I've left my room and I'm sitting here in the living room with my laptop. What pure entertainment. Of course Tatster dragged me along for DotA, just when I was about to play some Dragon Age Origins. It's a nice game by the way. I'll buy Dragon Age 2 after A levels.

I suppose nobody really reads this blog until this paragraph, because according to somebody, it was mentioned that my blog is very 'speechy' and boring. :(

Oh well, ciao~

Racism

2011-03-16T15:07:00.001+08:00

Alright, here's a video that sparked my blogging nerves. Also, it was due to yesterday's GP tuition topic on a touchy issue. 'Racism'.

This issue of racism has been pondering in my head for quite a while as well. Are we really racist? Or are we just expressing our opinion of others? If just by expressing our opinions on others implies that we are racist, then I don't think that should be the issue.

I know that I'm actually blogging right now, and there will be a possibility for anything written here to be accounted in for the Sedition Act. This act says that words 'to promote feelings of ill will and hostility between different races and classes of the population' would be seditious. Am I provoking any 'ill-will' and 'hostility'? I doubt so. Let's carry on.

Let's talk about that new Peter Chao video shown above. You guys should watch the girl's video too. I shall add it in... right now.

I assume that everybody reading my blog are ASIANS. So yeah, let me get this straight. In Singapore, where Chinese is the majority, you don't feel any racism towards us. But there, in UCLA (Ivy League hello...?) or any other places, Asians are being discriminated like this? Disheartening.

Perhaps what I read in GP tuition yesterday was true. It was adopted from 'Hegemony That Binds' by George Wilson. "White societies have been the global top dogs for half a millennium since the Chinese civilization became dealing hermits." and "Whites are the only race that never suffers systemic racism. And the impact of them on others has been more profoundly baneful than any other."

Here comes the crux of this paragraph. "It remains thus the only racism dominant enough with global insidious reach."

Well, after watching this video, I'd say, yes. Apparently the whites are very proud of who they are. Referring their culture as the 'American culture'. That undergraduate in Political Science even stated how 'American mothers teach their daughters'. So Asian parents don't teach their daughters/sons as well as the whites do?

It is very true that it's hard to be racist against whites. Put aside anti-Semitism, how do you criticize a white's culture? It's impossible. No, I am not encouraging any racist comments or inducing racist thoughts here, but it really is impossible to criticize a white base on his/her colour. White in the Singapore flag stands for purity. White stands for innocence, pure (yeah I've already mentioned), angelic, heavenly. There's not a single negative meaning of the colour white. (Unless it's raising the white flag, which is a good thing. Peace)

Whites are the majority. They are the superpowers. This gives them the right to talk about other races, to display racial prejudice despite whatever 'righteousness' with assumptions about its own superiority. (Taken from George Wilson's article once more ^^) Majority has the ability to judge the minority. Isn't this true?

I don't believe that racism is about colour. George Wilson mentioned that it's easy to be racist due to the colour of human beings. It can bring about an immediate judgement of which race is superior to the other. But, if we put aside the colour of our skin, and judge one mostly based on their behaviour. Isn't it the same as classifying out those who are ill-taught?

What if, the girl above was ranting about whites talking loudly on their phone? Would there be as much controversy? Racism is nothing more than judging one based on their behaviour, with the factor of 'colour' being brought in. If we are all of the same colour, there will be such a thing called a behaviourism. The discrimination of people who don't behave well. This is exactly what racism is. But it's brought to a whole new level. As racism against one race will cause more hatred among them, hence wrecking more havoc in the society. The whites have never wrecked any havoc, or have they? Were they the ones who started it? Or were they the ones who wanted to help, *but in fact made it worst*? This very sentence that I typed could be seditious. Wow. To me, racism is not a problem. It's the violence that follows it which is the problem.

Martin Luther King's 'I Have A Dream', Barack Obama's victory at the election. These are clear examples of how the blacks, despite being victims of racism once, can still rise to become leaders and influential characters in the country.

So if I were to say that a (insert race) boy/girl was misbehaving, and start a rant on it. Which should be the larger emphasis? The race? Or the misbehavior? Let's all contemplate about this issue.

I'm not being seditious. I'm not trying to cause any influx of hate and conflict between different races. I said what I wanted to say, meticulously, and with lots of precautions.

This small blog on the Internet may not be that influential to the rest, but I'd just like to express my view on racism to all of you. :)

Ciao, I shall get back to work.

Sungha Jung

2011-03-13T09:53:00.001+08:00

He's talented, both piano and guitar. Check out his channel. :)

It's God's Way of Telling Us...

2011-03-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm finally blogging because I just watched the news, a traumatizing news report just shook my heart. Yes it's about Japan's earthquake and Tsunami.

It's disheartening to see such an event happening, especially so in Japan. The buildings are pretty much clustered together. As well all know, it'll result in higher resistance. These buildings clustered are like resistors connected in series, while those spread out are connected in parallel. (Aha, those who hate physics, or electrical physics, I'm sorry :3)

It's really God's way of telling us that we should do something about mother Earth. It's dying. It's crying out for help, it's crumbling down to pieces, it's sniffing her tears back. What we humans do is to just add fuel to the fire. Make things worst, 'keep the ball rolling'. Why?

Perhaps the END is near. But we could have one last chance to redeem ourselves. One last chance to heal mother Earth. I'm not being an extremist by saying that the end of the world is coming, but I just hope that everybody will make an effort to save this. I'm a free-thinker, pretty much open to all ideologies, religion, and philosophies. I do hope that one day, humans will look back at this day. This very day and think about all of the dumb stuff that we did. Damaging the environment, screwing with the ozone layer, dump toxic waste into the sea.

People, I'm not here to spread the propaganda of 'Saving Gaia' or 'Save the Earth' (or just because my girlfriend was once a environmental club president ^^), I'm just trying to spread the message to let everyone make it an effort to at least look at what's going on around us, and think, why are they happening? Things don't happen for a reason. As Mr Tan Heng Wee said in class... (he's my econs teacher) 无风不起浪. Of course he was trying to explain the appreciation of a currency. But same case, why would there be so many disasters out of a sudden? Let's get to the root of the problem and solve it together as one. We humans are the superior species on planet Earth. The elites that stand out above the rest. While the other species cannot do anything at all to rescue this planet, we can.

If there were humans in the age of dinosaurs, they would not have gone extinct. It could happen. All it takes is a little bit of faith.

Do spread the message. Thank you.

Ciao!

P.S. Btw I'm really not some extremist, if you're not going to care about it, I'm not going to go on a riot or something. Just hope that somebody will read this and think about it. :)

Uneasy

2011-02-17T21:42:00.001+08:00

Very apt song.

Alright a slight post before I go off again to do my Physics. I'm feeling quite demoralized lately.

I didn't finish my econs paper. I'm still sad about it? I guess. And there's a physics test tomorrow, but I'm kinda lax for it. Somehow I know that this will happen. But I just need to buck up a bit la.

It's only the starting of the year, the road ahead of us is even more rocky. I assume that I'll be able to pull through, since I've pull through ups and downs of my life pretty much easily. With or without support. Gotta thank my friends who always gives me balls when I'm resting :D Friday DotA games does that even more.

Enjoy the song, I just found that it's very very apt. Hmmm. For those who knows what apt means. I just learnt it in GP tuition a few weeks ago. Lol.

Back to physics. Oscillations and wave motion. Two small topics, it's going to be easy, yet that's where I make most mistakes. On easy topics. That's bad.

Ciao.

It Does Not Give You The Right

2011-02-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

To that person out there who stabbed a fuckin' knife from the back: (Not my back btw)

You know what you've done, and I guess you did it out of dumbness and totally lack of brains.

So here's the thing, if you can't lead, don't judge on others who can lead. If you can't get a position, don't complain about it, especially when people are already trying their best.

If you think you can do better, why don't you take over?

Goodnight, I'm sure these people in the world will go extinct one day. That's the day when I'll pop my champagne. Peace, no offence. ;)

Back from the CNY Break, and Refreshed.

2011-02-05T12:32:00.000+08:00

Okok, CNY holiday is meant to be two days only. It didn't mean to drag across the entire weekends. This weekend should be used by me to finish up and complete work. So I'm heading to the library with charms later on.

Five hours of studying. I'm stretching my attention span to such a long time. Wow. LOL. It's gotta be longer than that. I need to settle down and do work for like, 6 hours a day continuously, twice at least. That way (I think I've already reached Nirvana).

CNY was almost the same as any other year, just that this year I went to charms house to 'bai nian' also. It was okay la. Most of my relatives in China, so in the end I only received two Ang Paos, one from my parents, one from Charms parents. D:

Shouldn't be that sad anyway, been the same for so long. I'm back in my guitar world. Finally picked up the axe and started playing something again. Ever since some shit incident happen. I won't let others set the bar for me. I'll flip the entire bar over. ;)

I shall go take a shower, cook myself some lunch and off I go to the library. :)

If Your Girl Wanna Play, Let Her Go

2011-01-30T11:49:00.000+08:00

Damn good song.

If your girl wanna play, let her go, so let her go (La la la…)

The GAMING Community.

2011-01-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

Hi, I just finished some work, and suddenly wanted to talk about the gaming community.

You see, gamers are not exactly anti-social people who just sit behind a keyboard and... that's it. NO. Gamers have a life, and us gamers form a community.

Be it whatever game we indulge in, the gaming community is always a key source of information, and also to let you know that you are not alone in this game. Perhaps, it's the only thing that keeps you playing the game.

We've got hundreds of gaming community. One of the most well known one would be, of course Garena. Garena started out as 'GG-Client', which is a platform where gamers of all different games come together, and to play on this VPN platform called 'GGC'. I was one of the first few users I think, or not. But I remember the time where there is no players on 'GGC' at all. My first time using it was with Jayexa, playing a game of War3 standard.

But today, Garena is a platform for pretty much most of the well known games. DotA, WC3, CS:S, CS1.6, AoE, SC:BW (Not Starcraft II of course). Yea. Let's talk about these communities first.

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DotA

The good old days:

The load screen for the first few version:

Nice eh? Simple concept. Two sides of the map: Sentinel and Scourge. 5 players on each side. Purpose of the game is to destroy the Tree of Life/Frozen Throne. Before everybody started to find out more about this map, DotA was just another small mini-game on War3. Not really mini-game, but it's a custom map. Sidetracking from what War3 was made for, the Standard RTS game. Guinsoo did it. DotA came out, and soon it was IceFrog. Nobody had a clue what was last hit, all just started to play by auto-attacking, dying and auto-attacking again. Not much strategies. Though there were builds which totally dominates (It was pretty imbalanaced). BUT, as the game progresses, it went viral. Many people knew about it and today, this is how it looks like:

Sweet huh? The community, yes I'm going into it. If you are a DotA player, you would understand how the DotA community is like right now. (In Singapore particularly) I'm generalizing, but since I'm always playing 5v pubs with my friends, I'd say the number of people who play to win are increasing drastically. What do I mean? 5 minutes into the game you see a message:

Tatster has pwned n00b for 250 gold.

Tatster has drawn FIRST BLOOD! (+250 gold)

Familiar? Then next thing you see...

n00b(Lanaya) has left the game.

Yea! Celebrate. Then soon you will see...

n00b2(Mirana) has left the game.

THEN you will see...

n00b3 (Techies): Switch?

Nobody switches...

n00b3(Techies) has left the game.

And there we have it, a spoilt game. This is the DotA community. Self-explanatory. K next. (I'm skipping a lot, straight up to CS, then last one will end off with SC2)

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Counter-strike!

Another great game that was frequently seen in LAN parties. It's unquestionable. CS 1.6 is the best FPS ever made. What could be better than killing off people with guns? (Isn't that what FPS is about ._.) Most of all, CS 1.6's community is very... very... very... I'm not sure how to describe it. Mostly filled with impatient people.

The mic function in CS made communication during the game so easy. But on the other hand people start cussing their ass off whenever they got blocked or AWP-ed straight in the face. It's okay to rage, but please know when to stop. The CS community is of course, one of those with the most skilled players. (Duh, FPS just requires so much practice to be good at it.)

Yada yada yada. I shall stop talking about CS 1.6.

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Starcraft 2. The most recent game that I bought, (well which of those above did I even buy. LOL) and actually enjoyed playing it for quite a while. It's a well S$89.99, but I do think it's worth every cent of your money.

Of course, I shall skip the part about gameplay, let's talk about the community.

During the SCBW days, most people are extremely obsessed with SC, some people are classified as Starcraft 'nerds'. Well that's true, there was this guide book which came out with SCBW battle chest, it was called... I forgot what was it called. But it had almost all the strategies and counters to all sorts of gameplay in the game. Well, here's the overview of the community. (I'm only going to say one, and only one thing.)

Friendly players. Very friendly.

They are not those of "FUCK YOU WHY DID YOU WIN ME" or "YOUR MUM HAS A P3N1S". No, people who play Starcraft 2 are very well mannered. Often games end with a 'GG' or just a 'Lol :( gg'. Very rare occasions that you see people cussing while leaving the game.

Kudos to Blizzard for developing the Battle.Net 2.0. And of course the hefty price of S$89.99. (Really, I doubt kids will buy it) Explains everything. ;)

Once I met this player who actually told me after I won him. "Well, gg. At least I learnt smth new today ;)"

Don't you love that warmth and pleasure gaming experience? I don't know, I'm not some hardcore gamer who sits in front of the computer all day long and grind on it. I'm just a casual gamer.

Yea! I mean, look around you at the gaming communities, how many of those do you actually really know? I don't know all either, I'm just giving my point of view of these 3 gaming communities. It's really very saddening to know that some people stereotype gamers are 'nerds who sit behind the computer 24-7' or 'keyboard warriors'.

We have a life, we have social skills (online and offline). Most of all, we have a vibrant gaming community to support what we want, and what we need. To all gamers out there, have fun! :D

Siblings

2011-01-10T20:57:00.001+08:00

Hello guys, I'm back for yet another post about siblings.

I just got back from charms house and am really surprised and awed by how much siblings can affect you.

Being born single child, I have no idea how siblings would have an impact on my life. I guess in my circle of friends, I'm the only single child. It's kinda hard to tell whether it's good or bad. Tat often tells me to treasure my life because I'm single child, nobody is snatching my stuff etc. But from what I feel, I think having an elder brother/sister will greatly affect my behavior and personality. How do I put it, it's always good to have a person at home whom you can talk to and share your troubles with.

Whenever I return home, I go back to an empty house until my parents reach home. I guess that's about it for my home life. It's a warm and cosy home because my parents made it so, but I'm sure that if I'm expecting another brother/sister to come home, it'll be awesome.

Of course some may think that I 生在福中不知福, but the 福 that I'm looking at right now is another type, which I really can't feel right now.

Yeap. I need to take a shower. I just got back from Charms house and I'm totally drenched, because right after I stepped out of her void deck, IT STARTED TO RAIN HEAVILY. -.-

Oh, I'll update a bit more about the first day of school later. Ciao!

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Alright! Here's the additional post and promised.

First day of school today, yea... Let's see... I think it went okay for me? Because most of the time today in school I'm studying already. (What?) I shouldn't be wasting anymore time since I've wasted nearly my entire holidays away.

I spent all my money on buying the chem notes for the class, that I have no more money left to eat. Lucky Mr Yuen gave me some money from the collection of Goggles money. I've got not much money to buy notes anyway, so I'll buy them tomorrow. Spent 2 bucks on my lunch which was 老鼠粉 with a chicken? Hmm...

Yea! Then proceeded to watch Supersize Me! during GP. Honestly I don't understand why are we always watching movies. Next time GP lesson if there's a new movie, I shall opt to read the article that Mr Wang prepared for us instead. I think it'll be more productive. I don't really gain much from the video other than entertainment. GP is now like some entertainment lesson instead.

Another great song to enjoy people!

Alright that's it, I'm currently waiting for charms to finish studying. While doing some work of my own as well... Hmm haven't finish yet...

Ciao!

Yet Another End of a Holiday

2011-01-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, it's another end of the holidays and unlike my holiday in 2009 (O level year), this time is different.

I should have been studying, which I did for a bit, but it doesn't feel as fulfilling as it should have. I'm still rushing to study for a chemistry test which could be tomorrow. I don't care la, just study. Organic, what could go wrong in organic? It's full memory with a bit of thinking.

AND it's not that much either. Yup! The last day of holidays, studying. Grats to Tatster for deleting his Facebook account and Garena, hope it'll last long this time.

School work's back, I'm not going to waste time at home anymore. That's a good thing. Plus I've signed up for a GP tuition at Jurong East, hope that works well too. Oh! I need to do my GP holiday assignment as well, or else Mr Wang would kill me tomorrow. Actually I've already done it. But there's this few comprehension passages that I didn't do. Dang.

Update you guys sooner or later, maybe tomorrow to whine about something.

Tata.

Dedicated to the Jayexa

2011-01-09T11:01:00.002+08:00

Come guys, if you all wanna see a fresh new blog, please go visit Jayexa!

His blogskin was made by himself, not bad eh. PM me for his number. ;) Gold ranked SC2 player, heading towards WCG soon. DotA pro, comparable to YaphetS/YamateH. Could have easily beaten the shit out of anybody with his Muay Thai. Go check him out. LOL

Yea go check it out, awesome blog and I liked the recent post about Nerd Rage. LOL cool shit. K really ciao, I'm off to get some work done before I go for another ladder game of SC2 (Yeah I'm a noob bronze.)

Tagboard

2011-01-09T10:51:00.001+08:00

I took the tagboard away. Not because I find that more pro, it's because the spam messages are annoying me.

Got anything to say, just write in the comments section. (I sound like I'm broadcasting something in YouTube lol)

Yea. Ciao

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Oh and I changed the blogsong but it can't autoplay anymore. Because the new YouTube embed don't allow it to autoplay. Oh well.

JJC Open House

2011-01-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

If you are kinda enthu about JJC, please don't read this post. If you read it, don't sue me for anything, since I've already told you not to read it.

Alright here's the issue. I just got an sms from my classmate that the teacher has chosen me to be the USHER for JJC Open House 2011. YAY. FUCK NO.

Why no? Shouldn't I love the school and support it? How about this, let the students decide whether they want to volunteer or not. I'm sure lots and lots of people (I'm looking at you councilors) would want to usher people around. Or perhaps OGL who thinks that JJ is so awesome.

Honestly, I'm not very into this and I don't really care. But since it's the teachers who chose me, what can I do? Hah it's dumb eh? 12th Jan, just nice it's a Wednesday. I'm having external CCA! :D So that means I'm not able to make it! Aha! That's nice. I'm going to explain to my teacher later on.

Hopefully it's gonna be a positive reply and he's gonna choose somebody else for it. I mean who loves to usher people around in JJC? I'll probably go:

"Hi Madam, this is our school and it has the state-of-the-art *ehem* facilities with wonderful students around." And then right after that there'll be two students hurling vulgarities at each other walking past us.

Oh isn't that so good? Just nice that the O level results are coming out soon, those considering JJC, you are to reconsider. I'm not here to ask you to not come to JJC. I'm not hating on JJC. I'm just saying what I think, an opinion from a person who has already experienced one year of JC life in JJ.

Pretty sure you've heard JJ's fantastic orientation? Yea, I have to admit it's fantastic if I didn't feel so sad about entering JJC (which I still am). Anyway, a fantastic orientation for you would mean 3 days of fun, the rest of your 2 years in JC will be hell. You don't want that do you?

Look around for better JCs! I'm sure there are. Heed my advice people. Do reconsider. I'll see you at the open house if I'm really forced to go. Because on Monday there's a meeting at 3.30pm. I got something on. That's bullshit, I'm not going to be any usher. JJ's got a whole lot of OGL and council members to use don't they. Why'd they drag the students in.

Don't force, ask for volunteers. If there's none, well then that proves there's really something wrong with the school. 70% of the students hate their own school. That's bullshit statistics. But hell, I'm pretty sure people with some sense will know what to do. ;)

Cheers, bye.

For Tatster

2011-01-06T18:31:00.001+08:00

JUST FOR YOU TATSTER!

Since it's going to end...

2010-12-31T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hi guys, 2010 is ending and I shall post something about new year resolutions. Again! (Since everybody is posting them right now, I think)
This shall go on my Tumblr as well.
I'm actually doing GP right now, a new book that I bought yea, but still, here's my first resolution:

Stop getting distracted by the PC when I'm doing work.

Alright, that pretty much applies to what I'm doing now. Don't worry! 2011 has not arrived yet!
Next, I see that my room is full of rubbish and it's really quite messy over the holidays. I mean, come on, it really is uncomfortable to live in such a room. Yea, here you go, second resolution:

Keep my room as clean as possible.

Aha, it's 10:48PM already. I slept at 2/3AM every night during the holidays. That's definitely a bad habit for me.

Latest on the bed by 12AM. :)

I must say that I've really been too sad, way to sad to end up in JJC, and yet still not scoring any straight As for any term yet. That's right:

Score straight As for any major tests/exam. (Hopefully A levels :P)

Next! I just had fever yesterday while going out to celebrate Charms's sister's birthday at an international buffet. I mean, it was really a random, damn random fever that I had, I mean, I woke up in the morning, and BAM, I'm having fever. Oh how great. LOL

Not taking a single MC next year.

Time is like water contained in a cracked cup. It keeps flowing. (Alright I admit that was a failed analogy) And of course, time not spent is time wasted. I should learn to not waste time.

Not to waste time. (Waste time: stoning in front of computer)

Alright, I've got lots more to go, but I shall stop here, because I figured that if I were to write too much resolution, that would be just bullshit. I mean who the hell would have so many resolutions for 2011. In the end, only 30% of them would be achieved, just like my resolution for 2010. I think I achieved... none?

It's okay, always good to have these resolutions in your head even though you know you can't achieve them, makes you feel kind of, safe and sound.

Yeap! I shall stop here, wishing all of you a Happy New Year!

Blog Dead? Nah..

2010-12-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

Apparently somebody will be declaring her blog dead soon. Who? Well look to the right, and find... AHA! Charms Oh!!

Yeap, but for me, nope! I will continue to write crappy stuff on this piece of space on the internet whenever I'm bored. Even though I have several other platform to rant on. This is the most 'unprivatised' one. Those who know me well enough will just come here to see me rant on my daily life on studying, playing, and computer. That's all actually.

Other personal rants are kept away... in a secret piece on land on the internet! Not really internet, most of them are kept with charms actually. LOL, but still, it's okay.

Alright so what's up, school's reopening, I've done everything except the last few bit of my holiday homework, but I haven't really started 'revision'. Plus the Physics booklet is pretty much untouched. I figured that I can finish the entire booklet if I do 20 questions everyday over 30 days. Pretty sweet huh, only if I can really have the discipline to do them. Plus I'm not planning to do them once only. I will have to do them for several times to drill them into my brain, before I'm good to go for my A levels. So I shall start with the J1 topics first, as the J2 topics kick in, that'll be the time when work load goes up and up.

As for now, I'm going to continue doing my econs. I've only received it several days ago, right before school reopens. Am I excited for school to reopen? Not really, people will be excited to see their friends, but nah not for me. I'm seeing my friends everyday during holidays and it felt better during holidays. xD

Yup, that's all, shall post more here too, so that it won't look as dead as it is.

Have fun with holiday homework people!

(Listening to: Uprising - Muse) Great song ;)

I've Wasted This Whole Day

2010-12-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I've wasted on entire day today.

D:

Woke up at 12pm, stared at computer screen all the way until 4pm, then cooked smth to eat, and then at night DotA-ed with some friends. WHAT'S GOING ON TO MY LIFE D:

That's kinda sad, I shall put it back in order, very very soon. To think that I was studying chem last night.. Carboxylic acid. Sigh..

Alright, get back, I shall go take a shower and continue to laze this night off :( Holidays are over soon, what have I achieved? At least I'm still on time for my holiday homework. ^^

See ya guys soon. Tata

God...

2010-12-14T12:47:00.003+08:00

God I miss charms. T.T

Finally Got It Working

2010-12-05T14:57:00.000+08:00

After so many tries, I've finally got the PC in the study to work, again.

Bought it from Best Bargain at Sim Lim Square. Got it at really a good bargain of $321. Plus I had a nVidia graphics card from my previous PC. So could just slot it in, plugnplay. But after a while of using it, the Hitachi HDD spoiled, somehow. It must have been the maid who my mum hired who broke it. The computer was working fine, until after the maid came and cleaned up the study.

It was really a hassle to fix this computer and am glad that I finally got it working. By using the old HDD from the old PC, to install a fresh new copy of Windows XP. Well as for the HDD that's spoiled, I just applied it for Hitachi's RMA and am going to send it back for repair, or replacement. (Hopefully it's replacement). Not easy to build a computer eh, but the sense of satisfaction was really great. I shall make one after As. ^^

What else happened? Well nothing much, I've just been studying late into the night sometimes, but in the morning I'm just lazing my self off. That's not a good thing. I shall go take a shower (I forgot to take one yesterday) and get back to my chemistry energetics. I'm behind time again. Gotta move ahead of it. Read more Time magazine. Lame.

Well that's all, I posted this from the new PC that I fixed, so it feels very fresh. Be honoured to those who actually read this!

Oh btw, school reopens on 10th?! That's fast. Back to work after a refreshing shower! Tata.

JOOOOOOOO

2010-12-04T13:23:00.002+08:00

I love my sec sch friends, fucking much. Even if I'm gonna go gay. Nah kidding.

BEST OF ALL! NO YALAM-S! I LOVE IT.

Kk now it's time to buy my lunch. : DD

I Am The Walrus

2010-12-01T12:38:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back for another post.

Been pretty busy lately. (Oh really?) Yea really. Doing lots and lots of work plus all the gaming. Gaming... GAMING.

Now it's time to take a break and update my blog! (Since charms told me to. LOL) Just watched Harry Potter with her the day before yesterday. It was, yea okay. I'm not a huge fan but I just watch their movies cuz I find it interesting. It turned out to be okay la, though in my mind Harry Potter used to be such a show for kids. Now that they grown up, kissing scenes were added in and love and ooooooooo <3 But yea, it's supposed to be a kids' show. (Which I have no idea why are we teenagers watching it as well) Let's say the target audience of Harry Potter is to everybody.

I need a new bag! Backpack that can actually have a backbone. All of my previous bags had no backbone at all. Just keep falling like that. LOL. Yea, I'm given money to buy one, so... I've got no idea which one to get.

Life's good during holidays. Don't have to go to JJC and see the depressing sight of the muddy brown uniform. Speaking of uniform, what colour goes well with JJC's uniform? Black? Blue? Say what you think right there ----> in the tagboard. Though I know those 'blogwalkers' are having fun in there.

Oh hey, I walk on a blog, so I'm a blog walker. Funny heh. Hahahaha. -.-

They're bots FYI to those who think that I don't know they're bots. They're awesome bots who keep me occupied. Don't you love how these bots are programmed to make you feel there's somebody out there? Actually, I don't. I don't feel that they are there for me, more or less stalking me.

Hell why am I talking so much about these worthless bots. -.-

Guys, here's something so important to tell you all, that I told NOBODY, NOBODY BUT THE INTERNET.

The world is actually round.

Oh and one more thing, atheists, who are they? They are anti-religious, but they atheism is a religion? I am confused. Shall read more on it. Are free-thinkers atheist? o.0

K shall stop here, till next time people. I shall do more AJC math. Damn awesome.

Fuck Forever

2010-11-21T15:05:00.001+08:00

Ahh Sec2 memories :)

Incorrigible? No, I salute him for his courage.

2010-11-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, I believe this news is pretty big out there right now.

Xavier Ong, this kid who has taken a photo of his O level Social Studies cover page and posted it on Twitter. Couple of days later it appeared on STOMP and apparently SEAB was unhappy about it. This news has gotten big big big big big right after that.

Some may say that he's not being apologetic for his actions and his wrong doings. What were the wrong doings? Violating the rule that stated "No electronic devices are allowed in the examination hall."

But here's the catch. He said that "We are allowed to use our handphones, but I didn't take a picture until this Monday." at 0:45 of the video below.

What? They're allowed to use their phones. So what was the problem then? The invigilator allowed him to bring his phone in, was he at fault? Or was the invigilator. He didn't brief them (I assume?). Or even if he did, why wasn't he caught for doing anything like that on the spot? Funny huh, now SEAB is going all over Xavier Ong who obviously did something wrong, but don't feel anything about it.

He claimed on his video that he loved attention. Who doesn't? So in the end the video received comments like "The hell I care what exactly happened. YOU should be given 0 for the paper. And hey, I might forgive you because you helped push the bell curve lower. Anyway, people like you are a disgrace to students like us who treat the Os with utmost seriousness and we slogged our asses to study and mug for the paper. Way to go." and "If you need to be briefed to actually know and follow the instructions, that's PATHETIC.

Right, some people do actually bring in phones, but no one would be that dumb to use the phone to take a picture and post it on the web (esp when it's a national exam). Your action is just plain silly. You will suffer hard later in life with that PATHETIC attitude of yours."

Well obviously these people do not understand the logic of how human beings have been improving for the past few years.

You see, the internet was made a safer place by hackers who continuously find loopholes in the system and exploit these things. Get caught by the people who created the internet, and then these "creators" fix these exploits. In this case, who are the real creators? The hackers or the original creators? If there's a loophole, it will be discovered in time to come.

Just like Jason mentioned during the Facilitator Camp, "What can go wrong, will go wrong."

Is this SEAB's part to look through their exam protocols once more to determine if they are really strict about the usage of mobile phones? I mean how the hell did Xavier Ong even bring in his mobile phone??? This is a funny issue for me to begin with. SEAB better come up with something to resolve this issue. Though giving Xavier Ong a big fat ZERO for his O level won't really bother him that much. Since he's going to the states to take his SATs and enroll in some college.

Yup! I'll probably post another one later about Taiwan Taekwondo player Yang something about the cheating at the Asian Games. Another issue which has got me pondering. Is the individual's fault for not following the rule, or is it the referees'/invigilators' fault for not telling?

See ya guys next time! :D

Rocketeer

2010-11-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

Let's fly~~~

Yea that's my new blog song. Samm recommended it. To those who are interested, NigaHiga and kevjumba made their very own version of it called Shed a Tear. Check it out too!

Pretty catchy huh. I love songs like these.

Oh! Back to life, my dad just got back from Japan! He brought all these goodies that we can eat. And loads of beans. I'm eating a pack now. They taste like, beans. LOL what else could it taste like?

It's the holidays but I'm feeling pretty bored lately. Wake up at 6.30, go back to sleep at 7.30, then wake up at 10.30. Next time I shall just wake up at 6.30 and study till 11am. This way I won't DotA the first thing I wake up in the morning.

For holiday homework! I'm still ahead of time. Completing my quota of revision I'm supposed to finish this week already. Especially for chemistry. Oh but for physics I haven't really started since I'm busy with Waves and Superposition. It's pretty cool. Have two waves put together to get a destructive or constructive interference. I think it's gonna be fun from now on that there is modern physics and nuclear physics! Sounds chim but those are what I've been waiting to learn actually.

I had dinner with pals yesterday at Pizza Hut again. And we saw the very nice teacher. With a godly name. (Thank me, zhehan) Mr.... LIM CHER HAN. He was eating with this lady, whom we don't know. And when we see him, he was wearing his usual PE shorts. LOL. We were expecting him to wear it.

I need to go down to Penin soon to pick up some elixirs. Carey told me this great shop to get elixirs at a cheap price. My strings are rusting after not playing my guitar for so long. Elixirs are meant to last for 6 months. Means I've not been playing for more than 6 months already. The last time I really played and practised was when I first changed into a new set of string. Wow. LOL.

*Umm* I took another bean and popped it into my mouth. Beans are wonderful stuff. Filled with proteins and etc.

I think I'll stop here. I need to get back to work. Finish up my APGP for Math and perhaps a few more games of Starcraft 2 before charms call over.

Bye guys, hope you guys are doing well too! Cheers.

WAJAJAJA

2010-11-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm wajajajaja!

Hello people, I shall blog right now! It's okay if I'm MIA from a certain group of people. Don't worry, I'm not dead. I just prefer to be missing right now.

Just had a few DotA games with good pals on CHENG RUI XIANG's birthday.

Wishing HeX.MiRaGe a HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Of course, last but not least, I'd like to give a middle finger to a certain group of people who had made my life difficult. _|_

Zhehan would curse and swear at this blog post if he saw it, he'll shoot right in my face "Just go to the person's face and say it". But there isn't a need here! The person knows it well :D

FUCK YOU BITCHES! HAHAHAHA.

Jurong Junior College Website Down?

2010-11-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, it's 12.30AM in the morning. Htet asked me about the JJC website just now. I just tried to enter. But apparently... why don't you all try for yourself?

www.jurongjc.moe.edu.sg

HOHO! Can't be found on the server. I wonder what happened. Probably got hacked? Like PJC's website last time. Was some major event. Not really major, but pretty epic.

Now let's see how will JJC react to this. Or did the new Principal (not really new, just entered this year) take down the website for some reason? I don't know.

We shall see! :)

Baptised in the River

2010-11-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

This new Good Charlotte song which I have been listening to. I mean, Good Charlotte motivates me to study.

Wait... Oh my god it's after promos and MT A levels, yet Bili you are studying?

Yea, of course it's a must. Got to keep my momentum going. Don't wanna roll back down to rags again. It was a great start for J1. At least I got myself to sit still and study for pretty long hours in order to secure an ABB/C grade. I swear if I could study like how my friends did, I'd do pretty well. (Darren, I'm looking at you. LOL)

Yea, other than that, I just went for the Facil camp today. Nothing interesting I must say. It's just a camp whereby we are needed for pretty SK stuff. There's a recce tomorrow. Yet I receive no information about it yet. Hope I don't oversleep! If I do then... it's okay. :)

I'm pretty tired right now, but I'm still hooked up on the computer. Why? I don't know! It's just a computer. Everybody gets hooked on to it. It's a drug that does no harm to health. Well it does, to your eyes and brains. But still, hey wait, doesn't that make computer usage a pure drug abuse?

I don't know, but it sounds logical? Or not, tell me what you think ^^

The Internet &.... JJC?

2010-11-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

After watching "The Social Network", it really struck me that the internet is just a freaking dreamland whereby we express our thoughts and creations in code. Those lucky few who got the attention succeeds. Those who don't, simply just slip back into the drain.

But what's fascinating is that we could create things over and over again on the internet, without people realising it. We can fail time after time. But once we got discovered, life is sweet as it seems. Yes, Facebook happened. It did not really happen, but people were just attracted to it once it got created. Of course kudos to the creator of it. (Still can't get his name right. Mark Zukegsakljgksladjberg?) Sorry.

Yea, I just ate my pear so I'm kinda bloated now. I almost fell asleep just now on the bed, but I realised I gotta print out something else for the camp tomorrow.

I got a Facil Camp to facilitate for tomorrow and next week. I hope this would be fun? Yea it will be of course. I sense a couple of JJC students reading this blog and hoping to dig out some facts from me. What you wanna know, just ask ---> Tagboard.

By the way to those JJC students, no offence, but after a year in JJC, it just made me feel more depressed that I'm in such a school. :( It's disappointing that the school has such great latecoming rate that the school had to bring in some lame CWO measures. It's disappointing that the school had to enforce such attire rules so that we will follow them. I mean if the school spots no problem with our current attire, why would they want to implement a new one? You know how the school runs, they discuss about a certain problem in the school. And how do we fight this system? We make it as though there are NO problem at all. Come on, if all of the guys shorts are tapered, and it's a "School Uniform", why not? I mean it's neat, clean, and most of all, everybody's pants are tapered. It's UNIFORM.

If you think this is twisting the rules, I beg to differ.

People attend colleges and schools to receive an education. Mr Leow mentioned to us, what is education? Well here is what education is all about. It's to make us LEARN something. What's right, and what's wrong. It's not for us to blindly follow a certain set of rules that others set for you. Yes, in other words, nothing is right, nothing is wrong. Do anybody have the rights to take the right of wearing whatever we like away from us? Maybe it's arguable that by entering the school, we have already accepted that we shall follow the school rules. Oh of course, we shall follow it. We follow it our way.

JJC, no rules are perfect. No laws are without loopholes, no internet security systems are free of bugs and glitches. If there's a sentence here, there's bound to be errors.

That's the logic, of perfection. It does not exist.

What?

2010-11-03T12:52:00.002+08:00

Love is a game, just like Starcraft.

I'm sorta losing out in my macro now.

Btw, Happy Birthday Dad.

YaphetS

2010-10-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

YaphetS. One of the best China DotA players around. Gotta be amused by his SF.

That's a nice song too. This Is The New Shit - Marilyn Manson

Razer Deathadder

2010-10-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

I swear that this will be essential to me. But it costs around... 90 bucks? That's just sad... Oh well. :(

And It Doesn't Work

2010-10-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

Gaming don't even work. How excited it is to play Starcraft 2 at a moment like this. Even though I won all 4 games just now.

Dah... child's play.

Shit I'm coughing with the sensation. Falling sick soon again. Water. Water water water water.

Screw the haze. So hazy. Explains why everything is so dazey. I still got my PW slides to do.

FUCK LA JIBAI. BAD MOOD NOW, SCRAM.

Bipolar? Yes. Bye.

Deja Vu

2010-10-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

It's really a Deja Vu feeling. Well not really, oh it's nostalgic instead.

I still remember how will I screw my own thoughts up in the past when these type of things happen. It shouldn't, but it did.

It should have been this way, but it went that way. It will never go the way that you see it to be. Of course. You can't, because the only thing that can go the way that you want it to go, is your own body. Not others. Still remember last time how awkward and messed up it was.

It is still haunting me. This problem will forever haunt me I guess.

But I'm becoming restrictive. Very restrictive.

Fuck it, I don't know what to do, and I shall SC2. (As usual, gaming my thoughts off, running away from the problem)

Yet Another Bloooooooooooooog Post.

2010-10-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, nothing much happened lately.

WELL A LOT HAPPENED.

I bougth my Starcraft II with charms (no she didn't buy, she came to my house after we bought it. Actually, is to study chinese. We did okay.) LOL Then after that followed by that was bombardments of "Wa lao why waste money????"

Okay okay okay I get the point. 99 bucks isn't worth it for a 10 or 11 digit CD Key in order to use Bnet and all of you would rather spend it on other stuff. Blah blah blah. Okay. Or I bought it just to lose to Jayexa so it's a waste of money. Okay okay. I know, stop saying it alr -.-

Those who want to wait for the battle chest, carry on and wait. Because... (behold, the amazing quote.)

Money wasted is money not spent.

Shit! I'm good. LOL. Actually I'm not good. It was adopted from HuskyStarcraft's time wasted is time not spent. Awww. But money isn't that way actually, now it makes me sound like a rich bastard.

It's okay, I'm waiting for charms to finish her PW work now. Some people wanna ask about "MY BILI" on her blog. (I'm staring at you nick. You can't see me, but I'm staring at you), of course I'm hers. Or else whose? Yours? NAHHHHH.

Yea that's all I'm gonna write today. Gosh I'm very sleepy. Been sleepy since 9pm. I don't know why. Cuz of SC2 for the entire afternoon with Jayexa? Not really entire, I stopped halfway and went to do my PW OP. LOL I lost all 5 games to him.

I'm such a noob like that xD

Okay now I'm worried for another thing. I'm betting Jiawen didn't do his OP script. If he did, I will buy myself a bottle of coke for Wednesday morning.

Btw, Wednesday... 20th October!!! Important date important date. But too bad it will only be very important on 22nd October :( LOL!! It's okay.

Dinner with Schmucks. :D

I Keep Using This Song

2010-10-14T17:47:00.001+08:00

What I felt, what I've known, never shined through what I've shown...

From Metallica. Haha, I'm not really in the mood to update. Promise I'll do a proper one next time.

Just a quick update, for the first time I screwed up econs. 25/55. I... just don't know what to say. Like I could. Nah I can't. Nvm.

Kids of This Generation

2010-10-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hello people, I'll be back for a quick update before I start off with my mass physics revision again. (I love it when I revise for physics. It feels fun.)

I'm going to talk about the kids of our generation. Those born from MY year onwards. Well see technology has flew so fast as we grow up. I think it's the fastest compared to our previous generations. We have seen the computer screen turn from a big box into a flat screen, a mobile phone from pixels into the Retina Display (yes the iPhone 4). The improvements made in transport systems, cars. Manufacture goods, even PENS. Now we even have preferences for which pen to use. Pen used to be such a luxury good in the past.

I mean look at us, we have seen everything gone from dumb, big and stupid, into small, mini and compact.

Most importantly, our generation are widely, very widely affected by computer gaming. Or in other words the computer. Technology, new media, etc.

Which one of us kids do not own his own computer, and still have to share it with the family? Which one of us do not own a mobile phone. Look around you in the train, you could easily spot primary school kids holding at least a Sony Ericsson, and Secondary School kids with iPhone. Most of the time they're just holding it, listening to music, doodling on it, texting friends. But I believe, in the past, kids of our age were more than happy to have a book to read in the train.

Yes, to those who are going to rebut me with 'times have changed', keep your arguments for now.

I'm posting from my OWN laptop. That makes me no difference from other kids of this generation.

Look at the post right below this. This is what kids of this generation are interested in, what we are indulging in is not reality. It's something so fake and deluding. What worst could come of this generation?

I'm sorry if this sounded like a GP essay, but I thought I could talk about this, since I'm indulging in DotA and Starcraft all the time, and I'm spending most of my time online. Who else share this lifestyle? Thousands out there. Speak up people, in the tagboard right there >>>>>>

DotA

2010-09-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

Let me do a brief introduction of my interest in DotA.
(Alright it's not going to be brief, so be prepared for lots of techs!)

I'm bored right now, so I shall post this before I actually start to study for my Chem promos which is tomorrow!

Alright let's go!

When I first started out with DotA, it was still a very old old old version. Say, 6.38? I remember the good old days where the taverns are all by the fountain, and that there wasn't so much fanciful items and heroes. It was a simple game of teamwork and I got sucked into it right after my sec 2 streaming exams. (Yea, I got into triple science, it's rewarding to myself.) See this is actually what I always wanted to do, get into a game and develop in it. Since everybody around me was playing, I thought, why not?

First hero I ever used. Razor. Ahhh. Good old memories of the red coloured lightning bolt and the chain lightning, yellow coloured aura, the random shocks around razor every 10 seconds. It's good old Razor, the Lightning Revenent that time. There wasn't any plasma field or the thingy that sucks up damage. I sort of hated it. Yeap, I started out on a razor and developed a love for it. (Though I practically DON'T use Razor anymore now)

This was the razor I loved. But they totally changed it right now. How sad. Yeap. That's the starting of lantis_play in DotA. I did change my IGN for a few times (you guys should know it well what did I change to before -.-) But hell, it's fixed for lantis_|_play right now!

For now DotA is my lifestyle. Nonono, it's not my lifestyle, my lifestyle is still studying, but DotA is one of those items that make me happy every once in a while. Nothing compares to having a great DotA game with these people:

1) Tatster

2) coolstufff

3) HeX.MiRaGE

4) xplay4funx

5) weishou

6) Jayexa

7) ShunAyano

8) poacheggs (SAM!)

9) tatchong

10) LeeTL

11) Porntagonist

12) ShatteredHope (This name is placed last for a reason. LOL)

Yea, to all those up there, really a big great thanks for the fun we had in DotA. No don't misunderstand me. I'm not quitting DotA for good. LOL I'm just being sentimental about how much we have progressed in DotA together.

There was even a time when almost the entire class guys started out with DotA. I remember Desmond playing, Yong Zhun playing. Matthew got in with Shervance too. I mean, everybody suddenly just started with it. But lots of them stopped. That's sad.

Let's move on to DotA for me right now. Usually it's only Tatster, sheng, weiheng, jo and me playing. Lots of people are not joining us as often as before, but hell, it's still fun to try out new stuff.

Lotsa new stuff every game! We are HEROs. HEROs don't quit. (That's for you Tat Wee. LOL)

Yea I find it quite weird to post about DotA. Maybe more next time, I'll explain more of my play style and preference instead. I'm kinda bored but don't wanna play DotA. So I'll write and blog about it instead.

See ya guys next time!

What Mortal...

Promos

2010-09-23T18:19:00.002+08:00

It's promos period!

I shall update right after my promos are over. In fact two days after that, since I've got the All Boys Camp by JJC 2 days after promos. What a lame thing to do. Hai...

Supposed to be my marking days. Alright off I go now. Ciao!

Powerpuff Girls

2010-09-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

Since my dear Oh Jie Fang Charmaine thinks that Powerpuff Girls has a yellow 'Buttercup'. Here's the proof that Powerpuff Girls has no YELLOW!!!!!!!!

LOL!!!!!!!!!!

Project Work is for Dumb People

2010-09-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm back again!

Just to update you guys about my project work right now. It's bullshit. Really, my group members are all so 'motivated' to do their work. Yet all sent me work...that is CRAP. With one more member not even sending me anything.

I mean, you tell me that "Hey, I think we should do our project work," or use the annoying tone to tell me "Eh Bili, our project work how~~~?"

Don't question me these, if you are not going to do your work and sending them to me on time. If the other few group members can do it within 20 minutes, I don't see what is the problem right here. Of course if you are reading this, please wake the fuck up. I'm very tired of chasing after people for work.

Most people think that project work is 'Oh so fun!' and that we are supposed to bond and work together as a team. Well screw that thinking, project work is for dumb people who seriously believe that they will always work harmoniously together as a team, to finish and complete the task. Come on, really, come on. I'm holding grudges with everyone, just that I'm too angelic to show it off. (Not to you CTSS people, I hold grudge with none, except Wei Heng maybe. Cyber bully. Ok kidding. LOL)

So much for JC, Just C_ _ _ _ _ E. :) Fill in the blanks yourself, I'm writing it like this so that I won't get into any trouble. Lots of words starts with C and ends with E. Comprehend it yourself!

Promo exams are coming, well I do hope that people will wake up, seeing that promos + project work + crap.

So much for ranting, now time for a good old fashioned... update about my life.

I'm 17. Seventeen. 十七岁. Grown up??? NAH. I'm still a small kid :P

I love to play, a love-hate relationship with studying, BUT, definitely a one-sided HATE relationship with slacking. I hate slacking to the max! Slacking is the same as smoking (for a smoker of course.) You know it's bad, but you just do it. Why? There's no reason. It's like a... a... tuberculosis-preventive pill. (What?) You know it will harm your liver, but you still take it.

Alright that wasn't a good comparison, anyway.

I wasted the entire holiday off! I did little work I must say, since I'm so obsessed with watching YouTube and all sorts of commentaries (Warcraft, DotA, Starcraft). One week flew by, I did only 1/3 of the work I planned to do. Time to cram up the remaining 2/3 into the 2 weeks of school!

Yeap, I will be staying late in JJ for every now and then of course, since my mum's overseas and my dad comes home late most of the time. Yea I will just waste my time off if I stay at home.

Come on, I need the aura that was present every night during Night Focus in CTSS :(

Delifrance... Not as 'Deli'

2010-09-04T13:58:00.000+08:00


Taken at Delifrance

I just had my lunch at Delifrance. It was sort of random to eat there, but my dad just wanted to try it. Not to mention the disappointment I had from this large cafe...

I remember in the past, Delifrance was something like Subway, selling awesome sandwiches with nice fillings. But now, it's more like a restaurant which sells mini portion of food, at a very large amount of price.

I ordered their Beef Lasgne. Of course, I've eaten lots of Lasgne, and I find the one at Bukit Timah Plaza truly appetizing. However, Delifrance made the one at BTP even more appetizing than ever.

I have never came across any Lasgne which is watery. It's just too bland. The beefy chunks within the pasta slices were too moist and the feeling of it in my mouth is very bad. Given a choice I'd want to spit it out, but it's okay, I still need my nutrition. Beef is nutritious, don't waste it.

What else? Oh I tasted my mum's seafood pot pie. (I forgot the name of it). It tastes... sweet. Yes, it's a sweet pot pie, with seafood. I don't really know how to link these two tastes together, but it just don't go well. I mean, you don't expect to see pastry with seafood in it. Wow. Creative idea, but I guess it's a bit too creative.

That's all for Delifrance I guess. It's just their lasagne that let me down a lot. I'm not trying to defame anybody right here so please don't put me in jail, just expressing my personal opinion. :)

Yes, that's all. Next time! Ciao.

The Inspiration To Blog

2010-09-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, today I'll be talking about how mad can people get when they are faced with dreams.

I read up recently about 'lucid dreams'. Yea, thanks Zhe Han, read it from your note and went on to research about it. (Only if I could apply this eager learning towards everything, including my A levels subjects.)

It's pretty cool stuff, there are certain ways to make you have a, erm, 'lucid dream'. It simply means that you are actually dreaming, but you are aware that you are dreaming. It's more or less, a dream world that you live in, which you control. Pretty awesome right? And how do you achieve this?

I read several methods. Some were bizarre. Includes writing a letter 'A' on your palms and trying to recall and challenge yourself if you are dreaming. Be it in reality, or in your sleep. Wow, that is awesome stuff right?

But honestly, what good does it do to control your own dreams? Fantasize about the things you like? Most guys would probably go fantasize about Megan Fox (I don't think she's hot.) or maybe just try out something cool. Then BAM, you wake up. All's gone. But of course, that's hell of an experience ;)

Who knows? Next time this 'lucid dreaming' may actually become a cure for a disease or something, (most likely mental disease, since I don't think you will get well from flu by just dreaming.)

Yea, that's about lucid dreams.

It's already September! Time flies, I still think that O levels was just over, now I'm facing promos. It's like studying for O level five times! Nah not really, I don't find promos any stress, because I can promote, I believe I can. Or rather, I hope I can :)

Other than that it's just normal stuff lately, I'm down with some cough, yea so people who often come in contact with me will know. Not looking really good these few days.

Anyway I'm starting my Physics tuition and more PW rushing soon. Met Ms Wen today and she told us that our PW is perfectly sound and safe. No problem! Just that it's the least that she could do to help us do well in our PW. It's okay, it's okay. I understand it's hard to bring out the fact that our project is sort of screwed, but at least there is a solution right now.

Peace out, see you guys next time :)

New Year Resolutions, which are achieved?

2010-08-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

"so here it goes...
1) be that awesome cadet inspector that gains respect not from the rank, but from within himself.
2) stop screwing up my studies. =.=
3) stop screwing up my THINGS. esp when they spoil so fast
4) stop screwing up relationship. be it with family or with friends. i've had enough trouble last year.
5) stop screwing up my own health"

Wow, okay. Let's see... first one! I have not seen any yet, so it's not achieved yet. Second! I could say that it's still doing fine!

Third! I lost my GC, shit, that's a fail. Forth! Going all fine baby <3

Last one, I'm down with flu now, what do you think -.-

What A Hectic Week

2010-08-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'm back for a post because PW is wrecking my brains.

I looked at how Julian's group is progressing and started to panic. :O

Why? Because they have their fucking written report done up properly! It's hard! Even though Miss Wen rejected it, (fully, yes fully.) they still produced some work! I'm totally stuck at GM food, but now I finally got some ideas running in my mind and I'm rushing the entire project by myself.

Most of them didn't do anything, because they didn't know what to do. I can't blame them too. If they don't understand they don't. It's hard to force an idea into their head. Ms Wen explained it so clearly what to do. I don't know what were they doing when she was explaining.

Mr Thun gave so many advices, yet, NONE OF THEM LISTENED! I absorbed everything that was needed. Well, sad life then. I have to pull through this. I know I could. My eyes are closing though. Fuck tomorrow there's SPA!

Chemistry SPA!!!!!!

Oh my God. This hectic week is going to be over soon! I will be seeing charms on Saturday, and maybe Wednesday. Depends first.

Yeap, Charms definitely destress me every night when I call her. <3

Thanks a lot to my dearest girlfriend!

Aww okay, I shall go back to written report. :)

Basketball

2010-08-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hello guys,

I shall post before I go rush my econs tutorial. Don't want to go to class not knowing anything. I believe tutorials are the most awesome thing on Earth 8)

Yeap, recently I've been playing ball quite often in JJC la. Very lame though, because my class has one fat ass who shoots well, and another tall guy who shoots... weird, but fuck he's taller than me, and has longer hands. That's not dope. Anyway keep playing... Then realised that playing ball in sec sch was definitely more fun than JC.

I can dare to say that CTSS has the most people with sportsmanship, compared to other schools. I have not seen anybody play ball in such a unhealthy way on the court. Most of all another class today, rejected the challenge by us and even shoo-ed us off the court. Didn't want to argue just left.

I mean, these people, they're just kids in a way. Singapore host of YOG, with such unsportly people in the country herself? I don't think this is what a country hosting YOG should be.

Jurong Junior College, what a letdown.

That's all, noticed so much from such a small event. Maybe I'm wrong, but I'm just expressing my opinions right here. Of course I do know some silent readers who will read this and not tag. I'm naming them out right now.

MY GIRLFRIEND, CHARMS OH. (TAG AFTER YOU SEE THIS!!!)
Nick (You're banned, pwnt.)
Tat Wee (Sometimes you read it, but hell, just tag pl0x. Don't tag nonsense)
Janise (Don't be a stalker. Jk)
Jayexa (Sometimes?)
Another few who I have not named, you know who you are, and I know all of you btw. I got a blog tracker. :) Don't be surprised if one day your computer auto shutdown ^^

To those named, you can continue to silent read la, I don't really care, but tag if you can please. If not I'll feel kinda creeped out that there are people reading what I write, without me knowing. Average blog hits is actually 80 per day. I don't know how did I get so much.

Tata! See you guys next time, when I find more people who actually reads. <3

Women Are Thinkers

2010-08-15T15:07:00.001+08:00

Saw this on the net LOL. Enjoy.

Treatment

2010-08-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

You will never be treated the way you treat others.

The reason is simple.
They are not you.
They don't have your brains, they don't think like you.
They don't have view things in the same perspective as you.

And most of all, you succeed when you get them alongside you, you fail when they don't.

History.

2010-08-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, but I just don't want history to repeat itself. Repeating history means that you have not learnt from your mistakes, and are still making the same silly mistakes over again.

Yea I'm still awake, gonna have a 10 minutes DotA game with pals.

Goodnight to the rest, I'm still hoping to see shooting stars. (There will be tonight!)

Happy National Day!

2010-08-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I'm back from celebrating National Day at charms's (how to type charms 的 house ah) house. LOL brought over my Monopoly set, in the end everybody ended up playing one round, and got sick of it. But at least better than leaving it in my storeroom, waiting for the set to somehow.. decompose right... The money holders were mouldy already. :(

Her mum made this water chestnut thingy! Very nice!! Don't you agree charms??? :) She drank 4 cups! I drank 3. But once I got home, my mum told me that she made some water chestnut thingy too. -.- Oh no all water chestnut LOL.

She's busy doing PW now.. And I'm wondering how is my own PW going. I got to edit some of the work tomorrow, most likely I. ME. XU BILI, got to edit it. -.-

Can't blame the rest too, since I'm doing a bad job as a leader, because most of them do not even know what's our project about right now. I can't come to an agreement of a meeting date too. Because I need to sort things out myself as well. We only got our interview done. Ah well. It's okay. I'll rush out something. ASAP.

Back to topic! National Day, wow can see fireworks from her house. Not bad!! Cool stuff! My parents told me they saw fireworks too. Those set up from the CCK National Day booth. LOL. Funny.

OH! Something bad happened at home. (I know this is off topic again). My mum plugged in the plug for the iron, the iron, you know? The thing to iron your clothes. Yea, then the entire house went black. When my dad fixed the circuit breaker, the TV wasn't working. And our Starhub set top box wasn't working. So my dad couldn't believe what happened, and he plugged in the iron again. BLACK. -.- Still not working after circuit board got sorted out. This is bad, no TV!!!!!!! I wanted to catch Ip Man somemore. Wait I think it was long over when I was on the train. LOL

Yup! That's an update. After several few crappy updates. I know how far has this post veered off topic. It should be about national day. But let me end this on a good note.

I LOVE CHINA

2AM

2010-08-08T01:43:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be 2am soon!

Argh another two and a half hours more charms is gonna wake up. She'll be calling me, smart. LOL!!!

Just now oovoo with sam zh and niger again. jayexa was there. tell me if you're reading this cuz... you're a bitch. :) LOL

Nahh nvm, I go sleep. Wished I was at Zhehan's house now. LOL so fun, parents won't really allow though. School term. Sian.

Goodnight!

有些疼痛是要忍受的。

2010-08-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I don't know what am I feeling right now, it's a sense of confusion. When you know that your own thoughts shouldn't be so distorted, why has it gone haywire?

How would I know lol, it's normal human reaction to these stuff, but as I always write, 有些疼痛是要忍受的。

Or in English, I'll have to bear with some pain.

Yea, I guess so, I guess so.

Pull yourself back up together. Goodnight.

2010-07-27T21:30:00.001+08:00

Thanks Jo, this song is stuck in my head now and I'm laughing at it LOL.

Love The Way You Lie

2010-07-27T20:32:00.001+08:00

"Just gonna stand there and hear me cry, that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie."

Love The Way You Lie - Eminem feat. Rihanna

Good song. Good song.

Empty?!?

2010-07-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

The stress of all of our daily lives is clearly reflected from how seldom we blog nowadays. Let alone to even tag. LOL.

I can't wait for Dec holidays to come. Because I got a feeling that September Holidays will just be a 5 day study break. December!! December!!! December!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Other than that, I shall go back to my Chem. Come on -.- There's Eqm, Alkane, Alkene test tomorrow. Lecture test again. Lucky I brought a jacket and left it in my locker. I am REALLY REALLY gonna wear it during the test. Or else I'll simply just freeze to death. Bet most of the time why my answers are fucked is due to the coldness. (Looking for excuses LOL)

Yes, of to the books again. To all the people from CTSS '09, hope you guys are doing well. :) PWN THOSE NOOBZORSZZXZXZX.

Wedding Dress.

2010-07-24T18:25:00.002+08:00

Wijohn found it. Not bad.

Yea. Really not bad.

So Unlucky?

2010-07-20T22:02:00.001+08:00

Why is my family so unlucky nowadays?

After I fell sick, my dad fell sick

Then came my mom burning herself while cooking. Her head has two burn black marks now.

Then today, dad fell down in the office. Now he's home with headache. Making me worried sick.

What's with all these??

What I am.

2010-07-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

I find this pic very epic. Zai right?!

Double Rainbow

2010-07-17T12:12:00.001+08:00

I wish I could cry over a double rainbow too. :(

What's up

2010-07-17T11:36:00.002+08:00

Now I finally know, what's up with that song... not my blog song. Somebody else's.

Like...

2010-07-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

Like I'm the greatest fucker on the Earth right now.

GP Formative Essay!

2010-07-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hello guys!

I finished my GP formative essay hehehehe!!! It really reminds me of how ET used to vet my narratives over and over again. I wrote a lot, he rejected a lot, because all sucked. LOL. Anyway in the end, it's still a B4 for English. Aww.. At least I'm still passing GP now in JC. Hope the next test I can push it up to at least 60 marks. I mean, how hard could it be? It's just explaining what you want to say properly. Yeap! I believe I can do it. :)

Ok! Today... was such a tiring day because I found out that I have to redo my PW. Totally redo it. Fuck you for asking me to bring my laptop. Really there's totally no point in me bringing a freaking laptop to school. So here's something for you. _|_

Alright moving on, I feel so relaxed today because I've already done all my homework due tomorrow yesterday. Luckily I did economics yesterday. I'm seeing people rushing them today. Wonder what will Alicia Ong do to them. She really isn't a bad teacher. Honestly, if you are going to say that every teacher here is a bad teacher, then why don't you quit school? I would be very happy if you quit school you know. I don't mind having one to one tutorials everyday. How awesome huh. SO just stop complaining about "She sucks la, putting up a fierce front." Because you are the one who is looking at things with a wrong perception.

Hmm I really wonder if any of my classmates are actually reading this. Well if you are, do tag! Or tell me when I'm in school what an asshole I am. I'll greatly appreciate it. :)

What else... ah, charms is suuuupppppeeer busy LOL. Okok I go research a bit on my eco fashion for project work. :(

I will do well for my PW, don't worry people.

Tomorrow is Friday! Finally!!! :D

TGIF in 2 hours 18minutes~!

Let's Pretend...

2010-07-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

Let's pretend. Just pretend.

I really hope this week would be over soon. That's going to be bad for my blog but good for my mental health. Keep blogging in to talk about daily life nowadays.

Today woke up feeling kinda dizzy and whirly. Don't know what's going on too, so just went to brush my teeth with my eyes closed. (Wow, of course in the end the toothpaste drops splashed all over the mirror, mum just scolded me) Then washed my face by splashing water over it. I only do that for days which I'm really feeling tired and sleepy, always worked, but I don't know why it didn't today. Oh well. Then went on to take a dump.

Yea, halfway while taking a dump, I wanted to doze off. My phone was in my hands, wanted to tweet something I think, then as my eyes closed... my phone DROPPED. Lucky not into the toilet bowl. Or else it's really gg.com for one entire day. It dropped, the battery cover came out, that woke me up a bit. In the end I was so afraid to doze off again that I just left the house like this. Oh, after spraying my nose. (It's medication.)

School was eeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Yea. That's a fantastic adjective to explain my school life. How 'interesting' huh. Went to school with first period PW tutorial. Well, here's something la, I'm not really sure if others can see this, but fuck it. I'm writing this out. I'm not almighty, I don't know everything, don't depend on me for everything, and don't think that I will do all the work for you. Because here is this thing for you fuckers. I WON'T DO WORK FOR PEOPLE. Unless it's employment. You ain't got no fuckin' right to hire me. So get your small/medium/big ass back to the chair, and DO YOUR WORK THAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO.

After that was the tuburculosis test. Well I'm quite worried actually, because I'm actually coughing, fevering, sore throating, fluing these few days. So there's quite high a chance to get TB. Oh what an assumption. Some claimed the needle to hurt, it was ok for me.

CAME GP. WAH WAH WAH GP. Watched another video of the teenage market. How the market is actually targeted to teens now. It's quite true actually, most companies develop products for teens now. Other than that nothing much. -.- Lame. Took down some notes.

Chemistry lecture was boring.

Chemistry practical was cool, didn't do so much solutions for myself before. My target aim is just to complete the god damn report, and get out of the lab. It's my main objective there. Not to play around in the lab. Retards. Seriously if after reading this, some of you have something against me, just do this. Turn around, count 1 to 10, pick up your Time magazine and read an article out loud, and then turn back to your computer, look at the top right corner and click the cross. No not Jesus. The CROSS [X].

Economics tutorial! I think only people who don't listen will think that the new economics teacher is bullshit. She's quite good in elaborating what we need to do, and telling us the important points. What's so bad about her attitude? I find these teachers good. As in they are just articulate, not fierce. What a way to portray people as 'fierce'. Once again if you have something against me, you know what to do.

Alright econs tutorial ends and I went to chemistry practical make up. The teacher should just cut the crap and let me carry on with the practical. I could easily finish it within half an hour and GET OUT OF THE LAB.

Go home, online, stone, bath, eat, and I'm here.

That's all, thanks for reading.

Oh, wait, on the way home today, I looked up in the clouds, and I asked myself.

If the sunlight could make it's way through the dark clouds, why can't I?

Recently....

2010-07-12T22:11:00.001+08:00

Hi guys, recently this is how my desktop has been looking like. LOL. EoM on the left, article on the right. How innovative eh? I'm such a great person :)

Most people are busy right now with... erm, homework, EoM, CCAs. But chill! Not to say procrastinate, but I'm sure there's a balance between yin and yang. Wow I sound so philosophical in a... exotic way. Well, I do believe that there's balance in everything, but for people who really cannot balance, I strongly suggest you just stick to one of them...

Charms!!!!!!! So stressed nowadays ah.. Look on the bright side, it's only ONE week! All the best! :):):)

I just watched Bourne Supremacy, such a wonderful movie. Even better than the James Bond bullshit. LOL. Yeap! It's definitely better. The way Bourne does things systematically really amuses me. I mean, seriously, who would get shot, drive, pour alcohol on the shot wound, and look at the map, and give his wound a dressing? Marvelous. Well then again, it's only a movie. LOL. Let's learn the realistic things from the movie instead of drooling on the imagined 'facts'.

Here's a video that JJ enterprise shared with us during civics today, I actually took the effort to find it out.

Very interesting video that emphasizes how video games affects our daily lives. I understand that to certain people I may look like a DotA addict. And of course like most addicts will do, I would deny it. To a certain extent why I'm not addicted is because, first, I got a life, that's studying in a Junior College. Second, I don't give up family and friends for... computer games. Well ok, friends are integrated with computer games, LOL, but family definitely not giving them up. NOT EVEN GIVING UP MY GIRLFRIEND ON DOTA! Come on, (ok maybe sometimes I go off playing and not talk to her for a while :X that's every week. I'm sorry LOL)

Alright the point here is, not everybody who knows a lot about the game, or plays the game pretty often are ADDICTS. Definition of addiction is actually unable to stop doing something without force. Do my parents drag me away from my computer to prevent me from playing games? LOL. NO.

That's all for today la, hope that you guys enjoy the video. It's pretty awesomely done. :)

What I've Felt, What I've Known...

2010-07-11T12:37:00.000+08:00

From a Metallica song, The Unforgiven.

"What I've felt, what I've known, never shine through what I've shown."

It's been in my head for a damn long time anyway. Since I first heard the song in Sec 2. Such a catchy phrase with so much meaning to me all of the time.

I guess I wasn't in the right state of mind yesterday to post that post below. (Read below.)

That's an excuse. But I can tell you that I was really feeling quite down yesterday. Don't know why either.

Did differentiation this morning, and found out that JC's dy/dx is so much more complicated. Ah lunch. Tata.

After All That You Have Been Through

2010-07-10T23:44:00.001+08:00

After all that you have been through...

You find that everybody is the same, with the unintentional intention to hurt you.
You find that people have ups and downs
You find that all humans will not want excess of something, neither too little
You find that most of the time you are taken for granted
You find that after all that you have been through...

You still have not grown.
You still have not matured your thinking
You still have not won your inner self
You still have not killed virus in you
You are just a kid.

And most of all, after all that you have been through, you realize, nothing is perfect, nothing will be, unless you define perfect itself.

What's perfectness? Nothing = Perfect. Giving nothing, is the perfect gift in this case, is it true? Of course it ain't.

Logically, what I'm speaking is CRAP. People are already scolding you, "Bili, fuck you, you are making no sense."

Thanks.

But I still want to write on like an asshole right now.

In life, you may be just a pawn on the chess board, with the king in checkmate right in front of you. Everything fits in so perfectly, it seems that the game is coming to an end, victory is in hand.

Until you found out, it's not your turn.

GP and Econs!

2010-07-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey hey I’m just back AGAIN!

Update about my common test results! I’ve gotten back three of them already. GP, Econs and Math. And… here you go!

GP- 50/100
Econs- 30/55
Math- 46/70

Well, what to say? I couldn’t feel anymore luckier for my GP and Econs. I’m not sure, but I feel that, English has always been my weak subject, and it’s hard to score. But I passed my GP, out of 23 people, I heard very few passed. I mean, wow. Maybe it’s pure luck. But et said on Facebook that it was my “Hard work and a dash of luck”. Wow.

As for Econs, I know that I did not put in my best, YET. Wait charms just came online, say hi to her first.

Ok I said hi.

Erm, yea for my Econs, I’m not really convinced that I have reached my limits already. But I could push it up for a C or B instead of an… E. I’m the second highest in my class. Highest is just… 31. Gosh. Oh charms is busy D: must be AVA stuff or she just need to study. Haha later I still gotta study for my Chinese open book test.

Well… Math is the greatest regret (遗憾) of all. (I’m getting in my Cheena mood already, come to me MT Oral!) I went to the toilet and missed out on one question. Lost 3 marks. With that 3 marks I could have secured an A. :( LOL but I find it damn joke. Go toilet, come back and miss out on one question. LOL.

Yeap, common tests are over, next up would be promos!! (I mean the important exam.) Not forgetting the random lecture tests and quizzes in between as well. All the best people!

Tata!

DotA

2010-07-03T20:26:00.001+08:00

Oh hi I'm going to DotA now. A quick post before I go.

I have nothing to write about. Even though so much happened.

:( :( :( :( :(

:(

2010-06-28T18:40:00.001+08:00

Ah ok nevermind. No lunch tomorrow :(

Ph..ph..ph... PHYSICS!

2010-06-28T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Tomorrow. Tomorrow is the day I've been waiting for! Tomorrow is the PHYSICS day!

I'm not really looking forward to it because I'm not fully prepared as well. But hell, I've yet again done the TYS. For the first few chapters only. MCQs -.- Then the paper that Mr Kwok gave us.

Seriously, I find all physics teacher like a dad to me. I find Mr Kwok like a dad, Mr Kamal like a dad (wth? But yea he looks like my dad), Mr Chiang as a dad (he told me, a useless person would remain useless, unless he proves himself otherwise), and my dad is like a physics teacher to me too! Voila!

Yeap, today went back to school for consultation with Mr Kwok. Great guy! Taught me tips and tricks to doing questions. And when the ball reaches the ground, it's velocity is NOT zero. :)

Alright I'll update tomorrow. Longer post tomorrow! Common test over ^^

Aahhh! Lunching with charms tomorrow as well. <3

It's a New Video!

2010-06-27T16:41:00.001+08:00

Hi guys!

I've posted a new video while feeling bored doing Physics. So long no play guitar, this is ok ok already...

Enjoy! Or maybe not LOL

499 Posts

2010-06-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hi guys, I'm posting again because I'm really tired from studying chemistry. It's my common test tomorrow. Why do I feel so insecure about the common test? I did the entire TYS, read through entire set of notes. Memorised almost everything. Scared what?

Still scared not enough practice. It's never enough.

Anyway, I'm feeling kind of funny now. Lol. Laugh. Because I feel like the sky is dipped in soy sauce right now. It's so dark and gloomy.

Let me finish my bread which was left half eaten in the afternoon.

Ok I've finished the bread. It's dinner soon, Tatty didn't come my house, his mom bought home dinner or something, so he can't go out. That's sad, that's sad.

I am going back to chemistry now. H2 subjects are so much more interesting, but so much more thinking to do.

This is my 499th posts. Been such a long way Bili. You've grown? Maybe.

Too Pro

2010-06-23T15:55:00.001+08:00

I'm too pro??? Nahh...

Hey, I'm still at functions for math. That's bad.

Off to do again, I'm bored and sleepy :(

Is It Me?

2010-06-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

I decided to do Math again in the morning, but after a while, ended up playing Wii because I was getting too restless. Err ya.
:(

Common Tests!

2010-06-21T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hi guys!

Common tests are nearing hmm? How many are feeling stressed?? I'm feeling quite happy though. At least there's something to push me to keep studying. Or else I'll be slacking the whole day. And A levels would be screwed. O.O That's bad.

But I'm sure nobody would screw their A level like nobody's business. It's important. What's my purpose of coming into a JC?

I'm only left with another 3 Math Tutorials and a Revision Package to go before I finally finish my Math Revision and will move on to Physics, which would be the epic revision, as I'm aiming for perfect marks for Physics. I've made all the mistakes I'm supposed to make, and if I make them again, I really don't know what to say.

Shall shut down for now. Tata.

Time.

2010-06-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hey Bili!! How do you have time to write these posts!! I'm so busy with studies!!

Of course, for me, I make my own time. I could extend a day to 25hours, or reduce it to 23hours. It's up to me. Because within these few hours, lots of time are wasted off by itself. If yo manage all your time well, it's basically 3 hours of studying a day. It will do. Quality studying.

Alright people it's time for an update!
Today woke up with a massive headache. As though I was hungover or something. My eyes are swollen like somebody punched them. Seriously. I went to the doctor and he told me it was normal cold. I caught a cold. With small symptoms as headache, eye pain and nausea?! That's really a great cold I caught. Hope the other colds can be like this too. But yea it was pretty sucky to feel that way.

What else today? Oh a lot has happened today. I slept. From 11am to 1pm, woke up, and slept again. I'm so smart eh? Then woke up again, and played the guitar for my cousin because they wanted me to 'perform'. And I realised that, all my skills are gone. No more canon rock. I could only play 1/4 of the song. :(

That's just so sad right?

Alright, I'm off to do something else now. Erm must I tell you what I'm about to do?

N.O. NO. It's my own life :)

Bye peeps!

2010-06-20T01:44:00.001+08:00

Wow blogger has a new post editor!! I didn't know. Ahh I'm holding back charms sleep now. I guess the heater is ok now.

Ok!! I go bath. Aaah!!!

Good. Knight?

2010-06-20T01:23:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm updating late at night again.

Today, is the 20th. It's a very very VERY important date to me. :)

It's the call that happened 2 months ago, which was so damn hinty LOL. Anyway. Niger and Samm psycho-ed me into playing World of Warcraft trial for 10 days. GG that's like my common test period. I should have signed up for it after my common test and play for 10 days AFTER my common test. MY COMMON TEST PEOPLE. IT IS MY COMMON TEST!

Ok then, just now was webcamming with zhehan, niger and samm. Asked zhehan if his sister knows that he watches porn. We used MSN to ask him. And he just left the convo everytime we asked. LOL in the end the sisters replied yes we know. LOL zhehan epic fail.

I'm changing my blogskin soon. To something... even simpler. Something whitish and with larger words to make it easier to read. I mean now my blogskin the words are too small. The best blogskin on Earth would be the blogger's main template I think. Those simple blogskin really brought blogging as a place to share your views and thoughts, instead of a place to flash your designs of a blogskin. Of course I can create a fancy one. But there's no point. (Actually, I'm just lazy to make one)

Hmm alright I shall go change the blogskin right now. Goodbye to this old blogskin that I have been dealing with since last few months. Changed the background picture, font size, added music, little stuff to the blogskin. Now I'm gonna change for a simpler one. :)

The night is coming... I mean it ain't young anymore. 1.29am.

Goodnight people!

I love Math.

2010-06-19T15:26:00.003+08:00

Charms said that my previous update was eons ago. Wow it really is. 6th June? Wait is it 6th? I remember updating about LMSC. I'm a bit restless from studying so, it's a must to update this blog again.

Next week is my common test and I'm still around... As in I'm still all around instead of my table studying. Geez, it's going to be difficult to get back into that mood I once had.

Eminem new album Recovery is not bad! I shall post a song here :)

I have given you nothing less than perfectness.

Such powerful lyrics :)

Yup! After all it's still Eminem. Respect to him for coming such a long way. I told Louis that I listen to his songs for motivation whenever I fail in something. But he told me "Hope you can stop listening to him soon!" At first I thought he's going to tell me something like "It's vulgar," but instead he said, "Which means wish that you can stop failing!" Wow. The hidden meaning is cool.

Haha this June holidays so many DotA games. Have I had enough of DotA? Is it getting boring? I don't know. People get bored of stuff when they are too good at it. But if that's the case, does it mean that everybody is good in studying? Because it bores people most of the time. So that theory is WRONG. I do hope that one day I could tell myself that "I'm sick of doing Math/Physics/Chem/Econs because it is getting too easy."

It's just so inspiring to see people succeed after walking a long road. All of our parents walked it. Why shouldn't we? And when we get old and look back at our lives, the road walked would be such memorable ones. But you could only walk forward, not backwards.

Me and charms went out to watch 'The Karate Kid' with my cousin Lucy who came from USA yesterday. Haha, she's 12. Charms is 17, I'm 16 (going to be 17 soon la!). There's this generation/age gap between her and us. So it's hard to communicate. And the language used is pretty different too. Karate Kid was a nice movie though. Those who didn't know how it feels to be immersed in an environment that you totally have no idea about, I guess you wouldn't feel as sad as Dre when he shouted "I wanna go home." Yeap! Somebody cried during the movie. Guess which lady :) (Clue, the older one. Oops!)

After that ate at the Wan Zai Hong Kong cafe. And charms left the other (I forgot what name) Hong Kong cafe's tissue paper there. LOL. We left it there and left in a hurry. You're like bringing KFC into MacDonald to eat. I'd love to try that someday.

Yesterday morning!! USA's night. Was the win for the LA Lakers once more! :D Kobe didn't do much, but yea nobody really cares, they still won. Ok fine some people may care because they are great Kobe fans. But here's my logic. Kobe sounds like Dobe, which sounds like Venkat. That's why they won.

This is such a long long post. I don't even think anybody would read the entire thing.

There's more! Alright I guess I'll stop here. LOL.

Back to work!

LMSC

2010-06-07T18:42:00.001+08:00

I wasted my entire day at LMSC.. This is very... dumb.

And I got nothing else to blog already.

Byebye.

NCO Camp 2010

2010-06-07T00:09:00.003+08:00

Hi guys I'm back from the NCO camp.

Very tiring.. didn't sleep for the entire night for the NCO camp.. The next morning even worst, was having huge headache, but still, the camp have to go on la :)

Backstage CI stuff shall not be mentioned here. If any NCOs keen on learning how to plan a camp or event feel free to look for us the CIs. Because you will be given a LECTURE on how to plan a CAMP efficiently.

After the camp I just went home and sleep. The next thing I know, it's the next morning.

And I had to be home for lunch before can go charms house. So went only in the afternoon and had very little time to spend with her.. :(

Watched Iron Man 2 while her family played mahjong, Somebody won 7 tai and 30 plus bucks today. Zomg. Must be because I'm there then her luck went up up up LOL. Most important thing, she tried to delete my Mousehunt account LOL. When she press delete application I thought really deleted. But I figured out a way to restore it! (Y) that's cool LOL

Alright I gotta sleep... Just hanged up the phone...

Good night!

Edited.

2010-06-03T16:03:00.001+08:00

Of course, the amazing Bili has edited the blogskin to make things easier to read for you guys :)

Enjoy!

Hohoho

2010-06-03T15:23:00.003+08:00

Instead of studying for Econs I shall update this thing first.

I know what to do now to make me study. Simple. Just drink coffee in the morning, the morning is done, and in the afternoon, sleep for 15minutes, the entire afternoon is yours again. :)

Anyway, I'm feeling ecstatic now. MW2 has been cracked and it's my main source of stress-releasing when charms is busy with her studies. Gosh!

I go back to econs again people. :)

2010-06-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

Oh hi!

I've not updated for quite long, and charms have been updating quite often. So I shall update!

June holidays what.. should go out more. But first week of June holidays and got so many lessons already. Not really whining, but I find it kinda weird to go back school for lessons. I mean, hello there's no CTSS table in the morning with Tatster and pals. Don't feel right. Feels left.

Took the Sec1s for training today, taught them how to march. These kiddies hahaha, makes me feel happy. But there's something that I will never experience again. I have never been in their shoes before actually. Because during Sec1 days of me, I used to skip trainings often. And how did I climb up to become the head? I'm not sure too. It's just a dedication I made late to NPCC I guess. I mean look at me now, a CI? Wow! Time flies huh, from that hamburger beret boy to a CI now.

I wish I could be that CI that I wished I had, when I was a cadet.

Nice

2010-05-23T20:08:00.003+08:00

Nice song. And cute animation.

The Fast and the Furious

2010-05-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm updating while watching the movie LOL.

Fast and the furious. Not bad eh? On HBO Hits now. Vin Diesel has awesome body omg. And i just saw him beat the shit out of someone. I mean, damn he's always the guy beating the shit out of people LOL.

Aha!! Yesterday I literally ate Fish and CO with CO. LOL!!! Somebody cannopt finish the fish eh??? LOL!!! It was quite nice la, but will burn a hole in your wallet LOL. Nah but it's quite worth it :)

First time of my JC life I felt that the Math quiz was easy. That graphing quiz was... amazingly easy! Just have to follow the steps and tada!! Done.

----- Saved from here because the movie was too exciting------

And I'm back!! LOL the above was to prove that an intention of uploading was there a few days back. Yeap!!

Today was a wasteful day. Watched 2012 with dad in the morning on DVD, and then fix air-con guy came. And the 2012 was PAUSED. So wasted time on the PC and when I went back, watched 2012 again. Then LUNCH. So it was paused again. And wasted another few minutes watching the last part of the movie. Quite sad when people die. They are like so innocent then just fell into some pit unknowingly. Selfishness :@

Kk!! Now I go sleep, NAPFA tomorrow I think? Pass is going to be mine, Silver is going to be in my eyes. :)

Good night! (Actually not sleep, charms is calling.)

Figured it Out.

2010-05-06T22:26:00.001+08:00

Hey guys... :)

I've figured it out finally.

You and I are ONE. Thanks Mr Simon Leow, it worked. LOL!!!!

Gnite!

:(

2010-05-05T20:11:00.001+08:00

Hello guys I'm back for an update...

I'm still clueless.

End of update. :(

Tests and tests.

2010-05-03T10:45:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm here to update or else charms will... baazaaak!!!

Lots to do recently.. Physics test.. Math tutorial and etc. NPCC stuff are needed to be done to. Oh not to forget, I already complete my probation already. Just need to remember to fax it to HQ again. Hohoho!!

Recently I lost my GC. :( Is that bad karma? Nope! It must be God wanting me to learn my lesson this time. So I did. Now my GC has my name LABELED on it. Don't you dare steal it though, because I installed GPS on it. Easy to track where is it :)

There's Physics lecture test next week. Since I have already screwed up my first lecture test, I have to do well for this one. Chemistry lecture test will be out next week. I mean our results la. I hope that it's ok for me? Previous test wasn't well done too. Why all previous test not well done ah? As in, not bad until I failed la, but I still borderline B only. Must push it up to high B or low A by this semester, or else... I'll be in deep shit LOL.

Don't aim too high Bili, yes, perfect scores are no longer so possible. Unless you are really careful, which you are not since Primary school. I wouldn't consider those as 'careless' mistakes. Because it's already my habit to make mistakes during exams. If I don't make mistakes, that's the day that you are the president of the United States. Ok jk. But I need to change this habit of making mistakes la. 1 + 1 = 3. Wth?!

Went out with charms yesterday and bang into BERNARD. Waaah so free hor. Exam still can go eat PASTAMANIA. Haiyo..... Ahaha, then yesterday went for a walk in Choa Chu Kang Park, but decided to walk to Gombak from Choa Chu Kang instead. However, for some unknown reasons, (must be the weather's fault), we ended up at teck whye. o.0 Walked the wrong direction LOL!!!

So took a bus, and LRT to CCK, and MRT to Redhill. LOL joke.

Ahh!! Today not going out, so must study hard. So long people! Oh 10S17 outing?? Nah... :)

Efforts

2010-04-25T21:39:00.001+08:00

Hello world!!

Yes I'm back! Eh, yes yes, charms wants me to update.

But she keep talking to me! So here's the end of the update.

LOL!!!

Tuna Sub

2010-04-20T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, I'm posting while eating a Tuna Sub from SUBWAY because I'm just famished after returning from school.

Didn't know Mother Tongue was canceled today until Mr Yuen told us during the Chemistry Tutorial. Not only that, I thought I could go home early, but instead I stayed to have a little talk with Mr Yuen.

He asked me about my career choices and any scholarships I have in mind. (Since I'm in the Scholar Development Programme), so I said not any scholarships, but I would love to do law. And he was asking "What was your English grade during O level?"

B4. Epic fail.

LOL. Then he said it's ok, he go a B4 too, (explains why is he teaching us chemistry now) and GP is really different from English. In his perspective, GP is an easy subject to score. Wow. Told me to read more and write more. Isn't that what ET told me too? LOL. Everything that has got to do with English is so standard. Read and write. Just have a little brains, you secure an A.

Let me take another bite of my Tuna Sub.

Ok. Today's lessons was... sort of boring. Not because of the lessons, but because of the mood. Charms phone spoiled. :(

PLUS I was already feeling lethargic last night, and slept till the morning 5.45am, but didn't want to wake up. It's ironic. I should feel more alert if I slept early the previous night. Yet the more I sleep, the more I feel comatose from lack of sleep.

Another bite.

Yeap, the other lessons were all nice. Teachers were talking to us about S17's behavior lately. Today it's Mr Kwok's turn. He said that the day for Ms Ong's NiE assessment, we chose to be the noisiest, out of the 5 weeks she took us. It's pretty sad to see that actually. When the Physics HOD and a doctor came in, I knew that something was being assessed. But by looking at everyone's performance that day, it was quite funny. I couldn't think of a pun for this. But it's just funny. I'm sorry. My brain's dying soon :(

Alright this seems to be a very formal update. As Mr Wang said, do not ever end your essays with 'in conclusion' or sum up all your points. Give a future trend and suggestions.

In JJC, not all may be lousy students. But still it's a bad school. Suggestion? Pwn them.

Good luck people with JC life!

Geez what a solemn post...

Sweet Revenge

2010-04-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

Yo people!

Today is such a wonderful day because tomorrow will be a bad day. Look its 10pm now. 2 more hours and my Sunday is over. Nooooo!!! However, come to think of it, Monday is not a bad day because the arrival of Thursday is will be nearer. So currently I have mixed feelings.

Whatssup on Thursday? Thursday is such an amazing day. I have econs test on that amazing day. Not only that, Thursday.............. Geez you will know soon. ^^ Im lame.

Im kinda sick of my blog song. For the past few days, my blogsong has been replaying in my head many times. Hence Im deciding to change my blogsong AGAIN! Someone has sent me a nice song just now. I think I will change it soon^^

Okay night. (Revenge is sweeeeeet^^)

Feel Good Inc.

2010-04-11T17:52:00.002+08:00

Yes! This new blog song stuck in my head. Nice. Steady watch me navigate wahahahahaha!!!!!!

Alright, someone threatened me to update by today. Scary. Later I get killed then GG. This blog will be killed too.

This weekend was the most screwed one of all. Ok not really. But I did half of the work I'm supposed to do. Why? Thank you JJ Parent Info Session for making me listen to what I have listened to for 3 consecutive times during Civics already. I slept through the entire thing while texting. Damn. It's retarded!! They did not make parents' attendance compulsory, but made our attendance compulsory. What the hell? We have seen this shit for so many times, look at the Principal talk so many times, and yet, our attendance is compulsory. Why not call it a JJCian info session with only SOME parents? If my parents are there, I don't see a point for me who know about the entire speech from head to toe, to be there. Are you trying to say that my parents don't know how to take care of themselves? JJC, use your BRAINS. Apparently you don't have any. Wasted an entire day because of that.

Back to the point. Speech day is next week. Friday, one day after the 15th!! Hey hey hey, 15th is an important day. LOL. Oh, disclaimer here, I have no intention of condemning JJC or defaming JJC here. :) (though it's fame and reputation is already the poo of the dog now.)

I have a confession to make. I wasted money on Kinder Bueno. Because I bought it yesterday, and brought it to the Area 16 STC meeting. After a while I left the room and left my Kinder Bueno there. When training ends, I didn't even take it back. LOL!!! Wasted. Sigh...

Any good movie recommendations??

Ok byebye, I shall update again soon!

Happy Birthday!!

2010-04-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hello guys!! I'm here for an update while someone is reading through my PI..

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARMS!!

Yes yes, someone has imposted her on my blog. And that person is none other than the number one hero of all time, TATSTER. You epic failed. Sorry.

Ok, today got back my Physics Lecture test.. 29/45. It's quite expected? I don't know. Anyway, the period of when I'm taking my lecture test is the time that I'm having trouble with my Kinematics. At least now the concept is crystal clear. Looking forward to the next lecture test/common test!! Gosh I'm looking forward more to the common test though. It seems like it's gonna pressurize me to study more for it!! ^^

Ahaha today I'm using the computer on my bed. I don't know why. Just feels better. Never used my laptop on somewhere other than on my table before. It's not good for it what. Must TRAIN it for other conditions too eh?? LOL!!! Drop it more la. Won't spoil one.

Hmm hmm my PI is quite okok already. Hopefully Ms Wen would be glad about it. Because I did not ask for her permission before moving on to doing it. Anyway, how do I hand in my PI tomorrow when there's no tutorial nor lecture? Now that's weird... I see how I see how.

Tomorrow there's Speech Day rehearsal. It's coming soon guys. All the best flag party and GOH!! Aiya, all the best to the whole parade!!! :D

After Speech Day will be CCA suspension. Finally get a peace of mind and focus a bit more on my studies. Well thinking about it, NPCC do not really affect my studies. Maybe just a little bit. But really it's all about time management now. Going to HTA on 17th April to be the car park man for NPAP. The next SHAM!!

Oh no, tomorrow starting on Math lecture book 2. Let's see how hard will it get. Pure math. Somebody's doing stats already. Haiyo.. See how I die next year. Nah I won't. Need to get smarter ^^

All the best people!! And charms, once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ^^

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